Juliann sat uncomfortably on the lounge as she waited, she felt like the world around her was spinning at an uncontrollable pace, she felt like her girlfriend and their flatmates were running at the speed of light as she sat in a black dress, her hair pinned back in loose waves as floral crown felt like it was pressing weight against her head even though crown was quite small.

She didn't think she was ready to face the music, she felt like she wasn't ready to seeing Christoffer, she felt like she wouldn't know how to react in front of a man that used her.

She didn't care that she tried to use him, she had that plan with her girlfriend, but he had used her. Used her as his own gain of release, used her to try to crumble what she wanted.

She could feel the weight of her troubles crush down on her upper body as she struggled to find a joy in the fleeting moment of wanting to destroy the man that tried to destroy her.