Thanatophobia>> fear of loosing someone you love.
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3rd person POV:

A boy no older than 16 watched the waves lap against the shore, his face aglow with the last orangey rays of the sun before the night fell beckoning the stars. His lips curved in some sort of smile, a nearly there smile, a smile you would give after crying for hours straight trying to convince yourself your okay. The sound of evening birds chirped sleepily behind him as if they were telling him 'goodnight'. He watched as the sun went down, he had always loved the way the orangey pink flooded the skies like spilt ink slowly turning to a fiery and daring red as if it was slowly burning the sky, burning all of the days sadness and misery turning it into small glowing diamonds in the sky we so foolishly believed were stars.

He rubbed his pale hands together trying to keep the limbs alive, his body was no more than a hollow shell carrying a thousand tears, his heart was no more than a ball of muscle that was worn out and tired slowly giving into his fatigue and his brain was nothing more than a place the sadness lived sheltered from the flooding, there was no way of getting it out.

No one had cared enough about him to love, and that's why he hated himself for loving.

He always gave his whole heart and soul away and revived nothing but bruises and scars in return.

The boy didn't realise it but all he needed someone to look after him, because after all of these years his body was to weak to take care of its self.

''Hey Seungmin, it's time to go'' a voice he knew all to well said from no more than a few paces behind him.

The boy let out a shallow breath his eyes still focused on the nearing twilight in front of him.

''I'm just coming'' he replied no trace of sadness left in his voice.

It was sad really how good he was at hiding it.

But it's okay because he was use to it.