[warning,, explicit sexual content. if you're not comfortable with it, naga juseyo.]

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it's finally the day of their departure and youngjae is excited to say the least. if him being ready a hour before they have to leave is anything to go by. when he hears the doorbell ringing, he squeals in excitement, grabbing his suitcase and goes to open the door, revealing a smiling jaebum.

"i see you're already ready," he says, greeting youngjae with a peck on the cheek. "let's go?"

"let's go."

later, they're on the road, listening to songs playing on the radio. youngjae evem sings along, showcasing his smooth vocals and further impressing his boyfriend.

"what will we do once we're there?" the younger asks.

"i can't tell you babe. it wouldn't be a surprise then."

"but i wanna know," youngjae whines, pouting as he crosses his arms over his chest in a sulky manner.

jaebum chuckles softly and taps him on the thigh with a finger. the younger turns his head to look at his boyfriend, lips still adorably pouting.

"hand," jaebum simply says, holding his own hand out while looking at the road.

youngjae frowns a bit, bottom lip still jutted out and takes jaebum's hand in his, intertwining their fingers together. the older male brings their hands to his lips and presses multiple kisses on the back of youngjae's hand, making the latter giggle slightly.

"you're so cheesy," he says, unable to suppress the smile on his face.

"i can't deny that," jaebum chuckles fondly.

the rest of the ride passes by in a flash and before youngjae knows it, jaebum parks the car in front of a beautiful wooden cabin. staring at it in awe, he gets out of the car and helps jaebum with their stuff.

"it looks really beautiful," he comments as they walk to the porch.

"we used to come here every summer vacation. we don't anymore, so i come here when i want to get away from the city," jaebum explains as he unlocks the front door.

they enter the cabin and youngjae's jaw drop in awe. the place is nicely decorated in a warm atmosphere. there's a fireplace (a real one) in the living room. the furniture is a mix between modern and vintage but the two styles compliment each other very well.

"it must be very peaceful to be here."

"mostly lonely," jaebum smiles but there's a hint of sadness in it.

"you have me now hyung," youngjae says softly, heart tightly clenching.

jaebum looks at him with a fond expression, pressing a kiss to his forehead. youngjae's heart melts a little bit.

"let's go settle down and then we can go have a walk in the woods if you want," jaebum suggests.

the younger nods and follow his boyfriend to the room they will (obviously) share. the bedroom, just like the rest of the house, is nicely furnished and youngjae instantly feels comfortable.

"let's just put our clothes in the closet and then we can leave."

ten minutes later and they leave the house, changed into warmer clothes to explore the woods which surround it. jaebum leads the way, tightly holding onto youngjae's hand, as if he would go somewhere else. youngjae just looks around, curious about everything. he had never been to the woods so it was fascinating for him. jaebum finds it very cute.

"there's even more snow here than in seoul," the younger says with an excited smile.

he lets go of his boyfriend's hand to scoop some snow and making a snowball. jaebum squints his eyes a little, suddenly getting cautious.

"don't even think about doing that, youngjae."

"do what?" the latter asks innocently.

"youngjae," jaebum warns as the younger plays with the ball, smiling mischievously.

and what was supposed to happen, happens. youngjae throws the ball at jaebum, hitting his arm. the latter stays frozen for a while before crouching down to make a snowball. youngjae immediately starts to run, followed by jaebum. the older male throws his ball at youngjae, hitting his back and then a snowball fight ensues. in the quiet silence of the woods, you can hear youngjae laughing as loudly as ever and jaebum's shouts as they fight with all they have.

"come here!"

"catch me if you-"

youngjae's cut off as he trips on a root and falls to the ground with a light grunt. jaebum starts running to him to check if he was okay.

"are you okay?" he asks worriedly, holding his hand out to him.

"yeah."

instead of getting up, he pulls on jaebum's hand, taking him by surprise and making him fall next to his body. youngjae's laugh is obnoxious.

"gotcha," youngjae says with a smirk.

"i hate you," jaebum mumbles lowly.

"no you don't," the younger singsongs as he pecks jaebum's cold lips with a giggle.

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after they're all dry and warm, they decide it's time to eat something since they were hungry. youngjae finds the fridge to be full and with jaebum's help, he makes something for the both of them. as they eat, jaebum stares at youngjae, taking in the rosy cheeks despite being inside and that's another thing he can add to his already long list of cute things about choi youngjae.

"why are you staring at me?" said male asks, looking up from his food.

