Raavi refused to agree to Prafulla's condition. Prafulla kept telling her to marry Samar and divorce Shiva but Raavi denied. Samar told Prafulla not to force her. Its her life. Prafulla then convinced her to atleast divorce Shiva otherwise they could take legal custody of Raashi and Raashi would go away far from her. Raavi in fear of losing Raashi agreed for filing divorce. It was night and Raavi was sitting in her room holding the divorce papers which she had to sign. She closed her eyes and remembered the incident..

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Everything was going smooth after they returned from haveli infact Shiva was coming close to Raavi and his innocent touches were evoking feelings in Raavi's heart. Raavi was happy with the progression. But it was after the Sneha and diary incident that he had distanced himself from her. He had not drink here though. He was just angry and hurt from her. With each passing day he started distancing more. While Raavi craved for his warmth and love. Even though Raavi tried to mend he just didn't budge. His insecurities kept on increasing when he heard from people neighbours and Prafulla that she deserves better and more happiness. Prafulla taunted that Raavi got many more rishtes of big people unlike him. Shiva was hurt at this. He started questioning himself whether he was worth of her? Whether she really deserved someone better? This insecurity reached heights when he saw her giggling and laughing with her old friends. She complimenting them for their clothes and her friends doing healthy flirting with her. He was jealous,possessive and hurt. That day they returned from mandir but Shiva directly went to store to have some alone time but ending up drinking with Kaka and pouring his heart out. He reached home late and entered his room to find Raavi changing her saree. Raavi looked at him through mirror and quickly put her saree back. Shiva closed the door. He looked at her and she hugging her friends image came to his mind and tear fell from his eyes. Raavi noticed this and wanted to inquire about it but kept quiet as since many days he has been rude and distant to her. Out of nowhere, Shiva came from behind. As shiva wrapped his hands around her belly she gasped. She closed her eyes as his lips trailed down her neck.

Raavi : Shiva yeh kya..kya karr rah..raha hain?

Shiva : Shhhhhh

He turned her and kept his finger on her rosy lips. Raavi sensed he was drunk..

Raavi : Shiva tu pii ke aaya hain?

Shiva started caressing her lips.

Shiva : Tere hoth..Mujhe hamesha se ache lagte the..Tu jab hasti haina toh ..

Before Shiva could complete his sentence Raavi smashed her lips with his. Shiva deepened the kiss by grabbing her waist. Raavi pulled his hair and pushed her body closer. Shiva trailed his hands upwards and opened the zip of her blouse..Raavi looked upto him who was looking at her with intense gaze..He turned her and roamed his hands on her bare back.. He left few kisses there. He removed her pallu from shoulder and let it fall. He grabbed her belly and pulled her making her back collide with his chest. Raavi cupped his cheek with one hand and placed kisses on his face. Shiva's hands travelled downwards and he traced his fingers on her abdomen earning a moan from her. He removed her saree. Raavi removes his jacket and vest. She kept her head on his chest. Shiva slid down her sleeves and kissed her on shoulders. He removed her blouse and looked at her. Raavi blushed.

Shiva : Tujhe..Pata hain mein

Raavi : Shh...Please yeh moment spoil mat kar...

Shiva picked her up in arms and made her lie on bed. He hovered over her and sucked her nipples and massaged the other one with another hand. Raavi held the bedsheet tightly. Raavi turned him and bit his neck. Shiva who was already not in senses moved forward and took the final step. Whereas Raavi who was in senses didn't back out since she was craving for his warmth and love. The more harsh he was with his words , but here he was so gentle. Raavi loved how he kept kissing her to make her feel comfortable. It was morning when Shiva woke up with a heavy head and heard Raavi's giggle. He looked at her and found her laughing and smiling. He noticed a hickey on her neck. Shiva looked at himself in the mirror and found some on his neck too. He held his head and tried to remember everything.. As soon as he remembered his eyes remain wide open. Raavi who was talking to her friend cut the call.

Raavi : Bye Rahul..

Raavi and Shiva had a eyelock where Raavi looked down with red cheeks while Shiva was confused. He stood up and started walking. Raavi held his hand..

Raavi : Shiva

Shiva : Raavi chod

Raavi : Nahi

Shiva : Bola na chod.

Raavi : Nahi

Shiva : Mera dimaag garam hain Raavi..Bola na chod.

