It would be so easy to just pop a few pills and say goodbye to just let go and be free.  It's not like a lot of people would cry for me maybe a few friends and my family... if I get lucky considering I'm the most average girl there will ever be with nothing more to my name

Sure I could blame my genes but is my genes really what I should be holding accountable because in the end it's only me that should be feeling responsible.

I could always use a steak knife but that sounds painful and I doubt I could handle that for I'm not an angle but selfish

But maybe that won't matter since it would get me out of this hellish place I call my life