Here is the story of my life

Watch closely to this light

I'm removing the binds

It was covering my eye sight

Listen closely to my voice as it speaks loud and for once I stand tall

You see this girl right?

The intact smile was once a fake one

The laughter was forced at times

What a lark!

If I could see right through anyone and saw myself now

I'd probably be laughed at

If someone saw who I really was

Or what was my past

What I passed through my life

Anyone would've run away and I'd be the laughing stock

Or so I thought...

I feared that the one I loved, the only one

The first one and last I fell in love with was

Without a doubt the one I couldn't afford to have lost

He was my world, my rock

And my escape to a fantasy world

Where only beautiful things were at

He was my all

And I feared I would've lost him, had I spoken and shown whom I really was

What was my past

All the nightmares every night

I feared he wouldn't have stayed for long

And leave like the rest ones

So I kept it well hidden and my love kept growing even more and more

With every single day that passed on.

What will I do now?

I thought giving up was easier than to just love

But I was wrong

So wrong

You fight for what you love right?

Well, check me out now

I'll wait to hear your words and decide on my own

Whether I should go in or not.

It all depends on

If you love me or not. If you wouldn't run away if I told you who I was

What was my past.

If you're willing to fight for me, for us.

Do you want us?

Then prove it to me, prove that you want us.

I'm waiting patiently my love...

Just don't take your time

I'm staring at the beautiful night

And think to myself I can't wait much long...