I try I honestly try so hard to pick myself up everyday and just wear that stupid fucking mask, I wear it because I don't want people to really know what's going on what I really feel.
I'm always hiding behind this mask and someday I know that one day this make will fall and break and everyone will know, everyone will see what I am who I am what I'm really like, here's a hint, behind this mask I never smile I'm always crying and hurting, all I want is for all this fucking pain to go away but I know it wont.