Life is just an RPG that we can choose to play or not no matter how hard we are knocked down we almost always get back up and try again I don't know why we like to make our selves suffer maybe it's or human stubbornness or maybe it's cause all we are are animals who have evolved I play this fudging game no matter how badly I want to quit no matter how badly I want to vanish ik that if I do I'll make people who love me cry people who I try so hard to protect ill just end up hurting that's all I ever seemed to do in the past I love my friends more than myself but Im so messed up now that I can't even tell if it hurts or I enjoy the breakups and death and to see Blood splatter if you ever want to vanish just think of all the people who love you they are only asses cause it's good for you at the time they will always be there for you so don't forget it