Laying low and hiding as a "good" person is kinda easier than I thought.

It's almost as if I'm actually happy... Weird how emotions can trick you huh?

GoGo and Honey Lemon have been trying to make me feel welcome and Baymax suggested flying would help me relieve stress.

It was wonderful.

I may be torn between good and evil but I'm still human.

I still enjoy things.

And it was thrilling.

Hiro created a white suit for me and helped me onto Baymax.

This was way different compared to the practice flights I'd have with my team.

It was so easy and flowing, I liked it.

Hiro always had an arm around my waist and always made sure I felt alright...

I told him I was fine... Then he explained that he wanted to take me to his favourite wind turbine.

So we sat there, looking away from the scorching sun. It was nice.

But unfortunately we had to go.

I'm sorry... This just is to much to comprehend.

I'm lost, scared and confused.

Who do I side with?

Hiro doesn't talk about it unless I bring up the subject- Honey Lemon and GoGo have no idea about what I've done and the police have closed wasabi and Fred's case after catching the third and final Fujita today.

Im actually losing.

But I know the team are mad. I know they think I betrayed them.

The Fujita explained she was looking to kill me because of this.

I've told Hiro what's happened and he told GoGo and Honey Lemon that those men were now after me, hiding the fact that I was their leader.

The news is everywhere.

I know I've lost- GoGo and Honey Lemon will find out some way or another.

I leave tomorrow.

Yeah...

I can't put them in danger-

I know I said I was torn.

I know my choice.

Sadly this means a goodbye.

Not only to my friends... But to this journal as well.

I'm going to run away so they never find me or them.

And this book will be burned to ashes and buried far away...

I'll bury it where it all began, with him...

I can't let anyone find this for if anyone does- they will be killed.
I'm sorry.

I'm sorry Hiro, I'm sorry Fred, I'm sorry wasabi, I'm sorry Honey Lemon, I'm sorry GoGo and I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I've made a mess and ruined everything.

My mistakes are costing everyone there lives.

So I guess this is goodbye...

-... (Y/n)