Sam comes to half an hour later, her eyes peeking open slowly. Her head is in a haze like when a sudden nap happens and she wakes up confused what day it is and how long she's been asleep. Her eyes scan around, spotting Jason sitting on the floor a few feet away from her cleaning one of his gun. He's still in the Red Hood suit with his helmet off to the side and there's a blotch of light red on his jaw, right where Sam's fist connected with his face. And the guilt hits like a freight train. She clears her throat making Jason look up to her and Sam thinks she just saw his face relax.

"What the fuck just happened?" Sam's throat is raw and she can't tell if that's some weird after-effect of the drug or if it's from all the yelling.

Maybe it's both.

Jason looks up to her and his stomach starts to twist into knots. The guilt is dulled but it's that echo that's annoying, like a headache that just won't quit. He's been sitting here the entire time, looking to her to make sure she's okay and wondering what he's supposed to say when she comes to. He wishes he knew but he doesn't.

He can't take back what he said and he can't back them fighting. Drug or not, it never should have happened. None of it. It never should have involved her. But, now it's messier than ever and Jason desperately wants to leave it all in the shadows and creaky floorboards of this room. He doesn't want it on his shoulders or lingering on his skin or his tongue anymore. But, maybe he doesn't want her to know that just yet.

He's high but he always cares about her. And maybe, letting himself be cold about everything will be better. Maybe she'll finally leave. It'd be better for her if she did anyway.

"Exhaustion is a side effect of the comedown. The only way around is to sleep or take more and I wasn't gonna give you mine." Jason states casually, going back to cleaning.

Sam furrows her brows. She keeps coming back to wondering how she missed him taking this. It all seems so obvious and she feels so guilty about it. Maybe she was so wrapped in the sort of fantasy of being happy, with him, that she willfully ignored every warning sign. That isn't entirely true. She knew something was going on, but maybe if she looked harder, went back to her pessimism, she wouldn't have missed it.

"So, you just...let me sleep? After that?" Sam scoffs, trying desperately to figure out which side his logic is landing at the moment.

"Cleaned the cut on your head and made sure you were fine." Jason shrugs, his eyes glancing to her for just a second.

As soon as Jason got Hank done and into a cab back to Wayne Manor, he cleaned the blood and cut off of Sam. He definitely followed it with another hit from an inhaler but he helped her anyway. At the end of the day, at the end of all of this, he just wants her to be safe. Crane might be trying to fill his head with lies and it might be working, but Jason knows in the very center of his chest, she doesn't deserve anything bad to happen to her ever again. They might not be entirely on the same side, but Jason isn't going to just throw her to the side. He won't do it. It's why he pulled his punches and he never pulls his punches.

"What about Hank?" Sam asks softly, her eyes never leaving him.

She's pretty sure he's still high.

Jason pulls out his phone, checking the time. "He has a few hours."

Sam rolls her eyes. Now that she isn't high on the drug, her thoughts are more logical, no longer fueled by anger. She watches Jason and she remembers Hank saying he'd kill Jason if given the chance. It's not that she agrees with Jason killing him, but maybe it's kill or be killed.

"Why Hank? Like what made you do that?" Sam questions, earning a side eye from Jason. He doesn't want her involved in any of this which also means she doesn't get to know the reason. Not from his mouth. "Okay, you're not gonna put a bomb in my chest. Gar is your friend. You don't stand a chance against Kory or Conner. Dawn is Dawn. You like to fuck with Dick. That leaves Hank, right?"

Jason offers her a grin before he chuckles. "He's also a fucking prick and you know it." Jason gestures a lazy free hand at her and something about the grin and the gesture, almost seems normal.

Sam shakes off the familiarity of it because at the end of the day, she doesn't think Hank deserves to die, not if he didn't come here with the intent to kill Jason. "Yeah....but what? Did you lure him here or?"

Jason can tell she's digging but he can't tell for what. His reasoning why Hank and how he got him here, isn't important. It's not even relevant to really anything. But, Jason knows her and he's starting to think maybe she's digging to see if she should be on his side. That's what she usually did for things that didn't really matter. Get his side of the story so she can side with him.

"Why do you wanna know so damn bad?" 

"I wanna know how mad I need to be." Sam's shoulders feel heavy with the shrug.

Jason scoffs and even if he doesn't want her involved, he wants her on his side. If she's on his side, she'll back off and let the plan fall into place. "I didn't make him come. I asked to and he did, without backup."

"How'd you get him to show up, Jason?" Sam almost groans because getting answers out of him sometimes is like pulling teeth.

"Said Dick would kill me and I just wanted to come home." Jason can't help the chuckle that falls from his throat.

Something about it is amusing.

Sam nods her head and maybe she feels a little less bad. She knows Jason had some sort of ploy to get him here. Hank was just dumb enough to fall for it. After everything, apparently, he didn't learn not to go headfirst into something without backup. That was just stupid. But, that also makes Sam questions Hank's intentions.

Sam doesn't believe for even one second Hank showed up alone with the intention to help Jason. He was pissed earlier and he's an ass. If Hank told any of the Titans, they would have come with him and none of them wanted Jason dead. Maybe Jason told Hank he was watching him but Sam figures if anyone would know how to get around being watched in Gotham, it would have been her or Dick. Yet, Hank didn't go to either of them. On top of that, why would Jason call Hank if he wanted to come home and not Sam or Gar? Maybe Hank wanted to be the one to either kill Jason or bring him down himself. Maybe Sam feels a little less bad about it.

Kill or be killed.

"Asshole." Sam huffs.

She watches Jason careful, an easy smirk dancing across his lips but it never reaches his eyes. She's sober now, remembering everything that happened and she can feel the guilt washing over her insides like charcoal. None of it is true. And she hates that any of it was even said. If she didn't mean it, neither did Jason. It was the drug and she's positive of that. And she's thinking the drug is the entire reason Jason is trying to kill Hank.

A very large part of her is wondering if she would helped Jason had she not been so mad at him. She actually thinks she would have and that is something she would never do. Hank is a Titan and he didn't do anything to warrant his death sentence. Sam wouldn't normally kill him but she's almost positive she would have had she not been mad at Jason. And she thinks, maybe that's the reason Crane helped Jason make the drug, to weaponize him and at this moment, she swears his days are numbered. But, before she seeks her revenge, she wants Jason back.