Raavi : Nahi chodungi.. Kal raat ko toh

Shiva : Kal raat ko toh kya? Utha liya fayda meri behoshi ka?

Raavi : Yeh tu kya bol raha hain Shiva?

Shiva : Aur nahi toh kya? Maine tujhe bola tha mere se dur reh..Phir bhi tune meri baat nahi maani..Tujhe bola tha iss rishte se azaad ho ja..Par nahi tune toh mujhe guilt mein bandh diya

Raavi : Kaisa guilt Shiva? Yeh tu kya bol raha hain? Ek kaam kar tu thoda aaram kar. Tera sar dard kar raha hoga.. Aaram se baat karte hain..

Shiva : Baat karne jaisa kuch hain hi nahi Raavi.. Dekha maine kaise tu sabke saath khush rehti hain..Kaise mere saath roti rehti hain... Tujhe mujhse dur jaana chahiye.

Raavi : Shiva tu pagal ho gaya hainn..

Shiva : Haan hoon mein pagal, gadhera , junglee, gawar..Kya kar legi? Tujhe baki sab toh aise nahi lagte na...Voh sab toh tujhe ache lagte haina.. Kaise unke saath hasti rehti hainn..Mein tera pati hoon yeh teri majboori hain..Tu kabhi mujhe choose nahi karti.

Raavi : Bahot hogya kabse bola ja raha hain .

Shiva starts leaving. Raavi follows him and hold his hand. Shiva jerks it away harshly.

Shiva : Bola na dur reh..Chipakna bandh kar..Tu aur mein ek nahi ho saktee..Samaj yeh baat ko..Bheja mat khaa mera..

Raavi blocks his way..

Raavi : Mein kahin nahi jaungi

Shiva : Pata tha mujhe tera yahi plan hain. Ab jab hamara rishta aage badh gaya hain toh tu jaayegi hi nahi.. Yahi ghar mein rahegi..Yahi chahti thi na tu..Pandya parivaar ki bahu..Par mujhe koi farak nahi padta..Tune fayda uthaya situation ka..Mein nashe mein tha aur tune socha mein so jaati hoon iske saath phir yeh mujhe ghar se bahar nahi nikal paayega..Haina? Yahi plan tha na tera?

A hard slap lands on his cheek..Shiva close his eyes..Raavi starts sobbing...Everyone gather around hearing the voice..

Raavi : Mujhe toh sharam aa rahi hain ki teri yeh soch hain mere taraf..

Shiva : Haan aayegi hi na sharam..tera pati jo hoon mein..Na tu kabhi khush thi aur na kabhi reh paayegi mere saath..Raavi ja yaha se ..Mein tere layak nahi hoon..Aur vese bhi tere kaafi lovers the na college mein..Koi na koi mil hi jaayega tujhe..Tere liye khade hi honge sab..Somnath ki sabse sundar ladki

Another slaps hits his cheek..

Raavi : Tu kehne kya chahta hain Shiva? Tera matlab kya hain? Mein chodke chali jaun? Tera use kiya maine? Tu bolna kya chahta hain?

Shiva : Yahi ki ja yaha se..Mere se dur..Yeh aise rone dhone ka natak mere saamne mat kar..Mujhe pata hain tu yaha se bahar jaayegi na toh khush ho jaayegi.. Vese bhi Rahul Sudesh haina tujhe sambhalne ke liye..Chali jaana unke pass..

Raavi holds his collar angrily..

Raavi : Matlab kal jo bhi hua voh tere liye koi matlab nahi rakhta? Bol na shiva bol na

Shiva : Mujhe ghanta farak padta hain..Tu toh thi na hosh mein..Kyun nahi roka? Kyunki tera plan hi hain jisse mein tujhe iss ghar se na nikal sakun? Ab jiske saath ghumna haina ghum..Koi rok tok nahi hain...Par yaha se nikal..Na tere jaane ka gam na teri aane ki khushi...

Raavi : Shiva (cries) Mein kyun kisi aur ke saath ghumungi?

Shiva : market mein toh thi na Rahul Sudesh ke saath?

Raavi : Shiva tu mujhe characterless bol raha hain? Tu mujhpe vishwas nahi karta?

Shiva closed his eyes as she asked him this question. He took a deep breath..

