trigger warning // language. vulgar words.

"Kasya ba sa akin 'to? Parang ang liit!"

Ngumiwi ako habang tinititigan ang crop top na pinahiram niya sa akin. Biglaan ang kanyang pagyaya sa akin na mag-bar at wala akong pamalit na dala. Bilang isang mabait na pinsan ay hindi na ako tumanggi sa kanyang gusto.

"Teka! Sigurado ka bang sa 'yo 'to?" tanong ko, habang tumatawa.

"Wow! Anong gusto mong iparating? Sinasabi mo bang mataba ako? Na hindi kasya sa 'kin 'yan?!" she fumingly asked as she gripped hard on the steering wheel.

Humagalpak ako ng tawa at umiling, agaran 'ko na ring hinubad ang suot-suot 'kong uniporme, dahil kagagaling ko lang sa trabaho. Madali 'kong sinuot ang damit na pinahiram niya sa akin at baka bawiin pa. Sa backseat ako nakaupo dahil makikita ako sa labas kung nasa passenger seat ako, she's currently driving to our destination.

Unti-unti ko naman naramdaman ang pagbilis ng pagtakbo ng sasakyan. She's irritated by what I said a while ago. What a short-tempered person! "Shit! Slow down, Ress!" I shouted at the top of my lungs and almost fell from the seat.

She wickedly laughed at me and said, "That's what you get for insulting me, bitch!"

I screamed as she's still driving fastly but later on I'm also laughing with her, nakakahawa talaga ang tawa ng bruhang 'to! I laughingly shouted at her, "You fucking slow down! I don't want to die yet! 'Di pa ako nadidiligan!"

She laughed louder from what I said and slowed down the car. She asked me while her eyes were in the rearview mirror. "So, gusto mo muna madiligan bago ka mamatay?"

She loudly laughed like there was no tomorrow.

"Who wouldn't?" I innocently shrugged.

She continued to laugh as she looked for the vacant parking in the bar where we would go. Hindi ko na siya pinansin at nag-ayos na ng aking mukha, a simple makeup will do.

She stopped laughing when she stopped the car and was wiping her tears due to her non-stop laughing.

"My dear cousin, 'di pa tayo mamamatay kasi 'di pa tayo nadidiligan," she said while laughing.

I rolled my eyes on her and asked her, "Bakit? Hindi ka ba nadiligan ng jowa mo?" I laughed.

"Guess what? We broke up!"

Nanlaki naman ang aking mata sa kanyang balitang sinabi. Is it bad or good news?

"Isang buwan na," she said while retouching her makeup.

So, that's why she invited me to her friend's bar opening. She wants to meet new people again, get wasted, and maybe get laid. Hindi ko nga alam kung sinong kaibigan niya 'tong may-ari ng bar.

"'Di ba sabi mo, boring naman siya? Kaya ayon, I followed your advice."

I gasped at what she said. Ako pa ang gustong sisihin? The hell? Yeah, I said that as a joke, but I can see that he loves her. He adored her.

"Let's not talk about him anymore, okay?" she said while fixing her hair.

I nodded as a sign of agreement. Pag gantong nagkukwento siya ng dahilan ng pag-hiwalay ng mga naging mga ex–boyfriends niya, ayaw na niya uling pag–usapan ito. I guess, she wants to inform me that she's single again.

She fetched me in STA, my workplace, a while ago, I'm checking my student's long quiz at that time. Balak ko na rin sana umuwi nang tumawag siya, dala-dala ko pa ang mga papel na kailangang check–an, dahil balak kong sa condo na ito ituloy at wala namang pasok sa mga susunod na araw.

And I know that she's still going even if I didn't come along to her.

I also craved the party booze. It feels like a decade since I last partied. I've felt like I'm teaching my students non–stop, kaya wala na sa isip ko na mag–party.

Siguro noon...noong panahong kasama ko pa siya. Between the two of us, he's the social butterfly one.

I wanted to get wasted tonight and forget who I saw this morning. That's the main reason why I immediately agreed to go with Ress.

I'm here to forget him.

Again.

