As the rest of the Cipher Wheel and I started to form our plan to get into the fearamid without any unwanted attention from Bill and his henchmanics, I started to think back to beginning of it all. When this Weirdmaggedon started and the betrayal that we did to Dipper...the boy who always helped people without a second thought, who always put others above himself, and the one who we betrayed. 

I started to shake my head to get that thought out of my head, but it was already repeating in my head. The screams, the begging, the pleading..all because we needed a scape goat. Someone who we could blame for starting all of this....and we choose him. After the event, we tried to assure ourselves that it was the right thing to do, but...it was useless. The guilt crushed us, but we had to stay strong for them..the people who believe in us to end Bill's reign as the ruler of Earth. Eventually..my thoughts were cut short due to the Pacifica's nudge to my side bringing me back to reality.

"Sigh...All of these alternative plans won't work so we have no choice, but to enter directly on the lower level." Grunckle Ford said.

"But that would mean that we would be walking around the fearamid without any idea of where we're going." Robbie said. 

"Calm down Robbie. Besides if we don't do this then what's going to happen to us if we stay in this predicament that we're in. We can only be able to us this area for a while longer before those demons find us then what will we do? We would search for another city to go into and start the whole process over and over again until we become too old to do anything except accepting our fate as demon chow." Wendy said.

"Fine, but I still don't like it." Robbie said.

"Enough. Wendy...you made your point and Robbie..shuck it up. We have people counting on us to end this, but how could we if one of us is too busy being scared to help us." Grunckle Stan said. 

"Sigh...Hopefully this will all end soon. So our lives will get back to normal." Pacifica added. 

"Hope is all we got since this whole thing started, but after we find the missing zodiac then everything will go back to the way it should be." Grunckle Ford said. We all nodded to each other and started to prepare ourselves for this do or die mission that we're on. As we were getting ready...I felt someone or something stalking us again. The others don't seem to notice it which worries me seeing as they would be waiting to kill us or kidnap us. Before long Pacifica came over and placed her hand on my shoulder causing me to stop before I started to pack up again.

"Mabel...Were you thinking about it..Again?" Pacifica said.

"Yes." I said with my head down, there was no point in trying to stop Pacifica from finding out the truth. Especially since she was the only friend on the Cipher Wheel that I could talk to.

"Listen...I know what we did was...wrong and that we betrayed the one person who could rival Ford in brain power, but moping about it won't change things." Pacifica said.

"I wish it could. Since I can't live with the guilt any longer!! It should have been me...lying in the forest if I only had the guts to tell the truth. That I gave up the rift so there would be an internal summer. Instead..I let Dipper take the fall and helped the others finish the deed. I'm a horrible sister." I cried before Pacifica hugged me.

"No..you're not. Dipper wouldn't want you to cry or blame yourself. He would want you to keep fighting and stop Bill from controlling the world. Besides once we find that missing piece..everything will go back to normal." Pacifica said.

At the time, I nodded at those words and hoped that everything will be okay. If only I heard someone chuckle behind me while this was going on.  

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