Tony's Pov

I woke up with a gasp , as i stumbled against the wall , trying to remember where i was as I try to control my breathing.Million thoughts are in my head 'till i remember where i was.

Colin's house , in his bed , He's not going to hurt me.I'm safe.

I breath in and out , that i felt better , I feel my whole body shaking lightly , not fear...just cold.I checked my cell phone to see what time is it.
2:18 a.m.
Sigh....I have trouble sleeping again....I just want to sleep well that's all!

I sighed as i got up from my bed , as tears streaming down from my cheeks....
I owe that boy everything , he saved my life....I'm worthless to him....what if...he comes back..."

"hey..."

Colin's Pov
My head was thinking tony...
His beautiful face....
His body that god created him beautifully....
His smell of his skin...
His warm heart...
Good-tempered.....
What a lovely boy....

  I was thinking about him until i hear crying next room , I frowned as I opened the door slowly , saw tony , crying in his bed.
I went to sit next to him.
"Hey..."I whispered in his ear as he flinched , shaking ans crying , I feel so bad for him.
"What's wrong?"I put him in my lap as  i stroke his hair as he keeps sobbing , couldn't even breathe very well."Sh...it's okay , my baby boy...''I gently nuzzled his cheek as he whimpered gently , as i felt the tense of his muscles , I lean down to kiss his forhead and his shoulder gently as possible , i want him to trust me ,  so he can stay with me.

My baby...
I hugged him closer to myself , god...i loved him.
Why he deserved this?God why?

There was a picture in my head , that tony is terrified , waiting for someone to be his saviour.

I will be that person.

I feel Tony's breathing is calming down as i looked at him , smiking lightly as he looks at me with his scared face , hiding his face on my chest , as he made cute kitten  noises , i would "woof" him back.

  "You wanna sleep with me tonight?"I said as I picked him up bridal style and laid down at his bed , as he looks at him , shy and timid.

God...why...my baby is....adorable...

I sleep next to him as I wrap my arms around him as he yawned and fell asleep , i smiled as I spooned him gently and kisses his forhead , fell asleep before stroking his hair.