"you're the cutest thing i've ever laid my eyes on. that's why."

youngjae's cheeks get even redder as he blushes. it's something that happens quite often but youngjae doesn't think he'll get used to it anytime soon. jaebum chuckles and resumes eating.

"you seem to enjoy making me embarrassed," youngjae mumbles.

"i do. and i probably won't stop so you better get used to it babe."

the groan the younger lets out makes him burst laughing.

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evening eventually unfolds and jaebum has indeed come prepared. when it's close to midnight, he leads youngjae in the yard of the cabin where the older has set up fireworks for the new year.

"waw, so cool!" youngjae exclaims with a smile.

"i thought you'd like that," jaebum says with a smile, holding a pack of matchsticks. "what time is it now?"

"we have two minutes before us," youngjae replies, taking a look at his watch.

jaebum nods and stands next to the fireworks, waiting for the right moment. seconds pass by faster than he would have imagined and soon, he hears youngjae tell him that there are less than thirty seconds left. that's the moment he chooses to light up the fireworks sticks, going backwards to stand next to his boyfriend.

"ten..."

"nine..."

"eight..."

"seven..."

"six..."

"five..."

"four..."

"three..."

"two..."

"one..."

the fireworks go off, startling the both of them. youngjae starts laughing, watching the pretty colors in the night sky. jaebum takes advantage of that to take a video of the younger male under the colorful lights.

"happy new year baby," jaebum says with a smile.

"happy new year hyung!"

the older pulls youngjae to him and plants a kiss on his lips. the other male smiles against his lips and brings his arms around his neck, pulling him closer. their lips move slowly against each other for a long while before lack of air makes them pull away. they stare at each other before laughing breathlessly, stupidly happy. when they get back inside, youngjae is checking his phone and starts laughing as they settle down on the floor, backs resting against the couch of the living room.

"what's so funny?" jaebum asks, leaning onto his shoulder.

"you didn't see the texts in the group chat?"

youngjae shows him his phone when the older shakes his head saying he didn't want to be disturbed by their obnoxious friends. youngjae completely understands. the older reads the different messages and snorts.

jackson
happy new yearrrr fuckerrrrs 🎉

jinyoung
he's a little tipsy don't mind him 🙄 but happy new year to all of you

jackson
im not, im fine jinyoungie baby 🙂

jinyoung
yeah, you are. that's why you're rolling on the floor pretending to be a california roll.

mark
that's something even sober jackson would do tbh.

jinyoung
he would and that's very scary

kunpimook
jackson hyung is another type of human being

mark
where the lie at tho?

yugyeom
this conversation is a mess

jackson
u're a mess

mark
geez be nice to the newbie

kunpimook
don't worry i'll defend you baby

yugyeom
oh

jackson
i can literally sense you blushing. disgusting.

jinyoung
baby shut up please 😊

jackson
yes sir

mark
that was impressive

jinyoung
thanks

youngjae
happy new year from jaebum and me!!!

youngjae
now stop blowing up his phone jesus. - jaebum

jackson
damn son

youngjae laughs, shaking his head as he places his phone down and turns to jaebum. the latter smiles at him and pecks him on the cheek.

"time for your gift. wait a minute."

he stands up and goes to the fireplace first, lighting it up. when it's done, he goes upstairs, coming back down a few moments later with his hands behind his back. he sits down next to youngjae who curiously looks at him with a smile.

"close your eyes baby," jaebum says, voice gentle as he speaks.

when youngjae does, jaebum slowly takes his hand and slides something on it. it's a little cold and thin but it feels nice on his skin.

"you can open them."

youngjae slowly opens his eyes and looks at his wrist. his mouth opens in a gasp as his eyes fall on the silver bracelet, brightly shining. it looks so simple but yet elegant. youngjae looks up at his boyfriend in shock, making jaebum laugh.

"look at the engraving inside."

the younger male does so and feels tears welling up in his eyes. inside the jewel, "always yours. j." is engraved. a simple message but which holds such a beautiful meaning. jaebum belongs to him, just as he belongs to jaebum. youngjae looks at jaebum with teary eyes for a moment before launching himself at him, engulfing him in a hug.

"it's beautiful. thank you so much, i love it," he whispers, tightly holding jaebum.

he pulls his head back to look him in the eyes, his hands cupping his face.

"and i love you."

his heart does multiple somersaults as he hears the four words leaving jaebum's mouth. the tears are threatening to fall again as he can see how sincere jaebum is and the pure look of love and adoration in his gaze.

"w-what?" youngjae stutters, unable to tear his eyes away.

