Ok like I said before this is one of my first books and the only one ill be doing but originally the first two chapters were written until someone said I could do something to the story so I confidend in them and turned this in the way it is in a couple months I gained and lost followers like most of you I'm still in school trying to finish this book and make a second if u guys like? But I owe it to u guys for the book and support !! Lots of love coming ur way. But ..... The last 7 years I been struggling with because what happen I'm an abuse kid who had been sexual mentally and physically abuse by my own dad I still can't fully trust guys at all or let them touch me. I let a few touch me because they earn my trust and all that. But my dad lost his rights and this my first time saying this .

I feel hopeless at times and feel worthless because of it . I feel like I coulda open my mouth but I was scared and I was too young to fully understand it. At the time I thought it was normal but wasn't. 😅 no worries at all I'm fine why? I'm strong and I don't let it control me at all ☺☺  My Mom got told when I was born I wouldn't be able speak or talk but hey I am and when my mom went in for a triple screen I set it off and doctors thought I had down syndrome or autism but I didn't I have hydroceaphus which is extra fluid around the brain.

I feel like I can't tell my friends all this because I was afraid to do so. 🤔  I always look on the bright side I'm doing well in school and my health and my grades is great!!😃😃😃  I just wish I could see the world but I dunno due to my health problem. A couple months ago I lost my great uncle 2 years this year I lost my great grandfather .