Raavi : bol

Shiva : Tujhe jo samajna haina samaj..Mujhe farak nahi padta..Par mujhe chutkara de..

Raavi leaves his collar devastated..
She runs to her room crying.. She packs her bags..Meanwhile Shiva storms out of the house..

Shiva is sitting on tree. He remembers the converstion he had with Prafulla the other day while they were returning from temple..

Prafulla : Ae junglee, aaj tak maine meri beti ko itna murjha hua nahi dekha..Yeh sab teri vajah se hua hain..Meri beti ki zindagi barbaad kar di..Achi khaasi hasti huyi ladki ka dil tod diya..Pata hain kitne ache rishte aaye the..Uske dost Rahul ka bhi..Dono kitne ache lagte the saath mein..Uske saath kitni hasti rehti thi.. Kaash meri beti iss rishte se aazad ho paati..Par dekho uski futi kismat..Usse tujh jaisa gawar junglee bandar mila..Khushi hi chin li tune toh..

Shiva reminsces raavi laughing with Rahul in market and looks at Prafulla sadly..

Gautam : Shiva neeche utar..

Shiva's thoughts are broke by Gautam who is standing under the tree. Shiva climbs down and hugs him..

Gautam : kyun kiya tune yeh?

Shiva : uski khushi ke liye..Voh chipkali hain itni aasani se jaati nahi..Aur vese bhi mujhe kuch farak nahi padta..Par log aake usse sunake jaayenge..Mein toh uske bina reh lunga..Aur voh bhi..Voh toh khush hogi ki mujhse peecha chuta.. gaumbi aap inn sab mein mat pado..Aapko nahi samjega..

He walks away remembering how she has been happy when she is around her friends and how she is sad and upset around him..He enters his room to find it empty..He close the door and have a breakdown..Meanwhile Raavi is aimlessly walking when she is hit by a car..She is taken to hospital where she is aided. It was Samar's car..So samar took her to hospital and thats how their friendship started..He offered to help her. He requested her to stay at his house till she is cured.. Raavi informed Prafulla and Jagat..After few days she found out she was pregnant. Prafulla gets shocked.

Prafulla : Tune? Shiva ke saath? ..Dekha itna sab hone ke baad bhi kaise uss junglee ne tujhe akela chod diya..Acha hua..Teri zindagi bach gai..Par tu yeh bacha gira de.. Koi zaroorat nahi hain uss  junglee ka bacha rakhne ki..

Raavi : Pagal ho kya aap? Bacha gira doon? Nahi..mein aisa nahi karungi.. yeh mera bacha hain..Mein isse nahi giraungi..

Prafulla : Tu kaise karegi sab akele manage?

Samar : Mein hoon na Aunty..Mein dost hoon iska..Aur hamesha rahunga..

Samar smiles at her and hug her.Raavi sadly smiles and hugs him..

After Raavi's exit , Pandya Niwas had become silent. Krish refused to talk to Shiva. Shiva who thought would manage without her was helpless. This girl was stuck in his mind and heart. Whenever he entered his room he got reminded of that night...He wished he could tell her it was the most beautiful night of his life. So to distract himself he shifted on cot..He didn't talk or eat much..He just thought and wished if he could have been a better person. The only person who knew why Shiva had done all this was Kaka who had spilled the beans to Gautam and Gautam to Dhara. Except these three people no one had clue why he did this. Gautam tried to make Shiva understand that Prafulla had just evoked his anger and nothing else. Shiva denied saying whatever it may be but she was saying truth. It was after some time that Dhara became pregnant and Gaurav arrived. Whenever Shiva used to feel lonely he used to pour his heart out to Kaka. He used to tell him how he is guilty for saying all those things to her but he just couldn't help..She had to leave for her betterment. He couldn't be selfish. But as time passed by Shiva realised that he couldn't stay without her and inorder to forget her he used to drink a little. But even that didn't work and eventually he stopped talking to almost everyone except Gaurav.
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Raavi remembers all that and cries. She remembers all the bitter words of Shiva and signs the divorce papers.

Raavi : Shayad teri liye matter nahi karta Shiva par voh raat mere liye special thi aur hamesha rahegi kyunki ussi  ki vajah se Raashi mere life mein aayi..Jo mein kabhi nahi bhul sakti..I hate you ki tune mujhe itna hurt kiya.I hate you..

Raavi sobs and goes to sleep.