Juliann noticed Christoffer already asleep in the bed, she questioned whether to join him or not. She knew she wanted too, she knew she would give anything to share his bed again but seeing him asleep, hearing him be jealous over another actor. She loved the way Christoffer Jessen touched her, she loved the way she could call out his name, she loved the way she could feel something in the moment.

She lowered her gaze before slowly turning away from the bedroom, she wasn't in the mood to spend the night by his side.

Juliann slowly and quietly snuck out of his apartment before closing the door as quietly as possible.

She made her way back to her apartment; she sighed as she realised she had forgotten her apartment key.

Juliann softly knocked on the door.

No response.

She softly knocked again.

No response.

Juliann didn't want to knock louder, nor did she want to shout out Kela's name, but she knew she'd have to do one of them. She took a deep breath as she knocked a little louder before nervously exhaling.

"Juliann." Jared spoke as he opened the door.

She was surprised to see him fully clothed "I forgot my key." She carefully squeezed past him.

"How was everything?" Jared stayed by the open apartment door.

"Good. Good." She nodded slightly.

"That's good, get some rest." Jared smiled softly at her before stepping out of the apartment and closing the door.

Juliann could feel her tears simmer around her eyes as she rushed to the bathroom. She hurriedly stripped off her clothes before quickly adjusting the shower taps, she stepped under the running water before allowing herself to crumble under the water.

"Juliann?" Kela yawned as she shuffled towards the bathroom.

"Yeah." Juliann softly spoke.

Kela pushed open the bathroom door "Juliann?" she noticed her girlfriend sitting on the floor of the shower under the running water.

"I'm fine." She lied as she slowly rose up to her feet.

Kela shielded her eyes slightly from the bright light of the bathroom.

"Just go back to bed." She softly spoke to her girlfriend as she turned off the taps before grabbing a towel.

"How was it?" Kela yawned.

"Fine." Juliann wasn't sure if she should tell Kela the truth or not. "I'll just be a minute."

"I love you." Kela yawned.

Juliann looked at her reflection in the mirror, she smiled slightly at her sleepy girlfriend "I love you, Kela." The words almost felt hollow. If she truly loved her girlfriend, she wouldn't of convinced her to play along with Juliann's dreams of fucking her hall pass.

Juliann watched the bathroom door close, she hunched herself over slightly as she took a moment to find herself.

It was her fault, she wanted to fuck him. It was her fault, she loved him. It was her fault; she was trying to set up their future. It was her fault for thinking this could work.

Juliann slowly straightened up as she exhaled deeply "His a great lover, she's a great girlfriend. This is worth it." She bravely smiled up at her reflection.