Why do I let my self slip threw the crack when I'm to weak to hold my self together?
Why should I let my mind make a story that I want out of as a reward for focusing on the test?
Why should I care if I might go mad or go hurting my self?
Because if even you don't care I will have to be the one for my self.
I'll build a wall greater then the Great Wall of China around my self to be protected if I have to.
I'll laugh so no one worries for me because I'm the alone one who can fight this battle for my self.
Why should I give up , when you say to?
I can fight for control over my mind better the you can for me
I'll fight till I'm healed I don't mind if it's life or death it my battle to fight not yours
I may slip threw a crack but I'll fight harder to fix the damage with God along my side
I'll show you that I'm tough with out bursting in tears every second of my life
I lived throw a lot
And most of it was heal with Gods help
He kept me sane and didn't let the rest of my fall
He showed me what others feel so I can help
I forgive , so that I may show my gratitude
I'll help build someone else while I fall
I'll not drag other in the hole that I'm stuck in
If others fall I'll help them out
I may be dieing but why should I let someone else know? Why would I bring this a pond them?
When I weak and can not fight I'll let it free but when I have more strength I'll fight it even tho parts of me still like it
I'll not lose my self to my self
I shall fight for my healing with out a others help even if it kills me