~Pewds~

I took another bite of my

Pizza and chewed if before answering.

"Um... It's just your mask. Why do you wear it like at home? I know you use it to keep your identity hidden, and it was kind of iconic for your channel, but your at home," I asked slowly. I didn't want to be rude, but it was really getting to me. I just wanted to strip the mask off and see who was hiding underneath. Who was a really falling for?

"I uh... Not to be rude or anything Pewds but I can't risk letting anyone see me. It would ruin my whole... Secret identity thing, and I can't risk photos being leaked or anything," He said quietly. I could tell my face probably looked a little disappointed. "Pewds! I don't mean I don't trust you, I'm just saying that if a fan followed you here, and took a picture and got a glimpse of me... My life would be over. My YouTube channel wouldn't be as mysterious, wouldn't be as fun," He looked down into his lap.

"I understand Cry... And didn't you say something about video games," I ask with a devilish smile. He laughed, as he stuffed the rest of his pizza in his mouth and got up to turn on his video games.

"Hey, I know it's been awhile... But I still have Bloody Trapland," he said holding up the game excitedly.

"Oh my Fucking God Cry, of course I want to play," I screamed as I jumped over his couch and landed with a plop onto the squishy fabric. He smiled.

~An Hour or 3 Later~

"Okay, Cry. I give up," I admit. He smiles and puts a hand on my shoulder.

"Aw. It's alright Pewds. I just don't think anyone can beat me at this game... Instead wanna watch Paranormal Activity? I think I have the latest one," he asked with a plead in his voice.

"Ugh... Fine. Only for you Cry," I laugh.

He sat on the couch next to me and clicked play. As we watched, the movie began getting a bit scary, and after playing horror games for awhile, it doesn't get any easier.

"Oh no. No no no. Cry... Cry what is that... HOLY AH-" I screamed as I buried by face into his shirt sleeve. My face turned bright red and I got hot, I am cuddling with him right now!!! He was sitting there cracking up laughing as I looked back at the screen.

"It's not funny," my voice sounded really high pitched, which made him laugh even harder. I redirected myself back at the screen, and of course there was a little girl about to open the closet scene. "No. No don't go in there," I whispered , when suddenly there was a flash, and a big clap of thunder. "Jävla," I screamed out, as the power turned off.

Cry sat there laughing his head off, his laugh was so adorable... Wait. I just said his laugh was adorable? That's when I realized my face was pressed into his shoulder. "Haha. Pewds I didn't know you got so scared," he teases me.

"I play horror games for a living, bro," I said. It was suddenly silent. I could here the rain that just started to pour down, and I realized the power was out.

"You know Cry, you were scared too," I shouted.

"Was not," Cry shouted back at me.

"Yeah. I could feel you jump up during when the thunder started," I stated, then suddenly my face got really red. I could feel him jump because my head was on his shoulder, and it still was. I quickly sat up, and he ignored my answer.

"It's okay Pewds, I know your a little bit-" he started.

"Don't you dare say it, Cry," I threatened. It was so dark, I couldn't even see where his face was but I still held up my clenched fist.

There was an awkward silence, then he just said," Pussy!" He jumped off of the couch but I was too quick for him. I tackled him to the ground. I pinned down his arms and straddled over him, and my legs held down his.

"Don't you dare call me a pussy," I joked. He started cracking up laughing. Then the lights flickered back on and I saw my face was maybe an inch away from his. I also saw his mask was a little crooked, so I could see his lips.

He is right there Felix, KISS HIM

I leaned down to do so, when suddenly I heard a ring and screamed, falling on top of him, my face buried into his chest. "I think it is your phone, friend," Cry chuckled. I pushed myself off of him, and felt very awkward.

"Sorry," I said slowly as I reached for my phone. I looked at my phone," Marzia?" Suddenly Cry looked up quite interested in my conversation. I put a finger to my lips to tell him to be quiet, and I answered the phone and put it on speaker.

"Uh- Hello," I asked.

"Felix. Felix I want you back," she said, she seemed a little off.

"Uh. Marzia? Are you alright," I asked.

"NO! No I am not alright Felix! I know about you a Cry," she yelled suddenly, it scared me and I almost dropped my phone. I looked over to Cry, and he shrugged meaning he didn't know what she was talking about. I started to worry, did she know I sort of liked him?

"Uh? What about me and Cry," I ask.

"You left a letter in the apartment. It was addressed to Cry from you. I read it, and you had said you always thought he was pretty awesome. And that you- that you- LIKED HIM. YOU WERE ATTRACTED TO HIM," she yelled into the phone.

I looked over at Cry, he was kind of frozen, and I guessed that under his mask was a surprised face. My face got red," Marzia. What are you talking about?"

"Felix! It's your fault! I couldn't love you knowing my boyfriend was GAY! That he didn't feel the same way, I- I just. I HATE CRY. I know you are with him right now, you were probably just kissing him right now and-" she started sobbing.

"Marzia. Don't make those accusations, I- I can't believe you would say these things," I whispered and hung up.

Cry sat there, with his poker face mask on. I stared at it for a while, then started cracking up. "Wait? Hold up, Pewds shouldn't you be a little upset about that whole conversation," he asked confused.

"Yeah, I was until I saw your face. After Something like that, the just seeing an expressionless face, it's just," I burst out in laughter.

"So you aren't pissed at Marzia," he asked.

"Oh no I am, but she sort of had a point," I looked down into my hands," Uh-things weren't really doing too well between me and her before the breakup."

~Cry~

My face lit up, of course he couldn't see though. Does that mean he liked me? Then I remember before the phone call, he was going to kiss me... KISS ME. "Hehe... Uh Pewds," I asked. He looked up, waiting for the rest of my question. "Were you uh- just about to kiss- uh... Me?" His face got very red.

"Well, Cry. My answer depends on what you say to this question. Say I was going to kiss you... Would you let me,"

He asked. My mouth literally dropped, and I remembered my mask was still crooked and he could see my lips. I closed my mouth, and just smiled. He looked into the holes of the mask where my eyes would be. He leaned forwards, and I felt my lips touch his. His were soft, but strong. I was very surprised at first, but then closed my eyes, and kissed him back. I pushed my lips towards his, and I wrapped my hands around his neck. He leaned on me, and I ended up lying on the floor, with him on top of me. He pulled away, and stared at me.

"Pewds? Do you like me," I said almost in a gasp. I couldn't believe he kissed me. I really just thought he would start cracking up laughing.

"Cry... What do you think," he asked. He put his arms underneath my back and lifted me up and into an embrace with him. My hands slid down to his waist, while his stayed on my back. He leaned his head on my shoulder," Even when I was with Marzia..." He whispered. He then got up and went into his room.

I just sat there for a moment, then eventually got up, turned off the lights and went upstairs. As I lay in my bed, I just couldn't fall asleep. I had the deep feeling in my stomach that you got in middle school or high school when your crush said they liked you."Felix..." I whispered. I was hoping my dreams were filled with him.