a/n: to maisymae040 !!!
I kinda cried while writing this, it's a 2012!phan au D:
but I hope you will like it

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So long to all my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I'd be lying if I didn't say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say

"Do you want to go out um, this evening?" Phil asked stroking Dan's curly hair.

"I would like to, where do you want to go?" Dan muttered and smiled arching his head looking into his eyes.

"Anywhere is okay, but I particularly feel like a walk and junk food," he giggled.

"I think it's perfect, I have to fix my hair and then we can go"

"Leave it curly for me?" Phil smiles and kisses his nose.

"Fine, just because I don't want to get up from this bed"

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

"Do you like it?" Phil asked looking into their plates.

"It's so good, oh God," he giggled. "Do you want to try it?"

"Yeah," he smiled and Dan passed him a bit of his sandwich. "Thanks," Phil smiled and passed him a bit of his hot dog too.

"I'm sorry for disturbing, what drink can I get you?" a girl asked smiling.

"Is beer okay?" Dan asked.

"Yes, and water too," Phil answered.

"A second," she said and went away.

"This is going well," Dan smiled and lied his hand on the table. "C'mon Phil, be romantic"

Phil chuckled and placed his hand on Dan's. "Okay?"

"Yes," he smiled and intertwined their fingers.

"I love you," Phil said.

"Love you too Phil," he answered and the girl returned back with their drinks.

"Here they are. If you need anything just ask me," she smiles. "You two are cute"

"Thanks," Phil smiled too.

Be strong and hold my hand
Time—it comes for us, you'll understand
We'll say goodbye today
And I'm sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I'll tell you just what I would say

"It's not my fault"

"As you say," Dan blurted.

"But of course it's not you fault, it's always not your fault!"

"It's you, it's always you!"

"You're so childish, you're not a children anymore. This is real life and you're doing too many mistakes"

"I'm so done with you and your stupid opinions, you know what? You can totally go away from this house if you want!"

Phil watched at him paralyzed. Did Dan really say it?

"Fine, if you don't accept me someone else will," he whispered and went away. "Just leave me some days so I can take my stuff"

"Do you really want to..?"

"I don't think we're good together anymore, Dan"

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I'll fail and lose this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

Dan and Phil broke up since three weeks.

Everything was difficult because after three years of relationship you miss him. In fact Dan missed so much waking up next to Phil, sometimes he wished he was more mature. Phil missed Dan too, he missed his "being childish" but he couldn't stay like that anymore.

They were art, but even the most beautiful paintings can burn.

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your

"I don't know if I can stay without you," Dan whispered next to Phil's photo they took together the first day they meet. "I miss you. I know you'll find someone else, you're so beautiful.. but I, how can someone love me like you did Phil? How can someone make a mistake like yours?" he asked and wiped some tears from his face. "I wish I'd never meet you"

Sometimes we must grow stronger and
You can be stronger when I'm gone
When I'm here, no longer
You must be stronger and

Dan:
how are you?

Phil:
you text me after a year and the only thing you say is this, really?

Dan:
I'm sorry

Dan:
I still love you

Phil:
I miss you

Dan:
come back home

Phil:
I can't

Dan:
why?

Phil:
I made a mistake

Dan:
what did you do

Phil:
i don't know how to say it. just don't judge me. okay, i wanted to forget something and i drank too much. a girl is pregnant and it's mine, i can't leave her alone because of this. it's my fault.

Dan:
phil..

Phil:
can we at least meet for the last time?

Dan:
it will hurt me, knowing that I would never have you again.

Phil:
but you'll be the only one who'll have my heart forever

If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I failed and lost this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright

"Phil," Dan whispered as he saw his boyf- ex, boyfriend. Ex. It hurts.

"Dan," he said and hugged him.

"I miss you," he cried on his shoulder. "I miss you s-so much"

"I'm so sorry. I wish I didn't yell at you that night," he blurted, he was crying too.

"It's okay, it was my fault," Dan finally admitted. "You'll be a good father"

Phil went away and looked into his eyes. "If it's a boy we'll call him Daniel," he smiled slightly.

"Thank you," he smiled too. "How's the girl? I mean.."

"She's great," he said. He didn't mean it.

"I love you," Dan whispered.

Phil kissed him. Just a little kiss, he went away soon after. "I think we should at least be friends.."

"No," Dan immediately answered. "No Phil, I can't do it"

"Okay," he whispered and went away. "It was good to see you again"

"Yeah.."

"Goodbye Dan," he smiled.

"It's not a goodbye for me, I'll never forget you"

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes

"And where were you here, dad?" Daniel asked at his father. They were looking at some photos.

"Europe," he smiled.

"I want to see the sea! Please can we go in Europe this summer?"

"I'll think about it," he added and scrolled some photos.

"Who's this?" he asked indicating a boy who was in a picture with Phil. Phil smiled.

"Him?" he asked and made a pause. "He's the most problematic person in the entire world, but I swear, he's really lovely"

The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes
The light behind your eyes