I was so lost after he left, it was as if I was just a person with no life

One day, he called me and said that he wanted me to meet jimin, because jimin wanted to thank me

I said yes, seeing his voice so cheerful, so happy, like before. I couldn't say no, I really wanted to, but he was so happy, so.....so in love, how could I say no?

I met jimin, jimin was pretty, i was embarrassed that I looked like shit in front him because I had cried all night, well every night

Jimin had kept his head on jungkook's shoulder, the way I used to keep it

But jungkook was smiling, but when I used to keep my head on his shoulder, he used to cry.

I am happy seeing him so happy. But even if I say I am okay, I am not.

I pressed a smile at jimin who smiled back, I looked at jungkook, he was running his hands through his hair as he smiled.

I smiled looking at me, but my eyes were telling something else. The real one who was hurting was my heart. It felt such a big pang that tears started building in my head

"Thank you for whatever you have done, taehyung. But I wanna ask you a question

Do you still love jungkook?"

Jimin asked and I looked at jungkook, he was looking at me, my heart fluttered and I cursed it

You shouldn't feel anything

I smiled "No, I don't" but a tear fell from my eyes

Jungkook looked at me as if he felt something, as if he was hurt, but I shrugged

I couldn't handle it anymore, I quickly bid them good bye and ran away from the cafe

I told them I don't love him anymore, but in reality I love him so much that it hurts, hurts to see him even this close to another man

But it even hurts more when I realize that like I was there for him

He isn't