Chapter 10: parties are our worst enemies

"let's go to a party" Ariana says breaking the silence in the car. Her hands are on the steering wheel, but her eyes were on me. A small smile dancing on her tan face. I look up from my phone and groan

"nah" I say simply with a tired expression. She whines

"why? with all the hard work we've put in for prom I would want to congratulate us. Not only on making prom amazing, but for making our senior year amazing" Ariana says as she pulls up to the driveway of my home

I unstrap the seat belt

"maybe" I say before opening the car doors to get out

"please?" Ariana begs

"maybe" I repeat before closing the car doors and walking up to my house

sliding my key into the slot, and walking into my house I see my mom, dad, little brother and some blonde girl sitting at the dinner table laughing

"um hi" I say awkwardly, dropping my bag at the door

"sweetie your here! this is Rebecca Marchol, your dad's new partner. They will be planning the perfect project this summer! She's also Cameron's aunt, so she's your dad's bosses little sister" My mom says with a wide smile of excitement

The name Rebecca sounds familiar. And then it hits me like a big yellow bus. That's the girl that dad is cheating on mom with

She's pretty I give you that but she looks 16. She has beautiful blonde locks, and green-blue eyes.

She turns to smile

I feel sick to my stomach

"excuse me" I say almost to impatiently

I turn around to sprint to my room, but bumped into someone

"whoa I'm sorry" I say as I look up to a pair of honey brown eyes

the girl smiles. She looks familiar

"we have got to stop meeting like this?" The girl with the thick Australian accent says

"Florida right?"

"so you know my daughter?" Rebecca says from the dinner table

Daughter?

"yeah mum, that's the pretty girl that I ran into today that I was telling you about" Florida says

"oh lovely" Rebecca says with a small smile

I glare at her. She's absolutely gorgeous, and extremely bashful, but what I hate is that she comes into my house, into my life and acts like everything is okay. She talks with my mother, and laughs with my mother almost as a taunt towards her. My mother doesn't know that the women that she's having wine with and talking about the world is the same women that sleeps with my dad when she doesn't. But I know. And I hate it

She's a snake.

A phony.

A fake.

And I wish I can say something, but I can't. I cannot be selfish. And I cannot bring drama. My dad already hates me, I can't give him another reason too

"well I have homework to work on so I'll just be in my room" I announce before walking up the stairs

"bye" I hear Florida shouts out after me

As I walk to my room I instantly throw myself on my unmade bed. Driving my head in the pillows and yelling from the top of my lungs.

Why does things have to get so bad, so quickly. I can't cloud myself with all of this at once.

Prom, graduation, Cameron, Justin, cheating dads, guilty feelings it's all just to much for me.

Maybe I do need this party

I pull out my phone to text Ariana

Still in the mood for that party?

I text

I lay my phone down thinking it will take her awhile to reply but I was wrong.

I thought you'd never ask ;).........seriously. - Bestie A

I laugh at her text before walking into my bathroom to get ready. Let's have a party. I take a shower, brush out my blonde long hair, and do my makeup. I looked good

"damn girly you are hot" a familiar voice says

I turn around and smile at Ariana

"thanks" I smile while grabbing a hot red dress from my closet and sliding it on. Ariana has on a red dress like me, with red lip stick as well as me. Great minds think a like

"now I want to change because you look so much better than me in red" Ariana whines

I laugh

"stop worrying. It will be dark, oh and also who's party?" I question as we walk out the doors to my home and to her car

she pauses before giving me a look

"Cameron's" She says quietly but I end up catching it

"Really Ariana?" I plead

"Look, I know how much you hate him, and so do I, but everyone is going to be there plus he's just the host he won't even be there" Ariana says

I glare

"He's the host. Which means he will be there and I don't have time for drama. The only reason I'm even going to this stupid party is to get away from the drama not run towards it"

Ariana looks at me with sad eyes before Pulling out vodka from her bag.

"let's not worry girly. Let's get drunk and forget about everything, literally." Ariana says while taking a sip of vodka before passing it to me

I look at the bottle.

Here's to you Cameron, and then I take a sip

Ariana claps as the alcohol burns down my throat as I swallow it.

"that's the spirit!" Ariana shouts before pulling out of my driveway and into the street

The car ride to Cameron's house is long, but we make due. We blast the speakers with everything from Shawn Mendes to J Cole as we drink to take the edge off this night.