"you heard me. i love you choi youngjae. so fucking much it should be illegal. this is the first time i've felt something so deep for anyone and i'm so glad it's you," jaebum says, tone firm but gentle at the same time.

youngjae can't help but pressing his lips to his as immense joy fulls his entire body. jaebum welcomes with open arms, pressing back just as hard.

"i love you too hyung. i really do," youngjae whispers against the other's lips.

jaebum doesn't reply and just presses their mouths together again, pouring all his heart into it. youngjae kisses him back. of course he does. and he gets lost into it. into the feeling of jaebum's soft lips against his, his soft warm hands stroking his hips. fuck, he loves this man so much. jaebum gently lies him down, not breaking the kiss that gets more heated as seconds pass by. youngjae's fingers get tangled in jaebum's soft locks and he lightly tugs on it when the older nibbles on his bottom lip, earning him a groan. when their lungs cry out for air, their lips disconnect. jaebum decides to press kisses onto his jawline then makes his way down to his throat, sinking his teeth into the soft skin to create a reddish mark, making youngjae heave a pleasured sigh. the latter moves his hands to the older's t-shirt and tugs on it in a silent plea he hopes jaebum will understand. he does. thank god he does. jaebum leaves another hickey on his boyfriend's neck before sitting back on his heels to take off his t-shirt, throwing it behind him before diving back down, capturing the younger's lips with an urgency that wasn't there before. soon, they have a hard time keeping their hands to themselves. they tug, pull and drag and in no time, they're both almost naked, their clothes forming a messy pile next to them. with their lips still attached, jaebum trails a hand to youngjae's boxers, palming his hard-on and eliciting a groan from the boy beneath him.

"hyung..." youngjae whines as the pressure gets harder and his hips buck up into the friction.

"what do you want?" jaebum's voice is low and sultry and it makes youngjae's body even hotter.

"t-touch me... plea-ah!" youngjae gasps as jaebum takes his right nipple into his mouth, sucking on it.

he's receiving a lot of stimulation and his cock is straining against the fabric of his boxers, leaking precum. jaebum, on the other hand, is too focused on pleasuring the other to even think about his own erection trapped in his boxer briefs. giving youngjae's nipple a break, he makes his way down, down, down while murmuring "mine" all over again as he kisses every patch of skin he finds and yep, youngjae might come just from that. when he gets to the waistband of the other's boxers, he looks up and licks his lips at the sight. youngjae is sprawled out on the fluffy carpet, flushed from face to chest and breathless. in other words, beautiful.

"you're so gorgeous, do you know that?"

youngjae's cock embarrassedly twitches at the praise, making the older male chuckle but he's not mocking him.

"let's get you rid of that, yeah?"

jaebum slides the fabric down youngjae's legs, kissing the smooth milky skin as he goes. he then reaches out in one of the drawers of the coffee table and takes out a travel-size bottle of lube and a condom. youngjae, despite being in a daze, looks at him in confusion and it's jaebum's turn to get shy as he looks down.

"i-uh... i thought this might happen so i put that here. is it weird?"

"it is."

"i figured. do you still want me to..." he trails off and fuck, if that's not adorable.

"hyung, fuck me."

jaebum's eyes widen for a split second before he gets a hold of himself and comes back to his senses. he crawls back up and kisses youngjae hard enough to make him dizzy. while the younger is distracted, he squirts some lube on his fingers, warming it up and circles the rim slowly. youngjae moves his hips a little as he hisses lowly, a lubed finger gently pressing in. he takes a deep breath and tries to relax and eventually jaebum's finger slips in.

"good?" jaebum asks, breath fanning over his boyfriend's ear as he nibbles on the lobe.

"y-yeah... i think you can add another now," he breathes, eyes squeezed shut.

jaebum nods and adds another finger as gently as possible, the last thing he wants is to hurt him. when youngjae doesn't seem as tense, he starts moving his fingers, thrusting them in slowly. the uncomfortable sting has subsided so youngjae lets out breathy moans and whines as he moves his hips to get jaebum's fingers in deeper. jaebum has a hand in his hair, stroking it and groans as youngjae clenches around his fingers.

"fuck. i bet you're gonna feel so tight around me," he whispers hotly into the other male's ear, the latter keening at the dirty talk.

after a few minutes or so, youngjae's patience runs thin and he whines to get his boyfriend's attention. when jaebum looks down at him with a fond smile, he pulls him down in a bruising kiss.

"i-i need you n-now... please."

