"Disappointment"

"Shameful"

Those words kept on playing again and again in your mind and it's making you go insane. Your so called parents wants you to be perfect in anyway possible even the slightes mistake makes you the worst daughter on earth.

Perfect. Everything must be perfect.

"Worthless"

You stop. Banging your hand on the table where you were currently mixing some chemicals for an up coming subject, something finally snapped inside you. They never notice how much you work hard on everything you do but they all notice the mistakes you commit.

It was so unfair. But you couldn't do anything about though. It has always been this way. You just apologize to them and do your best the next time.

Monsters. You always thought to them but you have no place to say so. You owe them alot according to your father.

Sighing you massage your head as you lean back and rethink everything. Your not the one to just lash out and go out of control, no you were different you find ways and be reasonable to these things.

Suddenly you heard soft taping coming from your window. Leaning back more you saw a very concern Donnie outside mouthing:

'Are you okay in there?'

'What do you think?' you mouthed back, pissed.

"Well then can I come in?" he said as he gestured for the window lock.

" Go ahead, it's already open anyway" you muttered as you slump back to your work.

He carefully open your window as he easily slid inside. He silently went by your side and patted your back.

"What are you doing?"

"Easing your pain" he plainly said as if it was the most obvious thing in the world.

You sigh. Easing your pain? Well it's working.

"See it's working isn't it?" he laugh at your satisfied smile, you shush him not wanting the moment to be broken.

"So ... Am I just going to rub your back or what?"

"I'm hungry" opening one eye, you look at him. He was smiling at you, was it really for you? Your not sure but you just smile anyway.

"Marakumi's it is!" he cheered, dragging you towards the window.

"Shouldn't we go out through the door?" you thought aloud.

"You want me to be caught by your creepy parents?" he countered, raising a 'brow'.

"True"

"Come on" he whispered as he suddenly picked you up bridal style.

"What the-!" you yelp in surprise. Never once in your life did a boy carried you like this much more a mutant. But who were ypu to complain?

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Making your way towards Marakomi's, he easily jump from building to building, never losing his footing. You watch him in awe, impress at how easy he moves carrying you.

"I'm I really that amazing?" he smirked, not taking his eyes on what his doing.

You look away, blushing. So he notice you staring, how embarrasing and yet feeling ticklish inside.

"Somewhat" you muttered low enough for him not to hear.

Upon arriving at Marakomi's, you were greeted happily by the blind man. You guys ordered and waited for it to arrive.

"I never knew that there's this kind of establisment before but are you sure that guy's blind?" you pointed to the direction to where the blind man disappered.

Donnie chuckled at this but just nodded. "What made you ask that question anyway?" he added.

"Well for an old guy he knows how to cut vegetables better than the pros I always watch on TV"

"Yeah that is strange but he did help my brothers fought some guys from the Purple dragons so we can trust him" he said, reassuring. You seem convince and trusted him.

"Here is your order Donatello-san and April-san" he handed you two bowls of ramen. You flinched at the mention of April's name. You turned and looked at Donnie who seem to have a flustered face.

"N-No, she's (Y/N)" Donnie startedexplaining.

Marakomi laughed, understanding his mistake. "I am sorry I always thought that you would always be with April but it seems you have a new friend, nice to meet you (Y/N)"

You nodded, smiling. "Pleasure to meet you too"

"Alright (Y/N), enjoy your date with Donatello-san" then he left leaving a blushing Donnie and you thinking about you two being in a date.

There was an awkward silence between you two, not really knowning what to do or say.

"(Y/N) about what he said, uh, um ..." he said, stuttering.

"It's fine I don't mind"

"R-Really? then ..." he trailed off too embarress to continue.

You became confuse. Was you really that unattractive for him to start acting like that? "Am I that bad to be with?" you sounded offended.

"W-What? No! Of course not it's just that!" he stammered.

You giggle amuse by his flustered expression. "I was joking no need to get all work up" you laugh.

He could only sigh, relief that you weren't anger.

"But it would be nice if you would ask me on one though" you stick out your tonuge and wink, teasing him.

He stared at you as if his mind had gone blank, blushing wildly and mouth partly opened.

Now that would be an interesting event to happen.