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"would you ever take me
'cause my heart is all I carry..."
•••

Lisa woke up due to the sun peaking through the dark curtains. Also, she felt really hot. Is the AC even on?

"What the—"

Her eyes squinted as soon as she realized that she couldn't quite move her arms. Then she turned beside her only to see Jeon Jungkook sleeping peacefully while holding the end of a rope. Also, he had not shirt on and was only wearing his boxers. Iron man this time.

"Jeon Jungkook!" she blurted out immediately waking the boy up. He wasn't easy to wake up so imaging how loud she screamed.

"Wha—what happened?" Jungkook rose up in a hurry at looked around. "Is there a burglar? What—"

"Get me out of this comforter, Jeon!" she screamed again making the latter realize that she was indeed still wrapped up like a burrito. "What the hell?!"

"Oh sorry!" The guy immediately took the rope off around the comforter and released her from her prison. "I must've fallen asleep and forgot to take the rope off when you finally slept."

Her forehead creased as she shot him a glare. And as the comforter fell off, she immediately felt the coldness of the AC thus realizing her was almost naked.

"What the fuck?!" she blurted out. "Did we... did we?!"

"What? No!" Jungkook denied.

"Then why am I naked except for this shirt of yours?!"

Jungkook couldn't help but chuckle as he somewhat experienced a sudden surge of deja vu.

"What?!"

"You were drunk, I took you back here and then you started to seduce me."

Lisa's forehead creased as memories of last night suddenly came back to her. She remembered dancing on the table at their dorm but after that, it was all fuzzy.

"So, did I succeed?" she asked eyeing Jungkook's body.

Of course, the boy blushed. "N-No!"

"What? Why not?!"

"Because you passed out."

"Then why am I naked?"

That's when Jungkook's face got even redder.

"You did a strip tease to um... seduce me..."

Lisa's mouth fell wide open.

Wow, Jeon Jungkook. You are a monk.

"D-Don't worry. I didn't do anything to you when you passed out," he instantly defended himself. "I just put that shirt on you and carried you back here. On the bed."

The girl frowned. Too fucking bad. But then, there was something else she's curious about.

"Then why was I wrapped up like a breakfast burrito?!"

"Because you tried to jump on me again so I had to restrain you."

"What? Why? Don't you want to have sex with me?"

Jungkook gasped at the bluntness of his girlfriend. Again, a certain feeling of 'this scene is quite familiar' struck him.

"Huh? What gave you that idea?"

"This is the second time I've gotten drunk and ended up inside your room but still, nothing happened," she stated. "Am I really your girlfriend? Are you the 'marriage first' type of guy? Because if you are, I won't make any promises. A face like this and a body like that, I'm no fucking saint, Jeon."

South Korea is known for having one of the fastest internet connection around the world. Too bad it didn't apply to its citizens 'coz Jeon Jungkook is a hopeless case. His ability to comprehend what his girlfriend just said compares with a  3G or even 2G connection. Cute, but really frustrating.

"W-What?"

Lisa rolled her eyes. Her head already pounding and the idea of her boyfriend not wanting her is quite damaging to her ego.

"Nevermind," she said and hopped off the bed.

But before she could leave, Jungkook grabbed her wrist and pulled her back into the bed.

"What?" she spat. Lisa was hungover and frustrated. She has every right to throw a tantrum.

"You... you want to have sex?"

"Well, duh?"

It's not that she's in a hurry or something but a part of her craved for intimacy with him. Jungkook's a very attractive guy plus she has feelings—strong and romantic feelings, for him.

"But... Are you sure? I mean, it's a big thing and I don't want you to feel like I'm pressuring you—"

"I am pressuring you, Jeon," she finally snapped. "You know what? Forget it."

Pissed, and somewhat a bit embarrassed after being turned down and denied sex, Lisa marched towards the kitchen to fix herself a cup of coffee.

And just her luck. There's not coffee capsule available for her disposal. Not she has to make her coffee the the old fashion way. Starting with boiling water, of course.

"Lis..."

Jungkook said as he wrapped his arms around her waist while she fills the kettle with some water. Of course she ignored him.

"Baby..." The guy repeated and he even rested his chin on her shoulder. "Are you mad at me?"

She wasn't mad, mad. She was just... disappointed. Or frustrated. Or maybe just plain old moody because of the hangover.

"I swear, I really want to have sex with you," he said that somewhat caught her off-guard.

She cleared her throat a bit before opening the stove and placing the full pot securely over the fire.

Wow. He said that without any stutter.

"It's just that, I don't want you to say that I took advantage of you while you were drunk," he continued. She can already feel him pouting. "You can't give consent when you're drunk like that."

