~Cry~

A couple weeks had passed by. Besides falling more and more in love with Felix, nothing really happened. But then again, falling in love is definitely NOT nothing.

But, I realized that his birthday was approaching, on October 24 to be exact. The thing is, I had only realized it on October 23. I am so fucking screwed.

The whole day, I was constantly on the phone. Attempting to make reservations, trying to order gifts, and thinking about who I could invite on such short notice. I couldn't think of anyone who could get here by tomorrow that Felix would want here, so I decided it would just be the two of us.

I had the perfect plan of how I was to accomplish this.

"Ugh. Felix," I groaned from upstairs, faking a cough.

"Oh. Ryan what's wrong? Are you sick," he asked, coming in. He looked so concerned, and I sort of felt bad for lying to him.

"Oh, I think I got the flu or something," I coughed again.

He nodded, and rubbed my back, as I pretended to have a coughing fit. "I will go get you some stuff from the store okay? Where are your keys," he asked. He looked generally concerned, and i was getting more and more excited for the surprise. I pointed towards me desk.

He smiled," Alright. I will be back in an hour." He kissed my forehead, then walked out of my room. I waited to hear the front door close, before jumping up and getting the house ready.

~Felix~

I was very disappointed at first, that Ryan had forgotten my birthday. I had woken up, and he was just sitting on his phone. I had went downstairs to make coffee and some cereal, when I heard him call my name, followed by an awful coughing fit.

He said he had the flu, so I offered to go get him some stuff for him. By the time I got in his car, I realized I didn't really know my way around, or how to get the a store. I sighed, and decided I would just drive around until I found something.

After about 20 minutes of driving I found a Walgreens. I went inside, and up to the lady at the register.

"Um. Where is the medicine and stuff," I asked. She looked at me, realizing I wasn't from around here.

"You aren't from around here are you," she asked with a smile. I shook my head no.

"That accent is breathtaking... It's aisle 7 sweetie," she smiled and bit her lip. I nodded, trying to give a look of: I'm taken.

I walked to the aisle, grabbed some flu medicine. I couldn't really pronounce the name, but on the back it said for flu symptoms so I bought it. I then went towards the fridge aisle and grabbed some Gatorade. I also got some mints and crackers, and began heading back towards the cash register.

As I turned around, I ran into someone. The girl from earlier. She smirked at me, tucking her red hair behind her ear. "Ya know... I may be able to get you a discount on that," she whispered into my ear. I shook my head.

"Oh uh, no it's alright. Don't want to trouble you," I stutter.

She giggles. "Awe. It's no trouble really. You know, my shift ends in 5, wanna come home with me?"

I feel myself blush," Oh uh, I'm sorry. I uh have to get home to take care of my friend."

I begin to walk towards the register, but she stops me. She puts her hand on my chest. "You live with Ryan right? I live across the street. He's a big boy, he can handle himself (AN: but if I get lonely I might need your help. Comment if u know that song) can't he?"

"I- uh. I think you might've misunderstood me. I have to get home to take care of my boyfriend," I exaggerate the word boyfriend. I feel her tense up, and she slowly moves her hand away.

"Oh," she dragged it out, awkwardly. "He is gay?... Dammit. Why does the demon always take the hot guys," she murmurs. I close my eyes, literally seething with anger.

I turn around, slowly towards her. I look her straight in the eye," Don't you ever fucking say anything like that to anyone ever again. Don't you realize the way those words can have an affect on people. You are going to be damned to hell, just from letting those words come from your mouth."

She stares at me, jaw dropped, and I walk towards the register. And I don't just walk, I strut. Confidently. Fabulously. Sexily.

~at home~

I pulled up to the house and walk in, "Ryan." I stop myself as I look around. All the lights are off, but I can see some light from the kitchen.

I walk in, to see Ryan sitting down at the table, in a white button up and nice jeans. He smiled," Happy Birthday!"

I was completely shocked. He got up to hug me, but I was still taking everything in. The candles, the delicious smelling dinner, the everything. But most importantly, Ryan. He set all of this up, just for me.

