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*mature scene*
rewriting this is so much fun
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Hoseok

My worst enemy.

The one thing I truly hate but know they serve a purpose in life. But why the hell are they made like that?! They scare me. They truly do and I wish that I could say it's a joke every time someone mentions it.

Fucking spiders.

I face Mara who has her feet dangling in the lake, I can only blush from embarrassment and want to bury myself under dead leaves at the moment. Now that I think about it, we've been cock blocked by a damn spider. Then again a part of me kind of get relieved our first kiss wasn't like this.

I wanted it to be better.

What the fuck am I talking about? I don't even know her birthday and I'm already thinking about kissing her.

"Are you still thinking about the spider? Hoseok it's fine. If it makes you feel any better Damon would have probably shit himself if he saw the spider."
I chuckle and dip my hand into the water. Day by day this water gets fucking colder.

"I'm just embarrassed that I made you fall on the ground like that. I ruined the moment." Mara's hand rests on my thigh and I look into her eyes. She gives me the sweetest smile and her other hand cups my cheek. "Maybe we should try a different approach."

I look at her with a confused expression and she moves her hands away. "If you think we truly have a connection then why not take me out first."

Oh?

"Like on a date?" I raise a brow. Mara rolls her eyes and flicks my forehead. I knew she was probably strong but not that strong enough to make me wince.

"No, like fucking decapitate me and put my body parts in a trash bag. Of course, I mean a date!" I know for a fact my ears are fucking blazing from embarrassment. I can't seem to be my calm self every time I'm around her.

"I mean if you don't want to, it's fine. It's just that, traditionally, the girl gets asked out first and then we can do all that good stuff." Mara looks down with a smile on her face. Something about the way her cheeks glow with those dimples have me weak to my knees. My heart is pushing me to hug her at the moment but I stay back.

My head kinda starts to spur ideas like nothing, which is kinda rare, thinking of all the places I could take her. I didn't want to do anything too big but I also wanted to impress her just enough that she would want to go on a second one.

Then it hit me.

"What about the bonfire tonight?"

Mara kind of froze up on me, in shock sort of. I started to fucking panic like I should have never opened my stupid mouth like I do all the time.

"Bonfire where exactly?"

Huh?

"The bonfire the university holds every fall. It's a huge thing where most students go to fuck around but it's pretty if you do the activities and shit." I chuckle thinking about the times I would catch seniors fucking in the woods.

"It's on the west quad and usually crowded but..." My throat felt dry all of a sudden and the butterflies in my stomach went crazy.

"I would love to take you and show you to some of my favorite places on campus."

I couldn't read Mara's expression. She wasn't smiling or getting ready to run away from me. What the hell do I do now? If I just stay calm and don't freak out...

"Did you know vibrators were first invented as a medical device?"

Fuck my life.

"I-I didn't mean it like that but I also—Um. Fuck."

Mara started laughing harder than I expected. "I—Sorry for not saying anything but Hoseok you can't just tell a girl that she has to do this. You have to ask properly and nicely." She rocks back and forth on her heels as I shake my head.

She's something.

I take a deep breath and take a hold of her hand. The nervous tension comes back while she looks up at me. "Mara, would you do me the honor of going to the bonfire tonight as my date?" She huffs and taps her chin pretending to think. "Are you buying the food?" She grins and wiggles her eyebrows.

"Yes, I'm buying the food."

"I'm all yours!" She jumps into my arms and I stumble back. While catching my balance Mara clings onto me before screaming, "HOSEOK WATCH OUT FOR THE FUCKING WAT—"

And we fall into the lake.

***

Mara

I was walking down this huge hallways to Jennie's dorm room soaked. My boots, my scarf, and my damn shirt. Hoseok's lucky I left my phone back at home.

If Hoseok wasn't good looking as he is, I would probably kill him. I'm not saying it's his looks that attract me to him but it's one of the many things. Everything about him makes me feels things I thought I would never feel again.

He brings out the good in me, that special side that no one gets to see. The cute and girly Mara with an attitude and appetite. I can't seem to stop smiling when I think about it. Trust me, I've tried.

I get excited thinking about tonight but then my stomach turns.

You see the thing is...

I don't go to this stupid school.

I'm twenty-eight but look younger than I am, which is a blessing and a curse. I never told Hoseok that I didn't go to the school or anything for that matter. Yet, it's a good thing. He doesn't judge me for who I am. The minute he found out who I was—am, he wouldn't hesitate to leave.

This is racking my brain and I bump into someone walking by. It's Damon and to my surprise a girl wrapped around his arm like tape around the cardboard.

"Gross," I whisper before walking down the hall. I stop in front of the last door. I unlock the door walk in, suddenly regretting not knocking.

"Right there! Don't fucking stop!"

Fucking hell—

"JENNIE! What the fuck did I say about doing this shit." She doesn't even look up at me but pushes the person's head down when they hear my voice.