Getting him back is going to be a lot more difficult because even Sam is sitting here itching for another hit of an inhaler. She can't imagine how Jason is feeling the second it starts to wear off. But she wants him back and she's not going to rest until she gets him back.

"He probably came to kill you." Sam states.

Jason snaps his attention to Sam, his brows furrowing. "What?" Jason huffs.

"Yeah, Titans are pissed. Well, Hank. Everyone else is just confused how the hell you're alive and with the shit you're doing. But Hank said if he came to it, he'd kill you so." Sam lets out a breath and she swears his expression just deflated.

"And you fucking fought me over that shit?"

"I was high." Sam huffs. "Which you know damn well if it weren't for that shit you're also on, by the way, I never would have. But you get the cure to fear and you lie to me and you don't even share." Sam spits back while Jason dodges her eyes this time, going back to cleaning the gun Sam thinks has to be clean by now.

"I don't want you involved."

"Okay." Sam lets out a sigh. "Why not?" Sam asks, Jason glancing up to her, the white strands of hair falling onto his forehead. "Is it Crane or is it me? Is it the drug? Why don't you want me involved, Jay? Because you keep fucking saying that shit with no explanation."

Jason opens his mouth to fight back, to tell her to let it rest and he doesn't have to tell her anything. But, his eyes land on the cut on her forehead and the bruising near her cheek and he caves.

"Do you really want to work with Jonathan fucking Crane?" Jason spits, his eyes narrowing slightly.

"You never gave me the choice to." Sam states.

"I knew you wouldn't go for it." Jason shrugs, looking back to the gun because that seems a lot easier than looking at her face now.

"Okay." Sam lets out a sigh of defeat.

There's no point in talking about it. He's clearly high. Sam can tell by the coldness that surrounds his voice. He's going to believe whatever Crane has to say to him because that's the drug, she's almost certain. And Crane gave him something to cure him. Jason's in debt to him. He sees him as a savior of sorts and Sam desperately wishes she could get through to him. But at least she understands it now.

A part of her doesn't think anything could have gotten through to her while she was high. It's powerful and strong, all-consuming. She was only high for two hours and she hates that version of herself but there is this twitch through her bones that almost wants to ask Jason for this. It's like a sudden vibration starting in her bone marrow and radiating through her head and her chest. And she can even feel the lingering tinge of anger like the very end of a fire.

Whatever insane shit Crane had Jason cook up, is fucked. Sam hopes it's not too late to talk some sense into Jason but she has to catch him when he's not high. She isn't now and it was only one dose anyway but she swears, she feels normal. It's just that small twitch in her bones that feels uncomfortable. But, that's it. She feels like she never took it in the first place and maybe it's not too late for him. It might be a waste of breath to try when he's high, but she has to try anyway. He would for her.

Sam scoots closer to Jason until she's right in front of him. Jason pauses his movements, looking over her face. He felt the guilt creeping in before he took the inhaler again. He knows he'll never forgive himself.

Sam places her hands on his cheeks and Jason's face softens and she knows he's there somewhere. But she doesn't feel his hands move to her and she feels like she's losing him slowly.

Maybe that's worse than him being ripped away.

Jason's eyes dodge hers and he wants to peel his skin off his bones. It feels wrong for her to touch him. It feels all wrong. He can't bring his hands to her hips or to her hands or anywhere. She doesn't feel like she's his anymore and it's all his fault. He told her they were a mistake. She always deserved better than him but not a single part of him can bring himself to push again. Because she looks at him with soft eyes as if they didn't just explode on each other and have a real fight. She looks at him like he's still the only person she could ever love wholly and solely.

"You're gonna regret it, Jay. Hank fucking sucks and I don't fucking like him either. But you're gonna regret it."

"Why did you fight me over him? You said he was gonna kill me." Jason asks, his voice is soft.

Jason knows if he weren't high, that part of everything would hurt, too. A lot more than it does right now. And he is so thankful he doesn't have to deal with that pain. He's so tired of pain.

"You wouldn't let me kill Jerry. And I knew it'd piss you off if I stopped you." Sam moves her hands to his legs. "And Hank isn't Jerry." Sam shakes her head softly. "If you kill him, that'll be it and I don't want that for you, Jay."

Sam watches Jason hang his head, highlights from the light in the room bouncing off the white streak of hair. She knows she can't really get through to him, not right now but she wants to believe she can. It makes it easier.

Jason just finds it hard to look at her. And he wants to know how she can do that. The drug still wins and he is sturdy in the plan, unmoving and relentless. But, he listens anyway and she makes his chest hurt. The guilt and shame are thundering and ramming the jail bars in the back of his head as hard as they can. He doesn't know why she's still here. Maybe it'd be easier if he believed she were working another angle. And for a second, he starts to talk himself into it, the drug encouraging him.

Maybe she's just trying to get inside of his head so the other Titans can finish him off. Maybe she's just using him, like Crane said. Maybe she wants to the drug all for herself now. Maybe she's waiting for her own moment to finish him off, he falls into her criteria now, doesn't he?

But his eyes back to hers and all the fight he has is shaken loose, scattering through his chest as an apology breaks through.

"Sorry for what I said and for fighting you." Jason says quietly.

Sam's face softens and she thinks maybe it's working, just a little bit. "Yeah, me too." Sam nods softly.

Jason puts the gun off to the side, making sure the barrel is facing away from them. He finally finds it himself to bring his hands to her waist. They're shaking and hesitant, his grip not nearly as strong as it usually is.

"No, I mean it. I don't mean any of that shit. I don't want you involved." Jason's voice becomes barely a whisper. "I don't want anything to happen to you."

"Jay, I am fucking terrified for you." Sam places her hands over his. "I know you don't see it, but this is going o get fucking bad and I am scared, I know you're not. But I am. Deactivate that bomb and come home, Jay, please." Sam clears her throat. "I'm not mad...I get it. I know you didn't mean it. I didn't either."

"I can't." Jason drops his hands, shaking his head. "This is me. Gotham needs someone who can control the crime and do the hard shit. We have a plan and it'll work out, alright? You just have to trust me." A piece of the real Jason finds a way to break through as his jaw clenches and his brows furrow with the sudden shake his of his head. "Please."

"I trust you more than anyone but I don't trust Crane. You can still do this Red Hood stuff. You don't need Crane. You never fucking needed Bruce either. You don't need Dick. You don't need any of them, Jay. You can just do your own thing and protect Gotham the way you want to. All you and I'll stand beside you if you want me to. You don't need him."