"slow down there" Ariana says as I take yet another shot

This is my 10th one just in the car, but I'm fine

"Oh please, I'm not even drunk yet" I say before swallowing the strong drink

Soon the familiar mansion comes into view as we ride down the dark street. Cars were parked back from miles, but that was just the beginning. I seen a lot of girls from our school, but a lot more people that wasn't from our school. The music was blasting from the house. For once making it a good idea to have a house in the middle of nowhere

"this party is huge" I say as we walk up to the yard

"Right! what are the odds of you running into Cameron tonight?" Ariana questions and I glare

"the universe has a weird way of bringing us to cross each others paths, trust me"

"well whatever. You only live once" Ariana says as we push the house doors open. The house was packed with teenagers, maybe even younger or older kids

I walk into the kitchen to grab a drink

"hello beautiful" an unfamiliar husky voice says from behind

I turn around to be met with a pair of hazel eyes. The guy is cute I must admit

"hi" I say simply

"wanna do a body shot?" The guy says, making me just notice his strong thick United nation accent

I smirk. I wanted to say no due to the fact that I have a boyfriend but Instead I say yes. Maybe it was the alcohol, or maybe it wasn't. I just wanted to have fun

Hazel eye's took me to an empty counter and laid me down. I didn't notice the heavy crowd until I heard cheering coming from all around us. People gathered around to watch the scene

"ready?" Hazel eyes questioned as he filled my belly with alcohol and on my stomach. My dress was up reviling my panties but I also didn't care. I was having fun

"Ready" I say

Hazel eye's smirked before licking my body. He started up and worked his way down until he reached my belly and sucked up the vodka

She crowd grew louder making my whole body fell like electricity

"your turn love" Hazel eyes says as he puts me on my feet and lay in my place

I gently pour the vodka on his abs and lick, stopping at his belly to suck the vodka up. And then he kisses me

It isn't an intimate kiss, it was fast and simple. No meaning to it at all. His sudden actions causes me to burst out into laughter

"I have a boyfriend" I say in laughter

"Me too" Hazel eyes says before kissing me again. This time more slowly and soft. He soon pulls away and I find myself starting into his eyes

"the names Edward love" Hazel eye's says before flashing me his smile

"Samantha" I introduced

"perfect" Edward says

Soon the song work by Rihanna starts to play making me get more pumped because I love this song

"Let's dance" Edward says before pulling me on top of a table, the table it's self is pretty crowded for it to be someone's dinner table but it was fun

I danced and drink, Then danced and drink again. I was Feeling free, not worried about Cameron, or anyone else. I was living in the moment and I loved every second of it

"samantha" a familiar voice says. I don't have time to look down to see who had called my name because I was yanked off the table

I looked up. Justin

He looked angry, and by the way he pulled me from the crowd and to a corner I could tell he wasn't happy

"what the hell do you think your doing?" Justin yelled in frustration

"having fun?" I comment, but it sounded more like a question

"So this is your idea of fun?"

I look at Justin. I never noticed how sexy he looked until now. I wanted him

"No, but this is" I say before grabbing his pants and trying to unbuckle them. Key word is trying. Justin moved back so quick to stop me.

"Samantha your drunk, You need to come with me" Justin yells

Now he's getting annoying, he cannot just tell me what to do. I want to have fun, not have a dad trying to babysit me

"GET OFF OF ME JUSTIN YOU ARE NOT MY DAD" I yell as I yank my arm back from his grasp

"How you are acting you kinda need a dad right now" Justin yells as he tries to grab me again but I got loose

"KEEP YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF OF ME! I SAID I'M NOT GOING WITH YOU DON'T YOU GET IT" I shout

He tries to grab me once more but I move

"She said she doesn't want to go with you" A familiar voice says. I look up and spot those familiar sparkling blue eyes. Cameron

"She's drunk, she doesn't know what she wants" Justin says

"I think she's more than capable to tell us what she wants. Samantha, what do you want?" Cameron asks me

I look into Justin's eyes. He looks scared. Scared to lose me, Scared to get hurt, Scared to lose. But then I look at Cameron and I see everything, I remember everything. All of my feelings for him comes back and I know I shouldn't want him, I know he isn't good for me but everyone has a Drug that they are addicted to and Cameron is my drug. I want to quit him, I want to stop my unhealthy addiction but I can't

"I want you" I say. Looking into Cameron eyes

He smiles

He pulls me along but I'm stopped by Justin

"Samantha.....Think about what your choosing because if you pick him you lose me" Justin says. Fear lacing in his voice, and Hurt filling his brown eyes

I release myself from his grasp before Continuing to leave

He stops me again

"Samantha....You do this and I'm gone" Justin says looking me dead in my eyes

I feel bad. I knowing I'm going to regret this but I don't care. I love Cameron. I need him.

"Then I guess your gone" I say looking him back in his eyes

Cameron pulls me along and this time Justin doesn't stop me. He pulls me up the stairs and then I soon find myself in his room

It looks the same way as I first saw it. Still clean, still plain

I sit on his bed as he closes the door

"I've missed you sammy" Cameron says as he takes a seat next to me on his bed

I place my finger on his lips gently

"Just kiss me" I say softly and soon he does. He consumes me, my whole body.

I know I may not remember this in the morning but that maybe be for the best. I just wanted him

And from there we made love until the sun came up

I woke up in a room that was not mines. Clothes were on the floor, and my nude body was only covered by the sheets, not to mention I was sore down there and in my boobs, my head was pounding and I need to vomit

I ran to the bathroom to throw up in the toilet

I grabbed my phone to look up pregnancy symptoms

swollen breast

slight bleeding

headache

vomiting

And that when it hit me, I'm pregnant. 

Oh my god I'm fucking pregnant