alright let's start to get back into shit

I'm like kinda not good right now

lots of drugs and depression lol, drinking

sex

fun stuff

gotta get my shit together.

talked to jacob again.

God I hate him but I love him but he doesn't really love me anymore so yeah

FAK

alright I'm good. I wanna see Me Before You really bad but I might cry so I'm kinda scared

btw I did my makeup last night and it looked so damn good like

you could pay me

I got my bottom braces off #excitement lol

I shotgunned a beer and a mikes lemonade like at the same time and got really drunk last night.

I'm gonna get back to reading and writing today though. No promises on updates

GOMEN