Maraming nagbago sa kanya ng nakita ko siya kanina. Naalala ko ang huli naming pagkikita, alam ko na parehas namin nasaktan ang isa't isa, that's why I don't want him to see me. I just hurriedly left the coffee shop earlier, kahit na hindi ko pa nakukuha ang order ko.

Why did I leave? I'm late for work. Yes, that's it! I've been thinking about the actions I made. Why did I go? So, what if he sees me? He's the one who has left me and never wants to see me anyway.

I looked like I was okay. I looked like I didn't miss him. I'm wearing a teacher uniform earlier, and there's nothing wrong with it. He knows that this is what I want, to teach those kids who need my help.

"Earth to Kisses?!" Ress snapped her finger in front of me.

I arched my brow at her, clueless about what was happening. Ress dragged me inside the bar, kung saan naglalakasan ang musika sa paligid at marami nang nagsasayawan sa paligid.

Marami na ring bumabati sa amin na mga kakilala namin or should I say Ress's party friends. I smiled at them. Umupo na rin kami sa reserved seats namin, maybe she's really close to the owner. We're reserved in a VVIP lounge.

The waiter served us different kinds of liquor that Ress requested a while ago. Sumimsim ako sa mga inaabot niyang inumin.

"Hey, you don't look happy! Akala ko ba tuyot na tuyot ka na?" Ress jokingly asked. Muntik ko na mabuga sa kanya ang aking iniinom.

Agaran ko naman siyang binatukan, "Gaga ka! Ang ingay mo!"

"Pakialam ba nila." She rolled her eyes. "Ang sakit no'n ha!" she complained as she massaged her nape.

I stuck out my tongue at her.

I'm a professional teacher. It's not good for the eyes of the people who know me to hear that type of word. But well, I'm just living out of my life. Partying here with my rebellious cousin.

We both crazily laughed and she whispered, "Same, though. Tuyot na rin ako!" She raised her hands in the air to feel the rhythm of the songs playing inside the bar.

"Let's find someone...who can...'dilig' us!"

I laughed hard from what she said. Sunod–sunod naman niya uli ako binigyan ng inumin.

Nakita kong parami na ng parami ang mga nagsasayawan sa dance floor. May dumaan na grupo ng mga kababaihan sa amin, It looks like they're Ress's friend, niyaya nila kami na sumama sa kanila sa baba. Hindi na kami magkarinigan ng naroon na kami. The party's in full blast tonight.

Ress placed her arms around my shoulder and whispered to my ear, "Gusto mo ba talaga madiligan?"

My face reddened from what she said or was getting tipsy, especially at her words. I flirty laughed and answered her, "Tinatanong pa ba 'yan?"

She also laughed loudly and gave me another round of drinks from one of her friends. I know it's a hard drink, and I'm different if I'm drunk — I'm such a big flirt.

"Cheers! Sana madiligan na si Kisses!" She clinks her glass with mine. Some of her friends laughed at what she said and danced with us.

Deretso ko itong ininom na gumuhit sa aking lalamunan. I slowly put my hands around the air and danced with them.

"Kisses, Remember our goal for tonight ay hindi uuwi ng hindi nadidiligan! No more tuyot, okay?" Ress laughingly shouted and grinded her body at me.

I flirty laughed at what she said and nodded at her. "Who said I'm going home? I'll make sure that he'll bring me to his home." I giggled and slapped her arm.

Naghagikgikan kaming dalawa sa aking sinabi. "Ako rin!" She said and roamed her gaze around the place and whispered in my ear, "Then, I'll go with that hot guy!"

Lumingon naman ako sa kanyang tinitingnan. I saw a bulky man who obviously had muscles on his arms. He crossed his arms to define his muscle and winked at my cousin. Malaswa rin itong nakatingin kay Ress.

Ngumuwi naman ako rito. "Goodluck," I said. I guess, Ress and I have a different taste in men.

Ress looked at him flirty and grinded her body while biting her lips to seduce him.

Yeah. She's also a big flirt. We're really cousins, I won't deny that.

I left her, and I know he will go to her eventually. I danced a little with some of Ress's friends and copied how they danced. Medyo nakalimutan ko na kasing pumarty. Is there a proper way to dance here?