"Yeah, I do." Jason keeps it short.

"Okay." Sam nods her head and it actually burns as if acid is being poured down her throat.

It has to be the drug. that has to be how Crane has been able to manipulate him so well. But, it is nearly paralyzing because for some reason, Crane asking Jason to do all of this, is more important than Sam asking him to come home. With her. Somehow, staying loyal to Crane is more important to him right now. Jason on the anti-fear drug is not the Jason she knows and loves.

"Deactivate the bomb. I'm asking nicely and then just beat the shit out of Hank if that's what you want to do. I'll get some popcorn and watch. You can't come back from that, okay? Like you said."

"It's done, Sammy."

"Alright, Jay." Sam lets out a sigh.

She's tried her best and she wants him back. She doesn't want him to wake up when this is over and deal with the fact he killed Hank. It's going to destroy him. The guilt will finish him off and she hates the very idea of that. He's not too far gone but she's terrified he will be soon. So, she moves her hands to his cheeks again and presses her lips to his.

Jason freezes, bits of shock taking over his body because in no world did he expect her to kiss him. But she does and she kisses him with all of the strength she can muster as Jason squeezes her hips and kisses her back. She kisses him with everything in her as if that's enough to suck out the drug from his bloodstream and bring him back home. She kisses him as if it's enough to make everything better again like putting a bandaid on a bruise to trick your mind into thinking it doesn't hurt. But she pulls away and his eyes are still dilated and he lacks that cheesy but lazy grin he would normally have. And she hates this.

"I'm going back to the manor." Sam pauses lingering to a few seconds as if to be hoping Jason would ask her to stay but the words never leave his lips. She doesn't know it, but he almost says them. He doesn't want her here but she still feels like home and he really misses the warmth of home. Jason doesn't like feeling so cold all the time. "I hope you can live with this when you have a comedown. I hope you snap out of it. I don't know what I'm gonna do if you go through with this. You're really pushing the line, Jay." Jason watches her carefully as she starts to leave. "Be careful and just fucking think about it. Let yourself be sober for an hour, okay? Love you." Sam lets out a sigh before she heads out of the room before Jason can even reply.

Jason keeps his stare on the doorway before he lets out a breath. He is begging her to understand and just trust him. Sam always said she trusts him more than anyone and this is the one time he desperately needs her to trust him. It'll get messier if she keeps trying to get him to be a Titan again and in his impaired state, it pisses him off.

The Titans have always treated him as lesser and leftovers. He was the replacement for Dick. That's all he ever was and he was expendable, Deathstroke proved that. And he's better, how they handle Hank is going to more proof. The only people who didn't treat Jason like that are Sam and Gar. That's it. The Titans are the enemy and he just wants Sam to see through their bullshit the same way Sam is trying to get Jason to see through Crane's bullshit. He just wants her to trust him.

Sam gets back to the Manor, standing outside and looking at the entrance. The guilt is chewing at her, slowly eating her whole. She hates Hank, especially with the threat of killing Jason. But, she doesn't think he deserves to die. Not unless he was really going to kill Jason when he went to meet him today. Then, at that point, he got what was coming. But Sam isn't sure that's really what the plan was and she feels horrible she couldn't do anything to stop it.

She tried, she pulled her punches, but she tried and it wasn't good enough. Hank might die today because she wasn't good enough. She hates him but she thinks about Dawn. Dawn doesn't deserve to lose him. She loves him for reasons Sam will never understand but she doesn't deserve to lose him. Sam knows what it feels like. It's not fair. And she feels guilty and it's heavy and she hates she fought Jason, too. Every piece of today lays heavy on her chest and all she wants to do is run out of Gotham. She doesn't want to deal with any of it. But that's not an option so she moves forward, opening the door and entering the manor.

On top of the guilt over Jason, Sam also knows she can't tell any of them what she found out. If she tells them, they'll know he's working with Crane. Jason didn't even want Sam to know and he even looked worried when she did figure it out. What if them knowing Crane is the partner puts Jason's life at risk? What if Crane has more than Jason on the outside? If she tells them, what if it gets him killed? And then it's her fault. Maybe it's wrong to keep it from the Titans, but Sam doesn't want to risk him getting killed again. Not if she doesn't have to and maybe, just maybe, Jason will change his mind last minute. She hopes against hope, he will change his mind.

Sam heads to the Batcave, not seeing any Titans around the manor. When she reaches the cave, she sees everyone around Hank looking worried. This is the moment for her where she knows she'll need to pick a side. If Jason goes through with this, she can't sit in the middle and hope for the best. She'll need to choose who she is working with. And at this point, she isn't sure she wants to work with any of them.

"You're okay!" Gar chimes as he spots Sam coming into view.

Sam's brows furrow. "Uh...yeah? Why wouldn't I be?" Sam asks, looking around the room as the Titans put their eyes on her.

"Well...I mean...Hank." Gar gestures and moves slightly, giving Sam a better view of Hank lying in a bed with the bomb on full display. "You also have a cut on your head and a bruise on your cheek." Gar gestures a finger, mirroring where the bruise sits.

"Yeah, it's fine." Sam shakes it off, finishing her walk to the Titans.

The Titans turn to look at her and suddenly, she feels like a spotlight has just found her in the middle of a hidden forest after committing mass murder. Dick looks disappointed which Sam thinks might actually be worse than him just being mad. Same with Kory. Conner looks confused. But Hank and Dawn look pissed and Sam doesn't so much blame them. If she were Dawn and Hank were Jason, she'd be pissed, too. But it does make her stop in her tracks.

"Oh, now you're gonna show your face around here!?" Hank yells.

"Uh...I-I...live...here?" Sam questions but the manor hasn't really felt like home since Jason died anyway.

"And I have a fucking bomb in my chest!" Hank yells. "You were there!"

"We know you and Jason are close, but you have to see this isn't right." Dawn crosses her arms.

Sam blinks at them and suddenly she's back at the tower. Suddenly, she's in Jason's shoes. She never understood where their issue was with him then and she never ever got to understand. But, she tried. She tried to rationalize why Jason. Why did they pick him to target? Rachel was the good kid and Jason was the troublemaker. Jason was an asshole. Maybe. But Sam is looking at the two of them with a cut on her forehead and bruised knuckles, knowing she passed out and she's being blamed for something she didn't even do. It was never Jason. It was always just someone to blame.

