AGATEOPHOBIA>> Fear of insanity
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3rd Person POV:

Seungmins stomach rumbled like a raging storm, he hadn't eaten in two days and he was surprised by the fact that he didn't mind. Hyunjin would be back soon and he would probably make him eat, Seungmin considered lying maybe by saying that he had eaten and that he was full but knowing Hyunjin he most likely would've counted every single piece of food in the house to make sure he had.

Seungmin contemplated getting up and leaving, but the idea seemed terribly rude especially without thanking Hyunjin for taking care of him, before leaving.

It was later on now, around 2:36 pm and Seungmin knew that the older boy would be home fairly soon considering that school finished at 3:00 pm. He showered earlier and threw on a pair of shorts and hyunjins hoodie again before going downstairs towards the library.

The door was painted royal blue with a golden plaque that had 'Library' engraved in Black italic letters. The door handle was circular and white, the edges rimmed with golden flower designs that circled the handle. He turned the handle until he heard a clicking doing before lightly pushing the door to reveal polished oak wood floors and huge cabinets all filled to the brim with books.

A resting areas was placed in the middle of the library surrounded by book cases, a long sky blue sofa with teal square pillows was placed in front of a small white coffee table that was decorated with a vase of magenta, indigo and yellow flowers that was placed on top of a stack of magazines, a Small flatscreen TV was placed behind the coffee table on a wide box that seemed to be full to the top with CDs and movies. A tall standing warm light stood on the right side of the sofa while a red mini-fridge pact with water, Capri-suns and juice on the left side.

Seungmin stood in awe at the sight in front of him, He knew Hyunjin was rich you called tell that just by looking at him, but he never thought that he would have his own personal library that was most likely bigger than his house. He walked towards the first book case pulling out a book called
'The splendour falls' a book about a girl who had lost everything before moving to live with her grandmother and is torn between two boys, one good, one bad.

Seungmin sighed, he wished that like the girl he'd have two handsome men desperately in love with him, but he didn't like the idea of choosing. He just liked the idea of being loved. He took the book from the shelf before walking over and plonking his pitiful self down onto the sofa. He switched on the light next to him squinting at the sudden flush of warm lights as he reached over and picked a Capri-sun from the fridge.

The book was a fictional one that had real life issues in as well as fantasy, towards the end ghosts and witches are introduced adding to the death of her father. Seungmin smiled at the way the author described the father, loving and kind. He didn't have a father like that. The girl copes with his death by dancing, like how Seungmin copes with his mothers except he doesn't sleep, he blames himself to much to sleep.

He never expected himself to grow so addicted to the book, but then again he thought the same every time he picked up one, he loved the idea of being able to live through someone else's eyes, he loved the idea of seeing the world how other people saw it.

There was only one visible window in the library which was a small circular one that was placed up high and part of it was hidden by the book cases but even with the small piece of window Seungmin could tell it was late, the sun had already gone down leaving the stream of stars glowing brightly in the mid evening sky, they were barely visible against the greyish blue background that swirled and changed colours to deeper shades of blues before turning a deep and menacing black as time went on.

The door to the library opened revealing a smiley Hyunjin standing in the door way.

''Hi'' Seungmin spoke folding the corner of his page before closing his book to save it.

''hi, nice to see you're comfortable'' Hyunjin said smiling rather brightly before moving to sit next to Seungmin on the comfy sofa.

''Yeah, I had a Capri-sun earlier, hope you don't mind'' Seungmin pointed towards the half full black current Capri-sun placed on the table in front.

''I don't mind at all, you can have whatever. Are you hungry?'' Hyunjin suddenly asked taking Seungmin aback slightly.

''No, not at the moment'' Seungmin answered a few seconds after he fixated his attention back to the question.

But ofcourse nothing ever goes right in seungmins life so his belly decided to rumble loudly right there and then.

Hyunjin laughed lightly

''It's okay if your hungry, come on go get changed we can go get something together. I haven't eaten either.'' He offered tapping seungmins knee.

''No really Hyunjin it's fine, I don't want to be a bother'' Seungmin worried frantically waving his hands

'' Seungmin you're not a bother, now go get dressed, and that's an order'' Hyunjin stated pointing towards the library door.

''But I don't have any clothes, this isn't my house remember'' Seungmin answered lowly ducking his head

''I'll lend you some of mine, it's fine'' Hyunjin replied softly, pulling Seungmin off of the sofa and pushing him towards the door.

'' Thankyou'' Seungmin thanked before rushing upstairs leaving a giggling Hyunjin behind.

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In the end Seungmin ended up wearing black skinny jeans and a white t-shirt along with a red plaid shirt unbuttoned over the top paired with black trainers. Hyunjin ended up wearing the same thing he usually does, black ripped skinny jeans with a black t-shirt. Seungmin wondered how Hyunjin would never get cold on nights like these, a faint yet chilling breeze brushed around them making Seungmin pull the clothes tighter around his torso.

''Where are we going?'' Seungmin questioned looking up at Hyunjin expectantly

''I was thinking that maybe we could go to that new Italian restaurant that opened the other week, a few of my friends said they do a killer pasta'' Hyunjin answered looking down at the younger while smiling cheekily.

''You really don't need to take me to an expensive restaurant, I'll be fine with a sandwich'' Seungmin stated looking up wide eyed

''Why do I always need to remind you that I sort of come from a rich family, I have my parents credit card and hey, I hate my parents. So I'll spend as much money on you as I want. I'll even max this credit card out'' Hyunjin said waving his card around

''Why do you hate your parents?'' Seungmin asked worriedly

''They're assholes, I came out to them a few years ago, they practically shoved a girl at me and said she was my girlfriend''
Hyunjin sighed kicking a few stones around with his feet.

''You have a girl friend?'' Seungmin repeated to himself as he felt his heart sink a little

''Yes, but like I said I'm gay. I don't like her'' Hyunjin laughed looking down at Seungmin with sparkling eyes

Seungmin laughed to himself, how could he be so stupid.

''How about you? What are you into?'' Hyunjin asked smiling weirdly

''I'm bisexual, I think you, Jisung and Minho are the only ones that know that about me now'' Seungmin answered feeling a weight being lifted off of his shoulders.

''Minho as in the captain of the football team? And Jisung his boyfriend'' he asked eyebrows creased

''Yeah, they're my best friends. I guess'' Seungmin answered quietly.

''Well I'm glad you trust me enough to tell me.'' Hyunjin said smiling proudly

''Yeah I guess we've came along way since the morning we first met'' Seungmin muttered looking away

''Yeah we have'' Hyunjin replied as his hands brushed past seungmins lightly and smiled when their fingers laced together.

Just like how they first met the moon hung high in the sky shining down on them, good things only ever seemed to happen at night.

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