Jin's POV

"Hyung, it's okay. She's fine already."

My eyes landed on Yoongi who is sitting on the couch while I walked back and forth in front of them.

We're all now back in the house except for Jungkook who stayed because he was her brother after all.

Our manager sent us back home because a lot of fans heard about what happened and had camped outside of the hospital.

It's a huge mess actually. 

Once we reached the hospital, several articles came online about Jisoo.

There are some photos of us on a date in the amusement park and even a few when we were outside the house.

I don't even know how this happened.  I was sure there were no paparazzi in the area.  There aren't even some fans who noticed us when we were on a date.

Another one was the photos of us and Ara when we were at the station.

It was even captioned that I was in a relationship with Ara and I was cheating on her with Jisoo.

There is also one while she was hugging Jungkook while I was holding her arms like I am trying to break them apart. Technically, theories about multiple love triangles had arisen.

The last one was pretty bad.  An article showed that Jisoo was actually living with us in the house which made all the fans furious.

It was pretty chaotic. 

A lot of hate comments were directed towards her saying that she's a slut and she's breaking me and Ara apart.

Some even say that she's ruining BTS for going in between me and Jungkook.

Everything had been crazy and all of these happened in just a matter of a few hours.

To be honest, I was hurt when I read all of the comments about her. I wanted to go and tell people that she's not like that.

My Jisoo isn't a bad person. She's the purest and sincerest person I have ever met.

I almost did but the boys said I should stop reading the comments for now.

How can they even tell those things when she's almost dying here at the hospital?

Before we went home,  the doctor said she's already fine and stable but she won't be waking up anytime soon.

I almost went crazy when I saw her almost lifeless on the floor when we all rushed into her room.

What if Jungkook did not ask for her? 

Or if he hadn't checked what she ate? 

She could have died and we won't even know.

A lot of scenarios went through my mind

I want to kill myself. I'm so stupid. I should be the one lying there not her.

I was never this afraid my entire life. After what happened, I realized that I can't take the risk of losing her in my life.

I mean, I love my fans but I can't lose her either. Not anytime soon.

You're a fool, Kim Seokjin. I said to myself.

I should have gone to her immediately when she came home so we can fix things out.

I knew she was hurting but instead of coming to her first, I decided to satisfy to my curiosity by confronting Jungkook who turned out to be her brother.

I'm such an idiot. Why did I even think about those stupid things? 

I know in my heart that she's not the kind of person to cheat or play with people.

I should have trusted her.

I should have hugged her real tight and said everything is fine.

I should have been there when she was crying. I should have told her I love her.

I've been thinking about these things over and over. If I actually just talked to her, none of this should have happened.

God,  I just remember,  I've never even asked her last name. If I did,  I should have figured out that they were siblings.

Furthermore,  I am her boyfriend and I'm not even aware that she's allergic to peanuts.

My heart almost shattered into pieces when I saw Jungkook crying. He's having a breakdown.

As much as I love Jisoo, I can't imagine how he's feeling right now. 

He surely loves his sister to death to the point that they were not talking for a long time just because he doesn't want to be away from her.

I saw how Jisoo looked earlier.  She was so pale and was barely even breathing, I almost went and hug her. She's so fragile. I was afraid I might crush her when I picked her up on the floor.

I messed up with my hair and sat beside Yoongi. The others are all looking at me in pity.

"This is my fault." I can't help but say while my tears are still continuously falling down my cheeks.

I'm a mess and I don't care.

I felt a hand continuously tapped my back.

I looked up and saw Taehyung standing in front of me,  his eyes also red from crying.

Actually, every one of us cried earlier. The boys have gone to love her as well. She's almost a family to them.

I swear to God I almost collapsed on the floor when her heartbeat stopped for a moment.

I mean, we all saw how the doctors and the nurses were all in panic when the line connected to her started beeping as a signal that her heart stopped beating momentarily.

After that, everything went silent. It feels like everything around me started moving in slow motion and I was afraid of what will happen next. 

My heart was just hanging off my chest.

When we saw that the doctors were trying to bring her back, we were all crying outside.

After a few minutes, we saw the doctor looked relived and the monitor beside Jisoo started showing her faint heartbeat.

The doctor said that she was lucky to survive because if she was brought to the hospital a few minutes later, she would have died.

Her allergies were so bad it had caused her to stop breathing properly.

Everyone was in a panic. My eyes continued watering and Jungkook continuously punched on the wall until Jimin and Taehyung pulled him and hugged him real tight. It was so heartbreaking.

Jungkook and Jisoo's parents arrived after a few minutes. 

I don't even know who called them because everyone was in a panic.

There were some reporters who came but were thrown out by security. Everybody wants to know who she is and why we are all in the hospital.

In the end, our managers came and escorted us home because everything is in chaos.

"Hyung,  it's not your fault. It's not anyone's fault." Taehyung said as he cupped my face. He's now sitting in front of me.

I felt someone hug me from my side and saw Jimim giving me a hug.

"It's all my fault. She almost died. Fuck!"

I don't like cursing. I hate it so much but I can't express my frustration enough.

"She's okay now. Jungkook called and said that the doctors informed them that she's out of danger." Hoseok said while he tries to calm my nerves.

"The only problem we have now is the articles on the net. How did they found out these things anyway?" Namjoon added.

I sigh in frustration. That's another thing. Our manager said not to post anything on social media and the management will be handling it.

I haven't even told them that I'm going out with her.

Everything used to be fine but why does it feel like everything is starting to fall apart?