I just want to take that blade to my wrist and watch the blood flow. I want to cut so deep I can't feel anything anymore. I want to fall to my knees and watch the blood pool around me. I want to feel the darkness consume me. I want to have my breath stop breathing.
But I won't. I won't take that blade and cut. I won't cut so deep I feel numb. I won't fall to my knees.
I won't watch the blood pool around me. I won't let the darkness consume me. And I won't stop breathing..... Because I love you to much and love how my life is now I don't want to leave ill stay longer.