Maya–maya ay inaabutan ako ng inumin ng mga taong nakakasayaw ko at sunod-sunod ko rin itong nilalagok.

I closed my eyes as I'm dancing, may mga lumalapit naman sa akin habang sumasayaw ako. As I opened my closed eyes, I was dazzled by what I saw, an angel who had come down to earth. He's topless and dancing in the center of the dance floor.

I gasped and my eyes traveled to his sizzling eight pack abs. Napakagat ang labi ko rito sa nakikita ko at parang gusto ko itong hawakan, para malaman kung totoo ba ito.

Target locked.

I looked to my left where Ress was and my eyes widened from what I saw. She and that-bulky-guy are dry humping each other. Mukhang alam ko na kung saan mapupunta itong ginagawa nila.

"Cressida, I want that guy!" I shouted at her while pointing my finger at that angel.

She looked at me. "Who?" she said with a moan while still grinding.

"I'll make him mine tonight!" I stated with a grin on my mouth.

"Go ahead, my dear cousin! Itayo ang bandera ng mga Diaz!" She laughed while she wrapped her arms around the guy's neck.

Oh, I will.

Lumayo na ako roon baka maistorbo ko pa sila sa kanilang ginagawa, hinanap naman ng mga mata ko ang lalaking 'yon dahil nawala na siya sa kinaroroonan niya kanina. I wonder what he's doing there in the center of the stage with women dancing with him.

Is he a macho dancer? I'm not against that kind of work, but this is an exclusive bar. Hindi ako sigurado kung meron 'yon dito.

I should go to him, but before that, I should have the confidence to flirt, and I need more drinks. Inagaw ko naman ang bote ng tequila na hawak ng kaibigan ni Ress, she just giggled at me and said, "Looks like you really need it, huh. Be safe, okay?" She tapped my shoulder for a piece of good luck.

I couldn't fully see his face a while ago, and he's too far from where I'm standing, but I'm sure he's good-looking with that kind of body. So damn attractive.

When I finished drinking the whole bottle of tequila, I got dizzy. But I'm sure I can still manage to find him and do the things I want, I guess? I have high alcohol tolerance anyway.

Where is he?

Medyo nahihilo na ako lalo ng padami ng padami ang mga tao sa dance floor at nagsisiksikan na. I looked around trying to find him, but there's a lot of topless guys.

I started to dance with some guy that was dancing behind me. Mukhang tinamaan na ako sa aking ininom at ang pakiramdam ko ay nag–iinit na sa mga sumasayaw sa akin. I slightly grinded at them and laughed after that. Sana lang talaga walang nakakakilala sa akin dito, dahil ibang–iba ako sa workplace ko.

Nagulat naman ako ng parang nag-iba na ang sumasayaw sa likod ko, dahil sa init ng nararamdaman ko rito o baka uminit lang ang paligid.

I shrieked slightly when a big warm hand grabbed me when I knew he was not the one who was dancing behind me.

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I sexily grinded at him and giggled. Sinabayan naman niya ako sa pag sasayaw kasabay ng panibang kanta ng DJ. Nakiliti naman ako sa paraan ng kanyang paghawak sa akin at hinayaan ko lang ito. I've been to bars and It's not new to me.

I was tickled when I felt his breath in my ear. I bit my lower lip to prevent me to moan. Inilapit naman ng lalaki ang kanyang katawan sa akin habang dinidiin ako sa kanya.

A smirk plastered on my face. Tumaas naman ang kanyang haplos papunta sa underboob ko at hindi ko na napigilang mahinang umungol. Like I said earlier, I'm just wearing a crop top and a fitted mini skirt.

I got goosebumps from what he did to my body.

What the hell?!

I felt his big rough hands roaming all over my body. I guess I'm giving him permission to touch me.

Nakasandal na ako sa kanya sa dulot ng init na nararamdaman ko. Dahan-dahan niyang inilapit ang kanyang bibig sa aking tenga.

"Hey, sexy..."

I smirked when I heard his seductive voice, which sounded so raspy.

I slightly grinded my booty at him.

"Oh..." He moaned at my ear and I even felt his breath.

