After leaving him, I went to jimin, it felt so good for the first few weeks. Being with him reminded me of taehyung.

Everything he did like laughing, hugging, kissing, going on dates. Everything he did reminded me of taehyung

I used to talk about taehyung to him, that how he used to hold stars in his eyes when he laughed, I could feel jimin getting jealous but I couldn't control myself to not talk about him

Whenever we talked, I would always bring taehyung up and jimin once said that "don't you think of something else rather than taehyung?"

His words struck me like lightning as my eyes widened.

Jimin once told me that he wants to meet taehyung and I complied to his request

We were in the cafe, jimin kept his head on my shoulder, I smiled as I ruffled his hair, thinking of the way taehyung used to keep his head on my shoulder

"Do you still love jungkook?" Jimin asked as I shot my head towards taehyung. Waiting for his answer

He smiled at me as I could see his eyes filled with tears

"No, I don't" he said and a year fell down his eye

I had the biggest pang in my heart that time

When he went, I started to cry too. Jimin tried to ask me the matter

But what should I have told him?

That I got hurt because the one who loved me so much doesn't loves me anymore?

That time it broke my heart and I couldn't control my tears.

I smiled sadly that day

You called for it

After that day, I've been crying till now.

Three years and I still can't forget him

I told him to stop calling me baby because it made my heart flutter. That time I wanted it to stop

Now I want it to happen again

Wherever you are baby, know that I regret every decision I've made in my life

Except the one where I met you.