We stood there embraced for quite a long time, then sat down for dinner. He pulled out the chair for me, and I sat down. He sat on the other side and just smiled.

"I really, don't know what to say. Ryan, nobody has ever done this for me before, it's amazing," I stutter. My words couldn't even describe half of how I felt towards him right now. It was an indescribable love and desire. A desire to do anything for him, and I could feel his love and desire for me too.

We chatted about certain things. New video games, our families, just random things. Most of it was meaningless, but even then conversations like that are extremely important and are needed in relationships.

"So how is the food," he asked. I could tell how nervous he was although his voice sounded very calm. When he was nervous he would run his hands through his brown hair.

"It's delicious, Ryan. Thankyou so much for this," I smiled at him, taking another bite of my food.

He chuckled," Don't be thanking me yet. We still haven't opened presents."

I smiled, and got very excited. "Ryan. You. Are. The. Best. Bro," i said.

He smirked," I know. Alright, I will go grab them, meet me in the living room." He hopped up, and I hurriedly began shoveling the food in my mouth.

~Cry~

I was so excited to see his reaction to the gifts. The second I set them all down on the coffee table he was there, and plopped himself down on the couch. He looks so excited, similar to a young child on Christmas. His eyes light up, as I hand him his first gift.

"Okay, so this is from your family, they sent it down here," I smiled. I couldn't get over how cute he looked when he was excited. He quickly opened the box and gasped.

He looked confused for a moment, pulling out a small piece of paper saying: Look in the closet. He looked at me very confused,and I nodded telling him to go ahead. He opened the closet and screamed.

"Maya! Edgar," he was shouting with joy. The two pugs jumped into his arms, and began licking his face. "How did my parents get them, I thought Marzia took them?"

I smiled," Yeah. Apparently she gave them to your parents, and they shipped them here for you. I helped arrange the travel and stuff."

They were still jumping all over him, and I couldn't help but smile. The way he acted with them, it made me think about what a great dad he would me. I smiled wider.

"Okay. This is awesome, but I want to see your gift. You seem pretty excited about it," he laughed at me. I nodded at him and handed him a box with a small envelope attached to the top. I saw his eyes light up at the sight of it.

"Okay. Envelope first," I smiled. He took the yellow envelope in his hand and opened it, pulling out two plane tickets to California. His eyes lit up even brighter than before.

"Is this what I think it is," he questioned.

I nodded," Yeah. The YouTube people called today. They loved the idea."

He smiled, and wrapped his arms around me. I loved the way it felt when he hugged me. The warmth he supplied me, and the love I could feel radiating off of him.

"Okay. Now here is my actual gift from you," I smiled at him. He greedily ripped the wrapping paper off, and smiled at the gift. New green headphones. I new microphone, that matched the green. And then a ring.

"I'm not proposing or anything Felix, but I want to make a promise with you. Listen, we are going to have to tell our friends, family, and fans eventually. I don't want their reactions to tear us apart," I said slowly and gently. I paused and I felt a tear slide down my cheek.

"Promise me, you will always l-love me," I whispered. I held back tears. I can't risk being tricked again. I can't risk someone coming in then leaving, taking my heart with them.

He smiled at me, and cupped my cheek. He pushed my hair out of my face and, I could feel myself begin to blush. He leans in, and pushes his lips gently against my forehead, then rests his forehead on mine.

"Ryan, I will always love you. But, you got to promise me the same thing. Promise me you will always love me," he whispered.

I nodded,"I will always love you." I felt warm salty tears run down my cheeks. I leaned in, and pressed my lips against his passionately. He kissed back, equally as passionately. We pulled back, and I slipped the ring on his finger, and he did the same to me. He smiled, and leaned in again. Our lips made contact, and immediately I allowed his tongue to enter my mouth. I groaned in pleasure. We probably made out for a good 5 minutes, then I remember cuddling up on the couch and falling asleep next to the man who loves me.

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