Humans are simple creatures
And that's the word you use:
creatures
not people
but animals
because you'll never know what comes next from them.

One day they're peaceful,
the next they kill there young,
and the next they kill each other.

Its funny, really.
How we build these walls amongst one another.
We've come so far and yet...
this.

These creatures try to understand but they don't.
You want to be included,
but you're left out.
No one wants you...
no one wants me...

For I am not one of them.

I make myself cry and call myself a mistake.
Once stressed I crack until told to keep it in.
I bully myself and hurt myself mentally.
When I joke like the others it's such a crime?
Am I important?
Or a freak so tries so hard to fit in?

I wear jewelry given to me by my family.
Yet I don't deserve it.
I never deserve it.
And although I want to...
I can never want it.

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You know what my favorite ring is?
It's a wolf, and it's mouth can be open and closed.
It can scream all it wants, but no one will ever hear.
Just like me.
For I can scream all I want and never make a sound.
It's one of the curses of being invisible.
For it is a blessing, and a curse.

Today, I will finally try.
Today, I will try to scream for help.
If only one person hears...
that would be enough.

For me to gain the courage to scream through the boarder...
and got someone to listen...

That would be enough...