He does have a point.

"Also, I wanted our first time to be special..." he whispered. "I wanted for it to be something more that just sex. I want... I want to make love with you in the most intimate and special way. I'm sorry..."

That made Lisa turn to face him. He's sentimental. She reached for his cheek and smiled a little.

"No," she whispered back. "I am sorry. I want our first time to be special too. I'm just... well, you know..."

"Horny?"

She slapped his shoulder making the guy chuckle before lifting her to sit on top of the counter—both his arms caging her.

"Kook, every moment I share with you is special to me. And I crave for you."

She averted his gaze to fix a few strands of his bangs that was falling on his forehead. But when their gazes fell on each others' again, Lisa knew that something had changed in Jungkook.

Not a minute to spare, the two traversed the remaining space between them and and their lips finally met. At that moment, Jungkook let his heart control him.

His lips traveled south and seductively kissed the side of her neck earning a sweet, enthralling moan from Lisa. The shock of electricity that had flowed across her body the moment his lips touched her skin was too much to suppress her voice. The kettle was already screeching.

"Jungkook..."

Jungkook's hand found its way underneath her shirt, totally ignoring the noisy pot.

"I have insurance..."

The feeling of his palm brushing through her skin sent shivers down her spine. Her head was thrown back as he simultaneously sucked on her neck and his hand gently kneading her exposed breasts.

To hell with that pot!

"Kook... please..."

Without warning, Jungkook lifted her up and her legs automatically wrapped around his hips. Their lips were not back on each other's and are making out like there's no tomorrow.

A few steps later they were already back inside the bedroom. They were too caught up in the moment as he laid her gently on the soft mattress.

"Are you sure?" He asked before they went even further.

"Are you?"

Jungkook simply smiled.

•••
⚠️ warning: r-18 (sexual content).
read at your own risk! ⚠️
•••

"God you're beautiful, baby..."

Lisa arched her back as Jungkook finally rid her of her—his, shirt and dipped his head on her sensitive peaks.

"Fuck..."

She moaned softly as his tongue grazed the top of his breast and his hand busied itself with her other. Just as the intensity of his machinations were turning her into a moaning mess, his fingers trailed down her abdomen.

His thumb ran over her drenched folds causing her to let out a loud, seductive moan. He looked up at her and their gazes matched making her blush a bit.

"Now you're shy," the guy commented with a chuckle. Then he ran his finger through her folds once again. "And soaking wet."

She used her hand to cup her face in embarrassment. Way to trust your own body to betray you and show exactly how eager you really are.

"Don't be shy, baby..." his bedroom voice mad it even worst. "You have no idea how bad I wanted you too..."

"Ah!"

Jungkook slipped two of his fingers inside her and gently thrusted it in and out while building speed. He even slightly crooked his fingers to reach an erogenous spot that sent her into a moaning mess.

"Fuck! Kook-ah!"

She whimpered as all sorts of sensations are slowly building up starting from her lower abdomen. And he didn't even stop there. His thumb joined in and thought it would be fun to torture her with pleasure as it rubbed her already sensitized bud.

"Ah.. fuck! Yes! Right there—what the—"

She was about to curse Jungkook into oblivion as he so abruptly stopped but before she could even lift her head up, his mouth already replaced his fingers.

"Oh fuck!"

His tongue moves expertly through her core sending bolts and bolts of electricity all over her body. Every brush against her folds makes her shiver earning a loud mouth moan from her. She couldn't help herself but grab on to his hair and push him even further. His tongue going deeper into her core.

"Unghhh! Yes! Yes!"

A new wave of pleasure ran through her body. She couldn't contain it any longer.

"Fuck me, Kook. Please... I need you."

Jungkook, being the obedient boy that his mother taught him to be, was happy to oblige. He slipped off his boxers and immediately positioned his fully hard member and slipped it inside her.

"Fuck!!" he breathed heavily as his member adjusted to her tightness. The heat from the friction adding up to the sensation that was already pent up inside him since last night.

He had to think of disgusting stuff that very moment just so he could prevent himself from going off like a loaded gun.

Bugs. Vomit. Slugs. Naked grandma butts.

But Lisa, being the ever so impatient one, had a different idea. She wriggled her hips accepting him fully causing ripples of sensation to overpower his self-control. He withdrew and then slammed himself back into her—over and over again.

"God! Yes! Kook—ah! Yes right there!" Yes!"

"Oh fuck! Lalisa!" Droplets of sweat trickled down his templed as he rolled his hips then thrusted deeply into Lisa. "Fuuuck you're so fucking tight!"