"W-what?" Sam asks as she feels the lump grow in her throat.

"Hank said he saw you there." Kory explains.

"Why were you there?" Dick asks, his voice sterner than Kory but he wants to believe Sam didn't have anything to do with this.

It's actually breaking a part of Sam with everyone looking at her like that. They're pointing the finger at her and it hurts. She's supposed to trust them but they didn't even ask. She was passed out on the fucking floor and Hank assumes she took a nap, apparently, and they all just believe that. She might side with Jason but they can't really believe she would help him put a bomb in Hank's chest or even let him do it.

"I...I...I can't....I can't tell you." Sam sputters as she shakes her head. "But I didn't know that's what he was doing. You-you have to believe me." Sam croaks out as her eyes start to turn glassy.

"Just like we should believe you didn't know he was alive?" Hank barks.

"You need to calm down." Dawn whispers to him.

"Fuck that shit! She's in on this! I bet he sent her here to make sure I die!"

"You guys can't really believe she would do that, right?" Gar finally pipes up. He remembers what happened with Jason and he knows Sam is always on the edge of something terrible. He doesn't want that edge to become literal.

"Why else would she have been there?" Dawn asks.

"Does it matter?" Gar asks but he keeps his voice soft and gentle because he still hates arguing. "She's hurt and that should mean something, right? You guys didn't ask, just jumped to conclusions." Gar's voice starts to go quiet. "Like with Jason."

Sam snaps her attention to him as Gar's stare goes to the floor. Her heart breaks for him but she owes him for trying to defend her. She knows how much he hates it. And she thinks maybe she'll tell him because he deserves it.

"It all seems real fucking convenient doesn't it?" Hank barks back, not falling for Gar siding with Sam. "It was all a set-up!"

"I went to fucking confront him." Sam scoffs but it comes out weak. "Are we really doing this? I didn't fucking know about the fucking bomb or that Hank was even going to be there."

"Bullshit! I said I'd kill him. I bet you tipped him off and that's why this happened." Hank gestures aggressively to his chest.

Sam grits her teeth as she looks desperately to Dick before looking back to Hank. "Fuck you." Sam sniffles. "You know what, fine. You wanna know what happened? I went to confront him high as fuck and I saw you. We fucking fought because while high, I knew I couldn't let him kill you because he wouldn't let me kill Jerry and I knew it'd piss him off."

"Wow." Kory huffs softly as she looks to the ground, placing a hand on her hip. But, she looks up quickly at Sam. "Wait, you were high?" Kory asks with confusion.

Sam's eyes glance to Gar and then Dick before landing on Kory. "I'm tired of feeling like this." Desperation coats her words. The comedown sucked and being angry also sucked, but maybe Jason's right. Maybe that is better than feeling like this and scared and paranoid. Maybe he's right.  "Look, we fucking fought, I passed out and I came back here when I came to. So, fuck you." Sam looks back to Hank."

"Right, but you're killing—" Dawn tries to argue.

"Critiera. I have a criteria and Hank doesn't fucking meet it. I can't let my personal bias come in the fucking way." Sam turns her attention back to Hank. "You don't meet it. You don't deserve to fucking die even though you're a piece of fucking shit who doesn't learn from his mistakes." Sam barks. "You figure out the bomb yet?" Sam looks to Dick.

"No, just that it's counting down his heartbeats." Dick answers plainly.

"Wayne Enterprises." Sam states. "I saw the blueprints before I passed out. Bet if you look into it, you can find a way to build a deactivator or whatever." Sam looks back to Hank. "I hope you live so Jason doesn't have to deal with the guilt. And I did tell him you were gonna kill him.... after he had the bomb in your chest. Let me know if dies, I guess." Sam scoffs as she turns around and starts to head out of the Batcave.

Gar looks at all of the Titans and he doesn't like seeing his friends targeted. He knows that Hank was just targeted by his best friend but Sam didn't do anything. It's not her fault what Jason does. She doesn't control him and Gar thinks it's wrong for them to attack her for it. So, he follows her up to the main living room.

Sam sucks in a deep breath as her hands shake at her sides. Dick, Kory, and Conner didn't accuse her of anything but they weren't really on her side either. And it feels like she's being abandoned and she's reminded why she always left first. It was so much easier than feeling like this. It doesn't hurt when she's the one that leaves. It doesn't hurt like this. So, her fists ball at her sides as her nails dig into her palms and her jaw clenches. All she wants is to go back to before and pause time. Why is that so much to ask for?

"Are you okay?" Gar asks quietly from behind her.

Sam hangs her head and at least she has Gar. He might not always get it but he at least tries to. And she really hopes, after all of this, she doesn't lose him either. She wants to tell him but then she'd put him in the middle. She's standing in the middle of it all right now and it is absolute hell. She can't put that on Gar. But, she can vent and she says a little bit of what happened so she turns around to face him with the shake of her head.

"No! I had to fucking fight Jason because of fucking Hank!" Sam scrunches her nose in disgust. "That's fucking stupid! And I can't even fucking say how the hell that shit happened or what happened because I am terrified if I tell anyone knew what the fuck I know it could get him killed." Sam pauses as she watches Gar's face soften. "But, he put a bomb in Hank's chest and he's an ass but he doesn't deserve to die." Sam sucks in a ragged breath. "So, I fought him and we were both fucking high and we said some really horrible shit to each other and I have no idea how we're supposed to come back from that or how he's ever going to forgive me."

Gar nods with understanding and he really wishes he knew what was going on. "What did you guys say to each other?"

"I asked him where Rose was and, uh, maybe that's why she left him...to protect herself because takes low blows. He said I was using him, we were a mistake, I made him worse. Just... we both said a to."

Gar shakes his head, trying to process what he's being told. That doesn't sound like either of them. "Why would you guys even say that stuff to each other? I mean...Jason could be an asshole but he didn't say that kind to stuff to you."

"Yeah," Sam nods. "The, uh, the drug. It's the one he made and uh...it's not a normal drug like...it, uh, it makes people do things I think that they wouldn't normally. I think that's why Hank has a bomb in his chest. It's why we fought, too." Sam confesses, figuring maybe that's enough of an explanation to clue Gar in a little bit but not too much that he immediately goes to Dick.

