Haadi's POV.
As the door open,I saw my mom. After 12 years I was in front of my mother. Her tears roll down on her cheeks when she saw me. Before I could say something, my eyes saw her. I freeze where I was. Her eyes met mine and I find the lump of tears forming again in my throat. Her feet start moving toward me but I was lost. Lost in looking at my life.

My life my Ayesha.

My heart was yelling her name.  My eyes were looking at the face for whom my heart was yearning. Yearning to see her to feel her. My tears were rolling down on my cheeks. She stopped in front of me and we just keep looking st each other. I wanted to hold her to hug her to cup her face to kiss her every feature.

"Haadi." Her beautiful lips whispered my name.

"Ayesh." I said and she took a step closer.

She just keep looking at me and I was also lost in her. After 12 years I was looking at her. She was in front of me who was my life,the reason of my living.

"You came." She said in shock.

I nodded and took a step closer to her.

"Ayesh." I called her but before I could say something she fell down on floor unconscious.

"Ayesha." All yelled with me and I run to her.

She was saying unconscious on the floor and I just didn't think anything but to pull her in my arms and picked her up. I rushed inside the house and run to the Sofa to place her there.

"Ayesha open your eyes." I said looking at her face.

But she didn't. I was looking at worriedly. Her face was wet with tears. In her unconscious I could see still her tears running put if her eyes. I hold her dace in my hands and wipe her tears.

"Hey get up." I said but she didn't.

"Hasdi doctor is coming." I turned on the voice to see Zohaib.

I nodded and picked Ayesha in my arms again to took her to her room. I could feel everyone following me. But I didn't say anything. I was just feeling the world in my arms. My Ayesha. My whole world. I bring her closer to my heart and feel her with close eyes. Her fragrance was still making me fall for her. I slowly placed her in the centre of bed. Asiding the hair from her face I moved back,and saw doctor coming. We all went out and doctor stawt checking her.

I was waiting impatiently outside. Every eye was on me but for now I was only worried for her. For my Ayesha. I wanted to see her okay. Fit and fine. That's all I wanted now. Few time later doctor came out.

"She's fine. I think she didn't eat properly which cause her weakness. And one more thing I think she's passing from some mental disturbance. I prescribed some medicine. She'll be fine." Doctor said and I thanked her.

We all rushed inside to see her who was saying there on the bed. As I entered her eyes met with mine. She was really looking so weak. So pale and weak. Her eyes filled with tears as she saw me. Soon her face drenched with tears and she start crying with hiccups.

"Ayesha beta. Its okay." Mom went closer and hugged her.

But she was just crying and I know these tears were because of me. I was the reason behind these tears. I hurt her. I hurt her badly.

"Ayesh." I called her and she sat up.

"I want to be alone for sometime." She said looking down.

"Ayesh listen to me." I tried to say.

She wiped her tears and turned to her mother.

"Maha I want to be alone. I don't want yo see or meet anyone. I want to sleep." Ayesha said to Chachi.

Everyone look at me and then to Ayesha who suddenly become a stranger to me. She was not looking at me not listening me. After the wait of twelve years we were here in front if each other and she was running away.

"Okay you sleep. We'll come later beta." My mom said and  all walk our of the room.

I was still standing there looking at her who was not looking st me hut her dace and her expressions were so hard. She was waiting for me to leave. I was not understanding what happened to her.

"Ayesha I want to talk to you." I said and tried to go yo her.

"I'm so tired. I'm not in mood of talking. You can leave." Her cold words and I was freeze on the spot.

She turned her face to other and I slowly defeated walk out of the room after closing the door behind me. Walking toward the small hall I was totally broken. I was feeling a defeated man. As I look up I saw my mother,Chachi my friend Zohaib and his family. Ali and his mother were also standing there looking at me.

"Haadi." Mom called me and I just couldn't hold myself.

I run to her and jugged her tightly. After 12 years I was feeling the warmth of my mother. She was caressing my hair and I was letting the tears out. As I pull apart I look up to see my friend who hugged me. Zohaib and I just keep hugging him. I didn't know what he and his family was doing here.

"Haadi sit." Zohaib pulled me with him and all took seats in front of each other.

I was looking down feeling everyone's eyes on me. I was,rubbing my hands together. I know they all must be waiting for explanation but for now I was not in the state to give answers of their questions. I just keep looking down.