"you sure?" the older asks, peppering his face with kisses as he slowly withdraws his fingers.

youngjae nods frantically. he's been waiting for this moment ever since he met jaebum so he knows he can't wait any longer. the older pecks him on the lips as he sits up straight to take off his boxer, letting out a hiss as his cock springs free from its confines. he swiftly rolls the condom on, slicks himself up and goes back to his position between youngjae's spread legs, the tip of his length pressing against the lubed entrance. youngjae braces himself and takes a deep, deep breath. jaebum squeezes his hip as a warning before ever so slowly pushing in. youngjae gasps loudly, back arching off the floor as he's being filled by jaebum's cock. it feels so... so good. better than anything he's ever felt.

"god, you're tight... you okay?" jaebum asks, teeth clenching as he wills his hips not to thrust into the tight heat.

"g-good. give me a minute though," thr younger exhales shakily, trying to relax his body. "you can move now."

jaebum slowly pulls back before pushing in, nice and slow and god, youngjae is left breathless. he wraps his legs around the other's waist, urging him deeper in him. jaebum's thrusts gradually become faster and he's going deep, deep, deep. his hips rolls into youngjae in fluid, smooth motions, filling him so well he can't help but moan loudly, his hands finding purchase on his boyfriend's broad back.

"god, you feel so good. fuck, you're so good," jaebum praises with a grunt, hovering over youngjae with the help of his forearms.

"jae-jaebum... god."

jaebum is not rough but he's not gentle either and that makes youngjae dizzy with want. jaebum shifts his hips a little and the slight change of angle has youngjae choking on air.

"t-there! fuck, right there, please," youngjae pleads, back suddenly arching up.

jaebum has hit his protaste dead on, setting every fiber of youngjae's body on fire. his toes curl on themselves as jaebum does his best to hit that special spot and he does quite a good job. jaebum's name repeatedly falls from youngjae's red lips and fills the night alongside jaebum's grunts and groans. the latter takes one of youngjae's hand in his and intertwines their fingers, squeezing them as he feels the familiar coil in his gut.

"k-kiss me please," youngjae whines in a high-pitched voice.

jaebum complies and leans down to kiss him but they just end up panting against each other's mouth as they near their high. having his prostate frequently abused has youngjae over the edge fast and he can feel his climax quickly approach. with the hand that's not occupied, he reaches down to tug at his neglected dick.

"don't," jaebum sounds as breathless as him and his face is glistening with sweat. jesus. "wanna see you come untouched. i know you can do it."

youngjae whines but obeys and his hand finds its way to jaebum's matted hair. he's so close but the really needed friction on his cock would have been nice. jaebum slides his hand down the younger's body to his thigh, sinking his fingers into the flesh as his thrusts grow slower but deeper, abusing that sweet bundle of nerves. oh. oh.

"are you close? i can feel you sucking me in. fuck, are you gonna come for me, baby? come on, do it. i want to see how prettier you get when you come," the older male says, looking deeply into youngjae's eyes.

that's all it takes for youngjae to come, shouting jaebum's name as white paints both of their chests. his eyes roll back as he arches beautifully, his skin glowing under the orangey color produced by the fireplace. the sight combined with the merciless clenching around his girth make jaebum lose it and he comes with a loud groan, filling the condom and his hips stuttering. when they finally come to a halt, he plops down on youngjae, panting heavily. both of them lie there, connected in the most intimate way as they try to catch their breath. after a while, jaebum slowly pulls out, making them moan before taking the condom off and tying it in a knot. when he makes a move to stand up, youngjae grips his wrist with a whine. jaebum looks at him fondly, pressing a kiss to his forehead.

"i'm just getting something to clean you up, baby. i'll be right back," jaebum says, softly.

he leaves to go get a wet towel and cleans youngjae up gently before laying down next to his boyfriend, covering their naked bodies with the blanket. the younger cuddles close to him, resting his head on jaebum's naked chest. the latter holds him tight, taking his hand.

"that was good," youngjae says, sleepily and oh so soft.

"it was. i didn't hurt you, did i?"

"nope. i'm doing great, don't worry," youngjae looks up at him with a tired smile. "i want to sleep."

"let me just get rid of that fire," jaebum says, clapping his hands twice.

the motion puts the fire out immediately, earning an impressed whistle from youngjae.

"that's cool."

"i know. let's go to sleep now," jaebum leans down to peck his boyfriend's nose.

"i love you," youngjae whispers, wrinkling his nose cutely.

"i love you too, sunshine."

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yep that happened.