But Gar is just growing more confused. The two of them have talked about addiction before. Sam had stories like the one time with her dad and her dad being an addict. But, she talked about other kids on the streets. Gar kind of thought maybe everything that happened to her made her never want to take anything but now she's out here not only taking a drug but making it. Just like Jason. None of it makes sense.

"Why would you take it?"

"I can't tell you." Sam mutters as she hangs her head. "I won't again, promise. It was for science." Sam sucks in a breath as Gar scrunches his face in more confusion. "But...I know if we can get him off of it, we'll get him back."

"So, the Jason we know is still there?" Gar asks with hope in his eyes.

"Yeah, as if you really lost faith in him anyway." Sam manages a weak laugh earning her a soft smile from Gar.

"I have to believe he's in there somewhere. Even if no one else but you does." Gar nods his head softly.

"Yeah," Sam sucks in a breath. "I know it's weird to think, now, I guess but...if we get him back...how do we come back from that?" Sam asks as she furrows her brows. "I mean, what we said, what he thinks of me." Sam watches Gar's brows furrow. "I think his partner is manipulating him and using Jason's trust in me against him. Just...based on what he said." Sam shakes her head. "It's nothing but...y aknow? Fought each other."

"Well, everyone tried to kill me once and we're all okay now." Gar tries to chuckle softly. "If the drug is what you say it is, maybe that's the end of it. We all know that's not really Jason. He would never hurt you, on accident or on purpose. And you wouldn't either. Maybe you guys just talk. You always got Jason to." Gar offers a soft smile.

"Yeah," Sam smiles weakly. "I guess that's true."

"I'm sorry you guys fought though." Gar offers a sympathetic look just as Dick comes rushing through the clock, coming to a dead stop as he sees them.

Sam readjusts her stance as she looks to the floor.

Dick lets out a sigh and he does not have time for this but he has to ask. "Did you know?" 

Sam shakes her head as her eyes meet his. "I fucking swear I didn't. I would have called you."

Dick nods and he believes her. He doesn't agree with her morals but killing Hank seems a little off even for her. Even when it comes to Jason. When she explained her criteria to him, it seemed to matter enough to her. She mentioned it downstairs. She's not lying.

"Okay. You guys go back to the Cave once Dawn and Kory have Hank in a room. Help Conner if you can and Sam, just stay away from Hank." Dick goes to walk away but then stops, looking back at Sam. "Did you find anything out?"

Sam nods hesitantly. "I, uh, I don't think it'd help with Hank though. If I thought so I'd tell you."

"Alright." Dick lets out a sigh before he heads off.

"Well," Sam clears her throat. "That fucking sucks." Sam states as they can hear Kory, Dawn, and Hank coming from the Batcave. "I'm gonna grab something from my room and I'll meet you downstairs." Sam offers a soft nod to Gar before she heads down the hallway.

As the next three hours go by, Dawn takes off to steal the gold bars and give them to Jason. Dick goes after Dawn to try to stop her. Kory doesn't have any more answers about who brought Jason back from the dead which is a relief on Sam's end. But, Connor still doesn't have the deactivor ready. It has to reach a 0% failure rate and he hasn't gotten that far yet.

Sam really hoped Jason would back out of it or he was just trying to get under the Titans' skin and none of it was real. But, as Hank's heartbeats dwindle down, she's starting to think he's really going to go through with this. He'll kill Hank and he can't just come back from that like he can with everything else. No one is going to care if Crane had him do it or not. It won't matter because Hank is a Titan. And Sam wonders what she's supposed to do.

If everything that happened today doesn't snap some sense into him, nothing she says or does will. It'll be up to Jason or them to get him to stop taking the drug. Those will be the options. And Sam thinks maybe her only option will be to tell Dick everything she knows. If anyone is going to know what to do, especially dealing with Jonathan Crane, it's going to be Dick. Maybe Crane will believe Dick figured it out on his own anyway. If Jason kills Hank, Sam doesn't think she can stand on his side anymore. It's the last thing she wants to do but if he's willing to kill Hank, who knows what else he's willing to do and who else he's willing to kill. He will need to be stopped and she can't do it alone.

With only a few minutes left, Gar and Sam are seated watching Connor and the screen intently while they have Dick on the comms. He found Dawn and she's with Jason. Jason tells Dawn all she has to do is shoot him and it'll save Hank. But, Dick is trying to convince her not to do it because Connor is almost there.

It comes down to just seconds when Connor finally gets the failure rate to 0%. He uses superspeed to rush through the manor while Gar and Sam get to other feet to watch on the monitor to Hank's room. But, just before Connor gets there, there's a thunder through the manor and the cameras go dead.

Gar and Sam keep their eyes on the screen as Kory runs up behind them and pulls them both into a hug.  Jason just killed Hank in cold blood. What are they even supposed to do now?

That night, no one has much to say. Dick informed everyone what actually happened. Jason set Dawn up so when she pulled the trigger, it detonated the bomb. It's uncomfortable listening to it.  Sam listens but the only thing she really hears is that Jason just put Dawn through when she went through when Jason died. He knew what it did to her and then Jason still went and decided Dawn should deal with that pain and the guilt of it really being her fault. Sam is appalled and disgusted even though she knows it's not really him. She just finds herself in a state of disbelief and fury. How could he do that to someone? After everything?

She was high and while she knows, maybe she would have helped, she finds it hard to believe she would. The drug is powerful and all-consuming but it was Jason's choice to take it. It was Jason's choice to go to Crane for help. It was all his choice. He had a choice here. And it lead him to kill Hank and put his blood on Dawn's hands. Crane might be manipulating him but between him and the drug, Jason is turning into a shell of someone Sam used to know and she's thinking she doesn't want to know this version of him. And she thinks about the pit and maybe that's why it's so easy for Jason to bypass every moral he's ever had. Maybe the pit did take a part of his soul that day and that's just making it easier for Crane to turn him into this. Maybe this is who he is now.

And because of that, she knows she has no other choice but to go to Dick.

She loves Jason more than anything on the planet but that wasn't enough for him and maybe it's not enough for her either. She loves the Titans, too and he's killing Hank and putting it on Dawn, maybe he is going to pick them off one by one. She isn't going to sit here and watch it happen. She's not going to let him do it.

"Hey." Gar says quietly as he walks into the Batcave where Sam is staring, looking at the Robin suit.

"Hey, how you holding up?" Sam looks back to him with sympathy. Gar was friends with Hank.