"Haadi you okay?" Ali's voice came and I just nodded.

My tears were at the peak of my eyes and were ready to come out. My heart was dying to see her to just keep looking at her who was behaving strangely. My heart was crying. The,pain was killing me.

"Mom I know you want to know everything but for now I need some time." I said looking at my mom who nodded.

I rushed toward my room which was on upper portion. As I entered my room I find it as it was before 12 years. As clean and perfect. Everything was on its place as I used to keep it.  Closing the door behind me I dall on the bed and hold my head in my hands.

"Ayesha." His name came as a whisper from my mouth

Ayesha's POV.
As he left the room I fall on bed and hide my face in the pillow to let the tears come out. I was crying. Crying loudly. Tears were coming out. Tears of happiness.

He was back. He came. After 12 years when I saw him I felt my world stop. The new life came in me. I was crying for all the pain and separation we go through.

"Ayesha." I loved back on the voice.

Taayi g was standing in front of me. I run to her and hugged her tightly while crying out,all the,pain.

"He came back Taayi g." I said while crying and she was just caressing my hair.

"Come sit." She hold me from my shoulders and made me sit on bed.

I was still busy in crying. My eyes were lower but I know she was looking at me. Waiting for an explanation that why didn't I talk to Haadi.

"Ayesha stop crying first." Taayi g wiped my tears and I look up at her.

"He's home now. Why are you crying then?" Taayi g asked and my tears again start rolling down on my cheeks.

"I...just..." My words were not coming out if my mouth as the tears were not allowing me to speak.

Before Taayi g could ask or say something further a knock on the door interrupted us. We both turned to see and saw,Zohaib standing.

"Sorry for disturbing you both but can I gave a minute with Ayesha aunty?" Zohaib asked and Taayi g nodded.

She walked out of the room while zohaib stepped in. I just keep looking down at my hands. Taking seat in front of me on a chair,he called me.

"Ayesha." I look up on his voice.

"Haadi is the one you love since 12 years?" He asked and I look down without giving him any answer.

"God Haadi and I didn't knew!" He muttered to himself and I look IP at him.

"Why didn't you take his name in front of me?? God why me??" He said again and hold his head in his hands.

"Zohaib." I called Jim who was shaking his head.

"What?? What you did Ayesha?" He said again making me confused.

"Okay sorry. Its my fault." He said slowly and look down.

"I'll... I'll talk to you later. Its just that I...I..have to figure this out." He said while pointing toward his heart.

"What happened??" I asked looking at him who stand up.

"Happened?? A lot happened girl. But you just think what you have to do next!" He said and walk out of the room.

I fall back on bed with close eyes with silent tears flowing down my eyes.

"Haadi." I whispered his name.

Third person's POV.
As he fall on bed a silent and tiny tear escaped from his eyes showing him that he can't be strong anymore. The fear,the osin increased in him.

"What is happening?" He asked to himself while wiping the tear from his face.

"Am I going mad?? Why I'm crying? Dude you have to relax." Zohaib said to himself and went in the washroom to freshen up.

After changing into his night clothes and washing his face he jumped on his bed to have sleep. Covering himself with blanket and turning the lights off he closed his eyes.

"Sleep zohaib." He said to himself and turn to right side with close eyes.

Bit when your mind and heart betrayed you,you can't find peace anywhere. Not even in sleep. Zohaib was feeling his heart heavy. A strange burden, pain was rising in his heart making his restless. He was changing his sides again and again. Frustrating with his own restless condition and the silent tears which were drenching his face and pillow he was pulling and throwing blanket off him. After changing sides again and again he got up and hold his head in his hands.

"I never knew that this will happened to me!" He said and leaned back to rest his head on the headboard of bed.

"Ayesha what you did to me! I'm trying to escape from you but you are not far but in my heart. I thought the man you love will never come back. My likeness toward you changed into love I don't know how and when but now when I know that Haadi is the one you love I'm stuck. Stuck in my heart and friendship." Finally Zohaib talked to himself and confessed that he loves Ayesha.

It was now difficult for him to lose Ayesha but he can the love which was more stronger than his. The love of his friend Haadi and Ayesha.

