Dean was laying on his bed at home, he was thinking about Roman. He was confused as to why he left so abruptly at lunch, he was puzzled by his behaviour. He brought him lunch the first day he had meet him, that must mean something right? Unless Roman was just a nice guy who felt bad for him, Dean stared at the ceiling and sighed. He didn't want Roman to feel bad for him and buy him food out of pity, but he accepted it as he was super hungry. He also didn't want Roman to think he was rude and ungrateful so of course he excepted his kind offer, Dean sat up looking into the large stand up mirror opposite the bed. He tilted his head looking at himself, he ruffled his hand though his pink messy hair and sighed a little. Saying out-loud to himself "Maybe.. He just thinks my hair is too crazy? maybe I embarrass him? Or the best one yet.. To make myself feel and look even stupider.. Maybe he doesn't even like guy..? Seriously Dean barely anyone likes guys.. Its just you! Because your a fucking weirdo.. Who no one wants to be around!!" He voice cracked as he spoke the last few words as he flopped back down on his bed and curled in a ball.

Dean usually fought with himself over what he wanted, he was so indecisive over many thing. He knew people avoided him because they thought he was weird, and he told himself he did not care.. But did he care? He would think sometimes that if he changed would people be nicer to him, but then he would think straight after why should he change himself in anyway for assholes who were never nice to him. So he would get mad, switch on his computer and go online to talk to people who did like him, people who thought he was actually pretty cool. He had a best friend online who he would talk to more than anyone else, his name as Seth and he meet him on a gaming forum and he was from Iowa. Dean logged onto his account hoping Seth would be present online, he wanted to talk to him about his day.

A huge smile grew over Dean's face as he saw his best friends icon was green, he clicked on his name instantly typing to him.

Dean-
SETH!!!! I need to tell you what happened today!!! 

Dean watched the screen as he saw that Seth was typing back

Seth-
Hey Dean!! How was your day? Oo whats happened!!! Did you get in a fight again!? Dean.... *sglares at* ;)

Dean-
:o why so you always think I got in a fight...? Well AJ and his goon squad were assholes.. But thats not that point.. And my day was great.. Well kinda.

Seth-
Grr those assholes!! >:(
What happened!!??  Spill the beans Deano! Something good? *gasps*

Dean-
Well.. I went to my locker today and I looked up and saw this guy.. :o

Seth-
oooo a guy!? A new guy? :o

Dean-
Yes Seth a new guy... Like seriously.. He is stunning! I can't handle how freaking hot he is.. *blushes*

Seth-
Awww!!! Wow!! Pls tell me you at least spoke to him? :O

Dean-
Seth.. I'm getting there bro! Haha! xD
Well.. I sat in science alone like always.. But then suddenly he was sat right next to me :o I almost died!!

Seth-
OMG! What! Thats so random someone got lucky! ;) Haha! Tell me more....!!!!  *gets the pop corn* xD

Dean-
Well we just started talking and he didn't act all weird around me.. Well he seemed cool anyways.. He's like so good looking... *dies* He probably does not like guys though so I am just leading myself up for disappointment!

Seth-
God Dean.. You can't just predict if he doesn't like guys.. Like how does he act towards you? Does he look at you a certain way? And tell me what he looks like :p

Dean-
Oh he is sooo hot aghh...!!! I have never seen anyone so attractive before.. He has long back hair.. Which I wanna see down so bad! Like how long is it!? Hmm! He wore it in a man bun.. Looked super nice on him! And he has this perfect goatee.. And.. Omg even thinking of him right now is too much... Hahahaha! >.<

Seth-
Wow someone is smitten already..! :o aww Deano is in love!! ;) cutee haha
He sound pretty Interesting! And you avoided my question..? 

Dean-
But... Thats the thing... I don't know if he even likes guys... Like.. That.. :( he is confusing me.. He acts like he may be interested or at least want to be my friend.. He even brought me a burger at lunch today.. But then he rushed off of a sudden.. :(

Seth-
Oooh! :( hmm... Well Deano.. Think of it this way.. You only just meet him today! Don't stress! You can keep trying to lean if he likes you or even if he likes guys in that way! If not then at least maybe you could finally have a friend! :D

Dean-
Very true :p Either way I want to get to know him better! *will reel him in* ;) soo.. You wanna play some games..?

Seth-
YOU KNOW I DO!! xD

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Dean spent the rest of the evening online games with Seth, the two would always end up playing games for hours. Seth really was a great friend to would always listen to him vent, he was glad he had someone and he cared about Dean unlike everyone else he knew. It was getting late it was almost 12am, Seth told Dean he had to get some sleep as it was a school day tomorrow. The two logged off saying their goodnights, Dean went back to laying on his bed. He really was glad he had someone close who he could talk to about Roman, he felt worried about it all and having Seth to talk to helped. He wanted so so badly for Roman to want to be his friend or more than friends for a few reasons, he obviously liked him because he had the hots for the guy, but also in all honesty Dean was sick and tired of being alone and having no one to talk too or stick up for him. But the thing he was worried about was AJ and his awful friends, he knew he would try get to Roman and tell him to stay away from him because he was 'odd and uncool'.

Dean sat up getting off the bed to get unchanged, he took his shirt off throwing it on the ground he would clean up later. He walked closer to his mirror looking over himself, he eyed his appearance and frowned he had never been one who liked how he looked he just thought he was not attractive in anyway and no one had truly been interested in him before not in this town anyway. Like yes he had an ok body and he was not out of shape, but he did not think he was anything special not like Roman. No one was like Roman, Dean ruffled his hand though his hair as he thought of Roman and how perfect he was as he looked away from the mirror with a sigh he said out loud talking to himself once again "Why does he have to be so perfect..!! He would never be interesting in someone like me.. Plus Don't forget He probably does not even like men.." He took his jeans off disheartened and walked to turn his light off, the only thing that he was excited for was that Roman would be at school tomorrow. He shook his head before he got into bed, thinking to himself 'I will try harder tomorrow.. I have to! I don't want to fail!! I fail too much in life as it is.. I can do this!' He got in bed and quickly drifter off to sleep.

AN- Hey guys!! :D hope you loved the update! Sorry this chapter was a little uneventful! :o but I wanted to introduce Seth being Deans friend who is there for him unlike people in his actual everyday life.. Do you think Dean will get to know more about Roman in the next chapter? *is hopeful* ;) next chapter coming very soon! I promise!