"Almost there!"

This girl has no shame.

I walk in and close the door behind me. Jennie's body lightly shakes before she's panting and I see a head full of dark long hair. The person turns around and I'm not even shocked when I see it's the girl from last week.

"H-Hi again. I-I'm—"

"Not important. Now please get dressed and leave." I smile.

The flushed female quickly collects her things while Jennie still lays there in a daze. After getting dressed and brushing her hand through her hair she walks over to the door. I step aside and open the door for her. "Bye Lisa," Jennie says sitting up. The girl waves back and I slam the door behind her.

I turn to face my dumb witted friend, I've known since I was in the system. Jennie is Korean but one hundred percent stupid.

"Jennie."

"Before you say anything let me remind you that I was there when your puss puss had a yeast infection and when I picked you up from the police station that night you decided it was a good idea to fight a manikin in Target."

Jennie may get on my nerves but gotta hand it to her, she was always there for me when I needed her the most.

I let out a heavy sigh and shake my head. "I don't know why I'm still friends with you," I said while taking my shirt off. "Woah there Mara. Did you get turned on from my sexy moans?" Jennie walks over to me naked and with a wide smirk on her face.

"Bitch if you come any closer I'll cut you." I threaten. I take off my boots and pull down my jeans. I can feel her presence behind me as I turn around and rest my earrings on the nightstand.

"Oh come on. Don't act as you've never wanted to explore this side before." I turn around and she's right there with a conniving grin on her face.

"And I know you've fantasized about getting a lick or two between these thighs Jennie. But you and I both know your aunt would pull your ass out in an instant before hearing your side of the story. How's she doing by the way? Still down your throat about getting a boyfriend?"

The grin on her face is immediately gone and I laugh while walking over to her closet. I rummage through her stuff.

"Fuck you, at least I go to school." She retaliated.

"Oh? So, you wanna go there." I walk towards her and that's when I finally realized she's fully naked meanwhile I have my soaked bra and panties on.

"Well that's glamorous...that is if you can pick a major for yourself. Must suck not knowing what you want to do with your life." I'm using my high pitched voice to purposely piss her off and it's working more than I thought it would.

"And this is coming from the girl sucking all the money from a married man who only uses her when his wife is too busy. Now, is the money worth being his side chick?"

She was getting closer to me and the only thing in my head was how perky her nipples were. Sad, yet informative.

"Fuck you." I took a step closer.

"Fuck you." She got closer.

"Kiss me and I'll break your little girlfriend's heart."

Jennie stopped. Our noses were practically touching and the look on her face told me how much she was holding back. As unhealthy as this was, this is we operated. This is how we first met.

She was drunk and alone, desperately needed someone to take her mind off her ex. I was there and we almost hooked up.

"Lisa doesn't deserve that." She smiled but I could tell it was a pained one. Jennie walked past me and took out an oversized t-shirt and basketball shorts from her closet.

"Now explain yourself, woman. You rarely visit me unless...Does this have anything to do with the police?"  I laughed before going over to her closet. I pulled out a sweatshirt that seemed like a large for her but was a medium for me.

"I need you to get me into the university."

It was an awkward silence before Jennie busted out laughing. "Hold on Little Miss Juvenile. What the fuck did you just say?"

"Jennie cut the bullshit, you heard what I said. I just need you to get me into the bonfire tonight and tell me some stuff about the school." I huffed, already frustrated and conflicted about the whole thing. I wasn't upset about lying but about changing who the fuck I was for some guy.

But he isn't just some guy.

Jungkook is some guy.

Hoseok isn't.

"What's his name?" Jennie suddenly asked. She brought her legs up to her knees. "What's his name because there is no way in hell you would do this out of the blue."

"I won't tell you his name but just know that this is important to me."

Jennie scoffed and reached for her vape. "Bullllshitt. How am I suppose to help you if I don't know his name?" She had a point. I sighed before groaning and running my hand through my hair. Combing this out later is gonna be a pain

"His name is Hoseok and—"

Jennie choked and placed her hand out. She was quick to get her asthma pump and took a deep breath in.

"Hoseok as in Jung Hoseok. The chancellor's son Hoseok?"

"THE CHANCELLORS WHAT?!" I shouted.

Jennie started to laugh and look at me hysterically. The look on my face, however, wasn't a damn smile but I'm in denial. This handsome and adorable guy is the chancellor's son?

"Don't worry I'll get you in that bonfire. Not only that but I'll teach you everything you need to know about this damn school." Jennie squealed and rushed over to her closet. Meanwhile, I was staring at the wall like I was watching the paint dry.

"Alright student!" She shouted and I turned around only to see her with fake glasses and a ruler.

"Lesson number one: The art of being rich"

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TXT: comeback 10.21.19
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this was so long ago LMAO