Haadi's POV.
Its been a week that I came back but Ayesha was not talking to me. She was avoiding me all the time. Not giving me any time to explain myself. I was watching her all the week who was so busy in her hospital and then she usually hide herself in her room.

I was not understanding why she was doing this. I know she was angry. I wanted her to throw her all anger. To shout on me to fight with me but her ignorance was killing me.

"Haadi." I look up at the voice.

Mom and Chachi were standing on the entrance of my room. Both walked to me and I straightened myself.

"How are you?" Mom asked and sat in front of me.

I look down and just keep scratching the floor with my foot. I didn't know what to say.

"Did Ayesha talk to you?" Chachi asked and I shook my head.

"She's not listening me." I said defeated.

"Even she's not talking to us in these days." Mom said and sighs.

"I'll talk to her." Chachi said and I look IP at her.

"Give me some time. I'll talk to her. You relax beta." Chachi said and I nodded.

But somewhere in my heart I knew that this us not going to easy. Ayesha is not going to listen anyone. This time we have to do something big.

Ayesha's POV.
"Ayesha." I turn on the voice and saw mama coming.

Closing the door of my wardrobe I walked to her who was waiting for me near the chairs.

"Yes Mama." I said taking seat in front if her.

"What are you doing?" Mama asked.

"What I'm doing?" I asked instead of answering her.

"You think IRS all a joke or a play. First Haadi and now you. Stop playing now. Why are you avoiding him? Why are you not letting him talk to you?" Mama said and I look down.

"Mama I have nothing to say about this. I font have to anything to say to him. And I don't want to listen him who punished me. " I said and tried to push the tears back.

"Really?! Punished you and now what are you doing with him? 12 years you waited for Jim and now when he's here you are not taking it seriously. You are snowing that he is not important to you. You need him anymore. You don't love him now.?" Mama was saying and I was holding myself from bursting out into tears.

"Yes. I..I..don't need him anymore. I'm living my life. I..I...I don't..don't..love Jim anymore." I said and got up.

I walked again toward the wardrobe to open it up and start searching only to show my mom am a while my tears were begging yo come out. My heart was paining and hurting as I was recalling the words I said.

"Ayesha what did you say??" I startled on the voice and turn back.

Haadi was standing in front of me with red eyes and face. He took a step closer and I straightened myself in front of him yo look in his eyes.

"Say it again. Say that you don't love me anymore. I'm nothing to you." He was asking and I felt my eyes lost in him.

After 12 years he was in front of me. My Haadi. I waited for him and now I was hurting him. His appearance changed a little. He become a little taller. His body become more strong. His hair combed beautifully increasing the charm of my Haadi. But his eyes were the same where I could still the ocean of love. That love for me. I could see myself in his eyes. I was still there in his heart in his eyes.

"I'm waiting Ayesha." He asked again and I I cane to my senses.

"You heard me right. I don't love you. I don't need you in my life." I said and turned to other side to hide my tears from him.

I closed my eyes tightly and let the tears come out. I was sobbing silently. I know my words must hurt him but I WS doing all this only to make him realize the oain I go through. 12 years without him,every passing second was fear. Fear of losing him. Fear of going far from him. Fear that he might forget me. Maybe he's with someone else. The fear of losing the love which was so sacred and pure. Fear of losing myself from his heart. I didn't do anything but he punished me. He gave me the separation and now it was his turn to feel the pain and hurt. The fear and tears.

"Look into my eyes." I heard him but I didn't turn.

He grabbed my arm and turned me yo him. Holding my shoulders he shook me looking directly in my eyes.

"Say it now. Say that you don't love me. My Ayesh don't loves me." He asked and I nodded with agreement.

"Your Ayesha is dead. And for your kind information I was going to be engaged with Zohaib the day you arrived. You spoiled everything." I said and I saw a complete shock on his face.

"Engaged!" A slow whisper came out if his kiyth.

A tear escaped from his eye and I that time rwakky wanted yo wipe his tear and hug him. I wanted to say I live you Haadi. Your Ayesha can die but never can be of someone else. But I controlled my emotions and freed me from his hands.

"Yes. And why you came back. You better be there living your life. Long ago you didn't needed us and now I don't need you." I said and turn to mama who was listening us silently.