"Uh...ya know." Gar shrugs, standing beside her. "Sucks." Gar lets out a breath, running a hand through his hair.

"Yeah." Sam answers shortly. "I'm sorry, Gar."

"It's not your fault." Gar lets out a sigh, looking to the ground and back to the suit. Bruce didn't get all of the blood out of it. There are still blotches of blood covering the R blade and the torso. He's tired of losing people, too. "What's wrong?" Gar asks, shoving his hands into his jacket pockets. "You only look at the suits when you're thinking." Gar glances to her but Sam keeps her eyes on the bloodstains.

She shakes her head. "He killed Hank by making Dawn pull the trigger. That's kind of fucked...so," Sam shrugs her shoulders. "Guess I'm just...I'm gonna have to come clean to Dick and throw Jason under the bus which also sucks." The words stick to her tongue like shards of glass.

Gar shakes his head quickly, knitting his brows together as he snaps his attention to Sam. "What do you mean? You said you'd always be on his side."

One of the things that kept Gar hopeful was that Sam was at least still on Jason's side. As long as Sam believed in him, Gar knew Jason had to still be there. But, if she's willing to throw in the towel after everything, that means that's it. It can't be it.

"He killed Hank." Sam looks at Gar as she shrugs. "He can't just kill innocent people."

"Yeah but..." Gar pauses, trying to figure out how he's going to argue with that. He agrees but if Sam gives up, who does Jason have? Maybe he still needs someone in his corner. "You said he's still there. We just have to get through to him."

"Yeah, and then he did this. I begged him not to and that wasn't enough to get through to him." Sam argues. "So, I give up." 

Gar doesn't get it. She's the one person who's always on Jason's side. He knows this is fucked up. But he still believes his best friend is in there somewhere. Someone like Jason doesn't just go bad. They lived down the hall from each other and Gar knows him, too. Jason Todd is in there someone and he has to believe that. But Sam doesn't and it hurts. How can she give up?

"You love him. You can't...you can't really be giving up on him." Gar stutters as his heart breaks. "You always said you wouldn't and...I don't know. I get it but..." Gar shakes his head.

Gar's words strike a nerve. It's hard enough. It's not that she's giving up because she's not. She's going to Dick and that is to get him back. She can't do it on her own and she can't keep Jason's secrets for him anymore. It's not helping him, her, or the Titans. All it's doing is getting everyone else hurt or killed. She isn't giving up entirely but the idea that she shouldn't just because she loves him pisses her off because it wasn't enough for Jason.

He gave up on her long before she ever had the chance to give up on him.

"Yeah—" Sam bites down, crunching her teeth together so hard she swears her teeth are going to shatter through her lips. "What if loving him isn't fucking enough, Gar!? Cause it sure as shit wasn't enough for him."

It wasn't enough to keep him here with her. It wasn't enough to keep him on solid ground. She knows she will never be the same as Bruce or Dick. Their approval meant something different to him and that is fine. She accepts that. But she doesn't know how her love for him wasn't enough to keep him at least trying to be safe. At least trying to just exist. She wants to know why her love for him wasn't enough for him to consider her feelings. She wants to know why love just wasn't enough. It should have been but it wasn't. It was always enough for her to not give up even when she wanted to. So, why the fuck wasn't it enough for him?

"I know you can't believe that. It's always been you and him." Gar shakes his head. "He's going through some shit. I don't think that's what it was. You said it was his partner and the drug. We just have to get him off it and away from them."

"Yeah, but..." Sam's bottom lip starts to quiver. "But why wasn't me loving him enough?" Her words break and tears leak from her eyes like a warm down faucet. Steady drops of broken. "Why wasn't my love for him enough?" Sam pauses as she takes a deep breath. "He did all of this!" Sam throws her hands out. "Without me. Without ever telling me shit and we were supposed to be a fucking team. Me loving him isn't fucking enough and it wasn't enough for him to fucking stay alive or say goodbye or come home when he had the chance."

Gar hangs his head and he wishes he had an answer but he doesn't. "I don't know but Jason has always been Jason." Gar's voice is quiet. "Maybe it was enough for him but he has more going on. I think you know why it wasn't enough but you don't want to admit it." Gar snips slightly. "You always knew whatever he was thinking and he did with you. That's why you know how to get him back!" Gar protests. "It's why Dick hasn't been fighting you and why Kory hasn't. We know that you can get him back and it sucks that you have to deal with it. But, it's Jason." Gart shakes his head. "We just have to get him away from his partner and the drug. We can get him back."

Sam looks back to the suit because she knows he's right. It's not fair to stand her and point a finger saying he doesn't love her enough. She knows it's ridiculous but she's hurt and she wants the blame off of her own shoulders. But, deep down she already thinks she knows why it feels the way it does.

Things get good and it's a lot easier to run away from them and hurt them first before they ever have the chance to hurt you. Maybe that is what it boils down to. Jason got traumatized and doesn't know how to handle his problems. Bruce made him feel like Robin was the only thing he'd ever be good at and he was nothing without that mantle. So, it gets taken away and Jason's back to being that kid on the streets with nothing with a list of people who throw in the towel when things get a little too hard. Maybe he did it to protect Sam sure, but maybe it was also easier keeping her in the dark so she'd leave if she were going to anyway. He did what he always does. This time though, it's more than pushing one person away. It was desperation to be better, to heal his own mental illness by taking a shortcut and sacrificing pieces of himself. It's not about her, she was just collateral damage and she knows that. And she isn't sure that makes it any better.

"I have been trying desperately to get through to him and it doesn't fucking work. He's stubborn as all fucking hell and he's really digging his feet in and I think he's doing on purpose. Jason Todd was always really good at self-destruction so maybe we fucking let him. Maybe we just let him blow himself up and see where that gets him. Maybe he needs to hit fucking rock bottom where his partner turns on him. Maybe he needs it. If me begging him and fighting him isn't enough, then he's on his own. I can't bail him out of this one."

"I don't want you to regret it though." Gar shakes his head. "And I don't want to lose him. Just yesterday you were the one that said you were scared to tell Dick in case it got him killed." Gar nearly pleads with her.

"I know but I am also worried that he's going to pick you guys off one by one. And..." Sam shakes her head. "That's not fair to you guys. I am scared he's going to get himself killed but I can't just...watch him do this shit and not do anything. We're supposed to protect people." Sam urges. "We are supposed to protect people and right now, the Titans are the ones who need to be protected from him. Jason needs help, too but I don't know what else to do unless you have a better idea. You know Dick doesn't want him dead."

