It was all my fault
I cant handle it
I'm sorry
I wish I could be stronger
I wish I had a real smile
I wished I didn't have scars of battles I didn't win
I wish I didn't cry at night when no one can hear me
I wish I wasn't a disappointment
I wish I was happy
Or maybe I'm overreacting
Overreacting about my problems
About my self
About my life
Maybe I have people who care
Who love me
But I'm alone is this big wide world
The wish is gone
As am I