I felt his masculinity after that, knowing he was really ready.

Umikot naman ako paharap sa kanya. I saw the one who I was looking for — a topless angel sent from above. I flirty smiled at him while my hands were on his broad shoulder.

I guess. It's my lucky night to get laid.

Namumungay ang aking mga mata ng tumingala ako ng tingin sa kanya, ngunit nasa madilim na parte kami kaya't hindi ko maaninag ang kanyang mukha. Siguro epekto na rin ito ng alak.

I saw how his hardened jaw tightened.

"Wanna go somewhere else?" he huskily whispered in my ear.

I smiled sweetly at him while still sexily biting my lip.

"Oh, yeah..." I said as I touched his chiseled eight-pack abs.

Finally, nahawakan ko rin.

He grabbed my chin, and suddenly his lips were on my lips. I slowly crawled my hands to his neck as he deepened our kiss.

I groaned as I felt the peak of the party, and all I could hear was the sound of our kisses. I opened my mouth and sucked on his tongue when he pushed it inside. Hinahalikan niya ako ng paatras at naramdaman ko na lang na nakasandal ako sa pader.

His eyes were full of lust and heat and as well as mine.

Inaaninag ko ang mukha niya ngunit hindi ko talaga ito makita. It looks like I was poisoned by his mesmerizing eyes.

He looks familiar...

He looks like the future father of my children.

I silently laughed at what I thought.

Ang sunod na pangyayari ay nag-uunahan na kaming dalawa sa paghuhubad ng aming mga damit. He roughly threw me on the bed.

I slightly whimpered from what he did. Sabik na sabik lang?

Tinukod ko ang aking siko sa kama para makita ko ang susunod niyang gagawin sa akin. I saw him take off his boxer and smirked from what he's seeing cause I'm on my birthday suit in front of him.

Nakikita ko naman sa aking paanan ang pag bungad sa akin ng buong kabuuan niya.

He's damn ready. I sexily bit my lower lip and smirked while looking at it.

"Wow!" He exclaimed as he observed what he was seeing. After that, he crawled at me, kissing my feet up to my face. It feels like he's worshiping me. What the hell?! This guy is one of those who love kissing every corner of the body.

His kisses went from my mouth to my neck, where he playfully sucked, and down to my mounds, patiently waiting for him to pay attention to them. He also massaged and sucked it like his favorite candy.

"Oh!" I moaned louder when he slightly pushed himself toward me.

Gumapang naman ang kamay ko sa buhok niya at marahang sinabunutan ito.

He was playing with my mounds with both of his hands now like an expert. Halos mahimatay na ako sa kanyang ginagawa sa aking katawan.

I suddenly tickled from what he did to my mounds and hoarsely giggled.

He playfully asked me, "Hmm...do you like it?"

"Yes!" I screamed out loud.

Samantalang gumagapang ang kanyang kaliwang kamay pababa at hinahaplos ng mahahabang daliri ang bukana ng gitna ng aking hita.

"Oh! Please..." I pleaded while I could feel the hot liquid between my thighs.

"What? Hmmm? Please, what?" he teased me. His mouth claimed my mouth again while he was still massaging my folds.

Bumaba naman ang kanyang mukha papunta sa aking hita, habang hinahalikan ang katawan ko pababa. He roughly grabbed my waist and started sucking on my wetness before pushing his expert tongue inside me.

"Oooh...that was so good! I think I–I'm...I'm—" I gasped as I felt like I was going to explode.

"Hmmm? You're what?" he whispered while still sucking me down there.

Inayos niya ang aming pwesto. I can now clearly see his proud maleness.

His maleness is kissing the tip of my folds. Maya maya ay sinunggaban niya ako ng halik sa aking dibdib hanggang sa aking labi, while his hand are still in between my legs and he suddenly dug a finger inside of me.

"Ah!" I scratched my fingers at his back.

He cursed loudly, then, without further ado, he suddenly entered me!

We both sexily moaned.

"Ahhh....feel me. Yes, feel me, baby," he sexily whispered.

I cried even louder and gasped at the effect of his words on my body!

Anyway, Who's this guy? I didn't even ask his name.