"Mama please tell him to leave. I'm really tired now. I have to sleep because tomorrow I'm going to meet Zohaib." I said and mama walked to me.

The door closed with a loud voice telling me that Haadi left. I keep standing there. Maha walked to me and I look down.

"So you want to end this all?" Mama asked and I look up.

"End what? There was nothing left yo end mama." I said with the lump of tears in my throat.

As the words came out of my mouth,a slap I received from my mama giving me nothing but shock. I look up at her and then look down.

"All these years you were playing with yourself and then you didn't look listen to ne because you were so badly in love with him. I'm not understanding this is a drama and that was your acting." Mama said and rushed out of the room leaving me alone.

A hiccup escaped from my mouth and I lost my control on my feet. I fall down on the ground and just keep crying. Crying for the hurt I was feeling. I know I was hurting myself with him. For making him realize the pain I was also going through it.  I was doing a stupidity I knew but somewhere this was necessary.

Haadi's POV.
My mind was about to burst. Her words were killing me. All these years I never felt like this. The dear of going far from her. I never felt that she will forget me. My Ayesha will love someone else. Her words were stabbing my heart.

I don't love you anymore.

I don't need you anymore.

Her words were ringing in my ears and I was pressing the accelerator more to drive the car more faster. I was going made. This pain was killing me. Tears were talking down on my cheeks. The strangeness I saw in her eyes,the coldness and rudeness was enough to make me dead. I did all this only for her. I wanted to become a successful businessman only for her. I'm nothing without her why don't she understand this.

I stop the dar and rest my head on the wheel defeated and the tears keep steaming down my face.

"Ayesha I can't live without you." I whispered yo her image which h was always present in front of my eyes.

Third person's POV.
Zohaib was getting ready because today Ayesha called him to meet her. He was not understanding why she called him when Haadi was back. He looks himself in mirror and tried to smile.

"Come on Zohaib. You are strong." He said looking at him and slowly he wipe the wetness of his eyes.

Taking his car keys and wallet with mobile he walk out if his room and rushed out in the porch without saying anything yo his mother who was observing her son for last two says and she could see the pain on his face.

"My son." She whispered and prayed for his happiness.

Zohaib drove to hospital where he was going to meet Ayesha. His heart beat was going dadrer. The eagerness to see her was increasing. He was going crazy. Just a glimpse of her could give relieve to his restless heart.

Coming out of his when he reached hospital he went in with beating heart.

"Dr. Ayesha?" He asked from the receptionist and she nodded and guided him to Ayesha's cabin.

After a knick he hot the permission to enter. As he enter he felt his heart beat dtoo because that the queen of his heart was seated in front of him in deep red dress. A red dupatta was on her head and her glowing face was looking like a moon. He forgot to blink.

"Zohaib come in." Her voice bring him back and he slowly walked to her but without taking his eyes off from her.

Raking seat in front of her he lowered his eyes because he didn't want her to see the love shinning in his eyes. His heart was fluttering for her but he knew he have no right to love her because she was of someone else's.

"Zohaib you okay?" She asked him who was lost in himself.

"Yes I'm...I'm okay." He said and look up at her.

"You know na that I...I..and Haadi. I don't want to hurt you but...I..I don't have anything to give you." Ayesha started as she can see the love in his eyes for her.

"Did I say something about you and Haadi? Did I make any question?" He asked and she shook her head.

"No but still I want you to move on." Ayesha said making him smile slightly.

"Did you moved on?" Zohaib asked and she shook her head.

"You know when I saw you for the first time I didn't knew that you will go that deeper in my heart as I'm feeling you right now.  I'm not complaining. But you know.." He was saying and she was listening him.

"I know. I can see in your heart. I know love is a bad thing. Gives you only pain." Ayesha said with tears.

"Hey but you should be happy. Your Haadi is back. He loves you a lot. And you too." He said and she nodded.

"I need a favour from you." Ayesha said and zohaib nodded.

"Anything." Zohaib said and she smiled.

"If Haadi ask you that about...me and you. You will tell him that I love you now not Haadi." Ayesha said and look at him who was,shocked.

"What??" He shouted with shock.

A/N:: Assalam-o-alikum readers.
How are you all??

I know you all waited a lot but I was little busy. This story I'm going to end soon. 4 to 5 chapters I guess with Ayesha and Haadi.

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