I have my headphones in my ears as the song plays through.

These headphones have never gotten out of my ears for so long. Listening to sad songs has become my habit.

Jimin is so angry at me for being like this

Jimin thinks everything was fine till the one year but then everything started degrading

Jimin thinks I love him less now, and I am ashamed to say that yes I do love him less now

I think I love jimin no more now

But the person I do, is no more with me.

When he took me to the bridge, I was reminded of the memories I had with jimin before I started dating him

At that time I still loved jimin, and I am ashamed and disgusted of myself to say that I used him to get over my love for jimin

I felt so guilty of doing it and I wanted to break up with him, but seeing his eyes shining when he saw me, his smile when he looked at me, the blush he had when I did anything, he was deeply in love with me

And I just couldn't help but stay in that relationship. It was one sided that time, and it's one sided this time too

This time me being the one loving him one sided