Is that even important now? He's inside of you, Kisses!

I'm lying in this someone's bed just to forget him!

The guy who broke my heart.

Is this a solution to that freakin' problem? No, but at least I enjoy what we're doing.

"What are you thinking? Care to share?" he huskily asked while panting.

I didn't even answer him, yet his big warm hands covered my mounds and massaged them again.

Looks like I know his favorite, huh?

He slowly rocked inside me, kissing me thoroughly and hungrily like a monster.

The bed creaked back and forth as he tried to reach his release.

"Do you like it?" he raspy whispered in my ear.

I just nodded like a kid to him and bit his reddened ear. "Ah! Yes! Faster, please!"

He followed my command, and I moaned louder than the first time, and he muttered a curse as I felt his release.

Ang huling natatandaan kong nangyari ay ang pagbagsak ng katawan niya sa akin. Napapikit na lang ako sa sobrang pagod at kalasingan.

Bago ako mawalan ng malay ay nararamdaman ko ang pagyakap niya sa akin at ang paghalik niya sa aking labi.

I heard him whisper, "You're mine."

Kinabukasan ay nagising ako sa sobrang sakit ng ulo na para bang minamartilyo sa sakit.

Dahan–dahan kong binuksan ang aking mga mata, ngunit mas lalo lang sumakit ang aking ulo. Fuck this hangover!

Naaninag ko ang sinag ng araw na nanggagaling sa nakahawing kurtina sa glass wall ng aking condo.

Sino bang humawi n'yan? And how did I even get home?

Ang huling natatandaan ko ay nadiligan na ako— Wait! Really? Hindi ba panaginip 'yon? A small smirked flastered on my mouth.

Babangon sana ako ngunit naramdaman ko ang bigat ng aking katawan dahil sa pagod kagabi. I gasped as I felt someone's hugging me from behind and his hands are wrapped around my chest.

Oh, Shit! So, this isn't my condo... but his.

He did bring me to his home, perhaps his condo. My cheeks reddened, realizing I had given myself to someone I didn't know, even his name. Are you really out of your mind, Kisses?

His big rough hands covered my chest, and I was seduced by it. I felt like I wanted to resume sleeping with him.

You're really out of your mind, Kisses!

Nilabanan ko ang aking pag-iisip na matulog uli at dahan-dahan kong inalis ang kanyang braso na nakapalupot sa aking katawan.

Hinigit ko ang kumot na nakapulupot sa amin para matakpan ang hubad kong katawan, ngunit may matipunong braso ang pumulupot sa aking bewang.

I lightly slapped my face as I roamed my eyes all around the place. The sunray is coming from the glass wall of this condo. Our clothes scattered around, and as I looked closer at my clothes, they were destroyed. Paano ako makakaalis ng lagay na 'to?

What a wild experience!

I pulled my hair out of frustration. Napagawi naman ang aking mga mata sa salamin na nasa aking harapan, tila nakita ng dalawang mata ko ang aking itsura.

I looked like a mess! A sexy one, cause my hair is tangled around, and I had a red spot all over my neck, those were— hickeys!

"Shit!" I cursingly said as I inspected it.

I need to escape before he wakes up. I should call Ress immediately!

"Where were you going?"

I froze when I heard that familiar voice.

No...It can't be. Hindi maaring iisa lang sila!

I slowly turned at him, and I felt like my whole world collapsed as I saw the man with who I shared a night together are the ones who miserably wrecked my heart a long time ago.

Namumungay ang kanyang mata ng nagkatinginan kami. He even sweetly smiled at me as he expected me to be right here.

"What— the hell—" My hands were weak to hold the blanket as I confirmed that It was him.

He chuckled sexily as his hands grabbed my face to give me a heartwarming kiss. I was dumbfounded about who let him do what he wanted. I was so stupid to kiss him back.

I closed my eyes as I carried away how he was kissing me. Why did he have this kind of effect on me?

Hinawakan niya ang aking batok at dahan-dahan akong hiniga sa kama, without breaking the kiss.

The sound of our lips makes me remember those times I gave myself to him.

Our shared memories and... promises.

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