Hello my friends.

You all know me as Luca, the weirdly hyper, a lil psychotic, sex crazed 15 year old Genderfluid pansexual.

Well that's the real me.

I live in South Florida, but like northern south. So like an hour away from Miami. I think.

I don't know tbh I'm bad w distance. it's near Okeechobee but I'm on the east coast like 5 minutes from the beach

everyone who lives here is either outrageously rich or kinda poor. I'm like part of the awkward small middle class.

I am now a sophomore in high school, class of 2019.

Cool beans

I like to surf and take pictures and me and my friends hang out often.

I had a boyfriend. We broke up. He cheated on me. oh well.

Everyone from my town knows me as Jade, and my middle names Elise.

I have super fucking long dishwater blonde hair, and it gets light in the summer. I have weird ass blue eyes, like are they dark? are they light? fuck I don't know. depends on lighting.

I got my braces off but my teeth still aren't great so I'm getting them capped because I've chipped one and then I'll be happy.

I'm 5 foot 3-4 inches tall. which is like 162.56 centimeters. I think.

I'm not particularly pretty or anything, I'm kinda average.

I have prescription glasses for Far-Sightedness, which means I see worse up close. I don't know the science behind it but yeah.

My birthday is December 28th, and I'm a cool Capricorn. It's lit.

I play volleyball for my high school, and I quite my club team.

I'm in AP and Honors classes.

As far as everyone knows, im totally "normal" heterosexual teenage girl.

but in reality, I'm not.

I go by Luca on all of my social media because I love that name, I've known a boy and girl luca.
I like the gender-neutral part about it.

I am Genderfluid, although I feel I am a girl most of the time. I have a lot of boyish tendencies and I feel more comfortable being one of the guys than being one of the girls, yknow? I feel weird in girl bathrooms, but maybe I'm just being silly cause I'm just anxious? I don't know.

*this is a bit weird and sexual you may skip this paragraph* I've always been into girls and boys. like I never thought it was a bad thing. When I was like 8 I kissed a girl, one of my friends. It was natural as kissing a boy. Here's why I believe it's best that I stick to Genderfluid and pansexual. Since I was little I've always kinda shunned makeup and dresses and girly things and preferred board shorts and my hair short and hanging out w boys, and I've always preferred the softness of holding a girls hands a little bit more than the comforting roughness of a boys. and I do often fantasize about sex while I'm writing. but it's natural and unforced. It used to be just me using characters but when I actually started having sex I kinda started to imagine myself like on accident. Like I would notice and be like "lmao wtf." at first it was like me and jacob, but then I thought I was having like weird thoughts because like I wanted to have sex w jacob but I wouldn't imagine me, but like a boy me totally topping tf out of him and listening to his cute little moans. omg I'm doing it again. But then I would go back to him having sex w me as I am. And then I would be having sex w a girl in my head as me, but it would change into me being a boy again. I don't know it's weird. I didn't really start to explore how I felt until after New Years because I was to scared to. sometimes I wish I was a boy and sometimes I love being a girl. I confuse the fuck out of my friends, like one day I have more makeup than Kylie Jenner and like a dress on and the next day I'm wearing ratty sneakers w my hair in a bun and zero makeup. some days I feel find around girls in a girl bathroom other days I feel like if I go in someone might like see right through me and throw me out because I'm a lil weird and different I don't know.

but apparently I hide it well. no one really suspects a thing.

I'm just a normal teenage, boy crazy girl who fits into gender binaries.