The young couple thrashed against each other, Jungkook pounding deeply as Lisa met each and every thrust in equal intensity—their screams of pleasure filling the whole apartment.

Good thing the place was soundproof 'coz, they weren't even trying to be quiet. Not at all.

Lisa grabbed on to Jungkook as if her life depended on it. Her nails dug on his back as she was starting to reach her climax.

"Kook, I'm coming!"

Jungkook felt a surge of pride and also motivation. He hasten his pace and as soon as he felt her release, his came roaring right behind.

"Fuck, Lisa!"

Right there and then, he swore to always, always take the opportunity to be inside her and never again let it slip away.

He collapsed next to her as they both tried to catch their breath.

"Damn," Lisa said causing him to turn to her. Their eyes locked and they both break into a wide grin. "Let's do that again."

•••

"Wow. This hot tub is indeed amazing," Lisa commented as she savored every minute she spent on the hot tub Jungkook had always told her about. Including the first ten minutes they both enjoyed. "This and my balcony was a good trade."

Jungkook pulled his girlfriend closer—who was sitting in between his legs, and kissed her lightly on her cheek.

"Told you you'd like it," he cheekily replied even tightening his arms around her. Lisa chuckled and even scooted closer to him—as if they weren't already close enough.

"You know what else I'd like?"

"Uh... what—Lisa!"

Lisa grinned after playfully squeezing his member that was already poking her ass.

"What?" She feigned innocence. "I mean, can you blame me? You were just too good! How many girls did you practice on, huh?"

Jungkook's face turned to a shade of red almost immediately.

"Ya! You're my first one!"

"Huh? Who are you trying to fool?" Lisa faced him. "No judgment here, Kook. I mean, you're a guy. And a top idol too. It's normal to have a few hook-ups here and there."

"I swear, it was my first time!"

Lisa eyed her boyfriend. Jungkook wasn't much of a liar so she knows when he does.

"No shit?" she spat in surprise. "Oh my God, really?! How?!"

"I don't live under a rock. I have porn," he explained.

"But that's different!" She still couldn't believe it was his first time. "Wow! And you lasted quite long!"

Jungkook wanted to sink himself in the water in embarrassment. But also, his head felt light at the praises he's receiving from her.

"Oh, by the way, we didn't get to use a condom."

The boy's mouth fell wide open. Right. He forgot! He was so in the moment that it slipped his mind!

"Oh shit."

Just then, images of Lisa having trouble giving birth, cursing out loud blaming him that it was his fault for not wearing a condom and basically ripping his hair off his scalp haunted him. Unconsciously, his hand held his hair.

Then again, having a family with Lisa wasn't so bad. A baby girl who looks like her running towards him when he gets home, Lisa welcoming her back home with a home cooked meal and then taking care of him. It felt nice. It felt... amazing.

"Chill, Kook," the girl then said. "I'm on brith control."

Lisa smiled and leaned back to the other side of the hot tub hugging her folded legs closer. She actually couldn't tell if it was relief or disappointment that's written all over Jungkook's face.

She felt really happy with Jungkook. Every time she's with him, she could always be herself. There's always this warm, fuzzy feeling inside her that she couldn't quite explain. And even though she's been stressed out lately, she doesn't feel alone because she knows he's there for her. She felt, content.

She smiled again.

"Hey Kook," she called him making the guy immediately turn to her.

"Hm?"

"I love you."

"I love you too—wait what?"

Lisa chuckled. Yup. She loves this guy. She wouldn't have realized it sooner if she hadn't found out about Sehun's situation.

Had not for Jisoo asking her straight whether she's consider going back to Sehun made her think about things thoroughly.

Sehun, the man she had loved for three whole years. The man she thought bear no flaws whatsoever. The man she shared most of her happiest moments with. Cheated on her and broke not only her trust but also her confidence.

Jungkook, the man she loathed for years. The man she had thought to have all the things she loathed on a man. The man she basically Know nothing of except for the things other people say. Saved her and reminded her of that she was worth it.

A man she had loved for years versus a man she had just met recently. It was only then she realized, they may be two totally different person but they have one thing in common.

Her love.

She loved Sehun. She loves Jungkook.

So there wasn't even a choice to begin with. She just needed to think in order to make it known to herself that she is indeed in love with Jeon Jungkook.

"You... you love me?"

"Pretty much, yeah."

The smile that drew on Jungkook's face that very moment made Lisa fall even more.

•••
"...the feelings in my mind
i cannot explain."
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06 - 10 - 2021

i tried my best 🙈
please have pity on my
below average r-18
writing skills

5 more chapters to go!
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