It started a while ago.

When the world suddenly turned gray.

Where the light used to glow

I'm now very much astray.

Astray from the path

That you wanted me to walk.

And with every bath

I don't feel the need to talk.

People say don't bottle it up

That's not good for you.

I over fill the cup.

And now I'm feeling so blue

I don't know when I'll break

But I can be your machine.

And with everything you take

I become less and less clean.

I really don't see

What a big fuss this is

But I agree that I'm just that blind.

Consuming everything

You hold dear to you.

And I have welcomed

This darkness into my soul.

I said goodbye to old me

That is just the way that it has to be.