"It sucks, okay? All of this sucks!" Gar yells. "Losing Hank, Rachel is off trying to bring Donna back and I don't even know if she can do that, Donna is dead. Dawn is leaving forever. Jason is losing his mind and now you're giving up! This sucks! We're supposed to be a team and we're supposed to help each other. But, now Jason is killing Hank and everyone else wants to go after Jason. And now you want to help! I don't want to lose more of you guys. You guys are the only family I have." Gar's voice grows defeated and he didn't think being a Titan would look like this.

Sam pauses for a few seconds and Gar never yells. "You know I wouldn't do anything involving Jason without thinking it through. Dick will know what to do and I'll make him promise not to kill him. We go after Jason to get to his partner. We get the partner and we get Jason. I have a plan."

"You do?" Gar asks cautiously, unsure if Sam is just saying it to make him feel better.

"Of course, I do." Sam huffs. "I didn't sleep. I was thinking. Dick is not going to like my plan and neither are you. But I have a plan. you guys are my only family, plus Molly, I get it. Fuck Hank, ya know? But he was one of the Titans." Sam shakes her head. "I give up on bailing him out of this shit but I'm not giving up on trying to help." Sam sucks in a breath. "He wouldn't if it were me."

"Yeah, true." Gar nods softly. "So, you're just...going to tell Dick about the drug and his partner?" Gar asks.

"Yep." Sam nods. "That is going to be a fun conversation."Sam rolls her eyes. "Wonder if he'll lecture me then or later about the drug." Sam offers a soft smile to Gar who just glares. "Yeah, yeah, yeah I know. It was dumb." Sam mocks. 

"Yeah, seriously, please don't go do that again." Gar states softly.

"Of course, not. We see where that leads us." Sam wides her eyes, looking back to the suit. 

"Right." Gar nods slowly before taking in a deep breath. "I'm...I'm gonna make a pizza, do you wanna help?" Gar asks.

"Uh, I'm okay. I'm just gonna wait for Dick to get back. Rip the band-aid off type of deal."

Gar nods softly. "Let me know how it goes." Gar smiles softly before he heads out of the Batcave.

Sam sits on the front steps of the manor, waiting for Dick to get home from taking Dawn to the airport. She runs through a whole speech to give to Dick. There is still that fear that if she tells Dick about Crane, maybe Crane will snap and think Jason turned on him and he'll have him killed. Crane is completely insane and that could happen. But, Sam knows it's the right thing to do anyway. It might feel like a betrayal and it is. But, she has to do it. She just hopes that when Jason finds out she went to Dick, one day he'll understand. Maybe when he's sober he'll understand. Jason can be really understanding and forgiving. She begs he'll understand one day.

The black car pulls right up to the manor and Dick spots Sam as she straightens her posture. He shuts the car off and sucks in a deep breath. Sam sitting on the front steps, seemingly waiting for him, seems like it's going to be bad news. Anytime Sam wants to talk to him, it's usually something not good. Dick lets out a sigh, hanging his head for a second before pulling the keys from the ignition and exiting the vehicle. He walks up to the front steps, looking down at Sam who offers him a nervous grin.

"Hey." Sam states cautiously.

"What's going on?" Dick asks.

Sam clears her throat as she gets to her feet, still standing a few inches shorter than him from the steps. "If I tell you who Jason is working with and what the drug does....can you promise me something?" Sam asks as Dick's eyes widen slightly.

Of all people, he didn't ever really expect her to come clean with anything.

"What is it?" Dick asks.

"Um...can you promise you won't kill him and that Kory and Conner won't either?" Sam asks as she tugs her sleeves over her hands. "I know, okay? I know what he just did was fucking fucked, okay? I know. But...it's not...it's not really all him and I just...he's your brother and you took me in. And I...I don't..." Sam shakes her head. "I can't lose him again, okay? So, you gotta promise you guys won't kill him and that we'll do everything in the world to make sure this shit doesn't get him killed again, okay? That's the only way I can tell you anything."

"I don't want to kill him." Dick's words are stern. "He just killed Hank." Dick pauses and he sees Sam's eyes water and her weight shift between her feet. Jason was Dick's responsibility and some of this is still on Dick. "Okay." Dick nods. "I won't kill him and I'll talk to Kory."

That's all Sam needed to start talking. All she needed was the confirmation that they're going to make sure Jason doesn't die again. Jason still deserves a chance here. Everything is a mess and he's really messed up big time but that doesn't mean he shouldn't get a chance at something better. And at the end of it all, Sam still thinks Jason deserves his chance at being happy and safe and healthy. He just needs to get through this shit.

"Okay." Sam says hesitantly. "Um...so, you know Jason likes to play games." Sam states. "Well, the formula, the reason you didn't know what it was, it was coded. It was just a game. I think he expected you to find it." Sam explains. "But, then you gave it to me and I brought to a friend of mine who's a genius and he helped me crack it."

"He coded the damn formula and you figured it out?" Dick questions.

"Yes, he did and no, Tim did which by the way," Sam laughs softly. "Good luck with that one. He knows you're Nightwing, Robin 1.0. Jason was Robin 2.0. I'm Bluejay and Bruce is Batman. I denied it but he's got research on all of us and the Titans. He knows. So, good luck with that, dumbass."

Dick blinks at her for a second. He was so careful, how could someone figure out who he is? Bruce was even more careful than he was. No one has ever figured it out and now Sam suddenly knows someone who knows? How did that even happen? Dick really does not have time for this.

"What? How does he know?" Dick almost demands.

"Yeah, uh, you can perform a trapeze trick that only you and your dad could perform. Nightwing also performs that same trick. Like I said, figure out you're Robin and the other pieces just come together." Sam shrugs. "Which is how he figured the rest of us out. So, good job. I denied it of course but let me tell you, he's a genius and he definitely isn't going to let it rest. We used to guess who Robin and Batman were. He had theories and so did I. So, good luck dealing with that."

"Great." Dick scoffs. Dick can't help but think coming back to Gotham might have been a little bit of a bad idea. How he is stuck dealing with all of this at the same time? Can't he just catch a break? "Continue."

"Right, so he cracked it for me and it's fear. So, naturally, I go to his lab and make the drug and I take it."

