Oh I'm so mean 😈

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It was Saturday night and that meant sleepovers. Jimin didn't want to join us this week, he said he was too tired so it was just Kookie and me.

"Should we watch a movie?" Kookie asked me.

"Sure, whatever." I didn't really care, as long as I could snuggle with the little bun. Yeah, I know that's gay but whatever. I've had some feelings for a while now, however, I'm pretty sure he sees me as no more than a band member, a brother and a friend.

We put up a random movie and snuggled up on the bed. I honestly didn't pay any attention to the movie, my eyes being on the slightly clingy teddy bear in my lap. I slowly reached out and began combing my fingers through his hair, taking out some knots. He stiffened and I pulled out my hand but he simply readjusted himself on my lap so I could reach his head better.

"Go on, it feels nice." He said softly. I chuckled and softly whacked his head with a pillow, messing up his hair.

"Hey! What was that for?" He sat up and turned around, also grabbing a pillow and struck me with it.

"Jungkook! That was way harder than I did! Come back here you little-" He had clambered off the bed and began running around the room. I yeeted one of the stuffed animals on the bed at him and he almost fell dodging it.

"You just want cuddles and head pats don't you? You sneaky bunny." My smile stretched wide over my face while teasing him. He had an offended look on his face but it didn't take too long before he couldn't hold back his smile anymore.

"That's not true! I enjoy your company!"

He yeeted the stuffies back. We now stood on either side of the bed. After a few useless rounds running around the bed, each one of us trying to get to the other, Kookie jumped up and landed on the bed, running as fast as he could on the soft surface to get to me. I totally did not yell and run to the other side of the room, just trying to get as much space between us.

Jungkook full on charged at me and once he got to me he dragged me to the bed. He threw me on the bed and began whacking me mercilessly with his pillow. I could only shield my face and endure it. At one point he even began to tickle me and that was when I had enough of it.

I yanked his pillow away and turned us around, he now being under me. I couldn't help but make some kind of comment.

"Look at you now, so cute under me." Kook squeaked and blushed wildly.

"T-tae!" We were both panting slightly from all the running and giggling. However, our giggles had died down now we were staring at each other. The movie was still playing in the background but we didn't pay attention to it.

"Kookie-"

"Tae..."

His eyes were glittering and his cheeks were rosy, he was biting on his lip and-

He looked kinda wrecked, to be honest. God, he was so beautiful. We stared into each other's eyes and I could feel his breath hitting my face. Wait, what? Since when were we so close? You know what, fuck it. I'm not gonna question it.

With my 30 seconds of bravery, I leaned down and softly pecked his lips. When I moved away I could hear his breath faltering.

I blushed madly. What had I done? My courage swiftly dissipated and I climbed off him while stuttering.

"A-ah! I'm so s-sorry! I didn't mean to- We should sleep anyways, I'm sure it's late and-"

"Shut up." His tone gave nothing away.

"Did you mean it?"

"M-mean what? The k-kiss?"

"Does it not mean anything to you? Does it not mean anything that you took my first kiss?"

"It does mean something to me... B-but I you don't care abou-"

"Don't put words in my mouth." He now also stood up from the bed and approached me. I felt like he was the hunter and I was his prey.

I pressed myself against the wall. Huh. Who knew the sweet little boy could also be so intimidating? Our chests almost touched. Our gazes locked and his eyes were kind of frantic, hungry and searching for something.

I don't know who acted first but then we kissed. Hungrily, mouth on mouth, his hands in my hair, yanking my head back to deepen the kiss, my hands squeezing his waist, travelling over his back and his arms. He walked back and I walked with him. He turned us around and then we fell on the bed. He parted his lips and then-

We fell off the bed.

Our teeth knocked together in a painful way and our foreheads collided. I hissed in pain. Kookie simply chuckled.

"I love you." I froze. He had not just said that. Nope, it was all part of my imagination this was a dream and I'll wake up and-

"I-"

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My alarm clock rang, signalling it was time to wake up. With a groan, I threw the covers off.

I just stared in front of me. That dream... It was so realistic. A tear slowly made its way down my face. Why was I crying? Because of my dream, right. But... What was my dream about again? I remember a warm and comfortable feeling and that brown-haired guy. I also thought of something like a pillow fight maybe? However, now I felt so cold and lost.

I just shook it off and got ready to work my ass off at a shitty café. It was my job and I barely could live off of my salary but it was all I had.

It was way too hot outside for the stuffy uniform we had but I couldn't really complain. I couldn't lose this job.

"Hello, sir. What may I get you?" The man with the brown hair smiled. He looked like a bunny in some way. I thought that it was kinda cute.

"You sneaky bunny..." I mumbled.

"-ister? Mister!" I jerked out of my daze.

"A-ah! I'm so s-sorry! I didn't mean to-" I stuttered.

"It's ok." The man smiled softly, his cheeks rosy and eyes glittering.