Dick lets out a sigh as he looks to the ground. "I can't believe you went and made and then took Jason's drug. What if it were a setup?" Dick places a hand on his hip and Sam almost laughs.

"Yeah, yeah, yeah, don't do drugs and that's bad science. Lecture me later. That's not the point of this." Sam scrunches her nose. "Well, I didn't feel scared or paranoid or worried. I didn't feel much of anything besides anger. That was still there. So, Jason made a drug that cures fear."

Dick watches her carefully and he only knows one person that could make a drug that could cure fear. "You've got to be kidding me." Dick holds the bridge of his nose. "Jonathan Crane." Dick scoffs. "He's working with Jonathan Crane?" Dick nearly starts yelling.

"Yep." Sam rolls her eyes. "So I confronted him. That's when I found Hank and I yelled at him and questioned why he'd work with Crane. He said Crane helped him and made him better, that Crane actually cares about him unlike you, Bruce, and me. So, he's been working with Crane and making an anti-fear drug and Crane is manipulating him and doing a damn good job." Sam explains. "He was high the day he went after the Joker. It's what got him killed. I think Crane probably planned for it. Expected Jason to die that night and the only one not in the loop was Jason."

"So, Crane could use the excuse of  him bringing Jason back." Dick finishes. "Why would Jason go to Crane in the first place?" Dick asks and for the life of him, he can't figure out what would lead Jason to Crane.

Jason has always been troubled and had his issues but this just seems crazy. Jason knows the risks of Jonathan Crane, Dick does. At least Jason going after the Joker finally makes sense. Dick knows Jason wasn't that reckless but working with Crane?

"He was freezing on patrol. Getting hurt all the time. Nightmares, shaking hands. His leg pain was still there. Bruce took Robin away. Dick, it was bad for him. Like...really fucking bad. I guess he was desperate enough. I had no idea he was doing this shit. I was ready to call you and come back, with him."

Dick pauses for a few seconds as he starts to think and he knows why Crane has been so helpful now. It's to put the entire target on Jason and keep Crane out of the limelight until the time is right. It's how Crane always functioned and Jason and Dick fell right into the trap.

"Okay, so, why did he target Hank and not you? You know. You took his drug. Crane is going want to seclude him from everyone that cares about him. That's not Hank, that's you." Dick points out and he's also trying to make sure Sam is really coming clean. At the end of the day, she's been the one on Jason's side and it's hard for Dick to believe she's just turning over a new leaf over Hank Hall.

"Oh, have no fear, Dickolas, thought of that, too." Sam states. "Hank was enough to set the Titans off. Piss everyone off and target Jason entirely, leaves Crane out of it. As for me, though, I think Jason still has a line and I'm the line. I threw the first punch yesterday, not him. We both know if Jason didn't pull his punches, I'd have more than a few bruises. But, I think Crane is trying to turn him against me, too. Like you said, seclude him."

"What did he say?" Dick asks.

"Um...that I liked him better before? That Crane was right about me. Whatever the fuck that means. He also said I was using him?" Sam rolls her eyes. "I think Crane is trying but there's a part of Jason that knows it's bullshit."

"Right, okay." Dick nods. "So, how does the drug work? If he can refrain from hurting you, couldn't he refrain from killing Hank?"

"I don't think it works like that. He asked me if I wanted to help and I almost did because I was already mad at Hank. I would never do that otherwise. It's like the only thing you want to do is hurt someone else because it's thrilling. You don't feel much of anything but anger when something sets you off. And it can be something small that sends you into a rage, it did for me. I'm thinking it works the same for Jason. I didn't care that I was hurting him or that we were fighting. I didn't care. I didn't even care that he was gonna kill Hank. But, I still didn't want to hurt him. There was something that still kept me from actually physically hurting him. I could have but I didn't. I think he has some restraint but I think if Crane picks at those parts of him, he'll crack."

"It's the exact opposite of the fear gas while still letting Crane reap the benefits." Dick lets out a scoff, almost mad at himself he didn't figure it out sooner. "Jason said Crane was right about you." Dick states. "Did Jason tell him about all of us?"

"I don't know. We didn't really talk about it but I'm guessing he did. I'm not sure what else he would mean by Crane being right about us."

"That's why Crane is helping him. Jason gets the cure to fear and Crane gets information on all of us and Bruce." Dick shakes his head. "It's a mutual benefit." Dick scoffs and he's growing more mad at Jason for going to Crane in the first place. If Jason wanted to fuck up his life, that's on him but now he's dragged everyone else down with him. And for what?

"Yep." Sam nods her head. "Look, Crane is gonna lose it eventually, it's what he does. We gotta get to Jason before that happens. I don't know how to do that alone. It's one of the reasons I'm telling you."

"I'm guessing you have an idea though."

"Well, if we break into Arkham and kill Crane..."

"No." Dick states. "We're not going to kill him."

"But, literally all of our problems would be solved if you let me do it." Sam nods. "Like, ya know, in and out. Boom, dead. Jason comes back home. It's a win."

"We're not killing people, Sam." Dick states. "Besides, we'll need Jason first. If he's as far gone as it sounds, he'll think we're doing it to spite him and then what? We need to know what Crane has planned. The last time Crane was up to something, he had the entire system rigged with his fear gas. If you go and kill him before we know the plan, he could release the new drug and then what happens?"

Sam narrows her eyes but nods. "Yeah, that's true. I didn't think of that. So, what do we do then?" 

"Well, I'll need to get to Crane." Dick states.

"We." Sam corrects him as she crosses her arms. "You're not gonna do this alone. It involves Jason so you involve me. If not, any new information I get, I keep to myself."

Dick doesn't want her involved. None of this should even be the Titans business. This should remain between him and Jason. Based on everything Crane has already told Dick, putting this on Jason, it does seem as though Dick is supposed to be Jason's target somewhere down the line. It's supposed to be between them. But, Sam has lodged herself in the middle of it and he remembers San Francisco.

"Fine, but you do what I say." Dick warns.

"Deal." Sam mocks him with wide eyes.

Just then Dick gets a phone call from Babs.

 Apparently, there was a targeted attack on Crane last night in Arkham by Red Hood. For his own safety, he's being transferred today to Blackgate. And Dick thinks they don't have to break him out. He'll already be accessible.

"Go get your suit. I have a plan." Dick states as he turns back towards the car.

"Uh...yeah, okay?" Sam questions quickly before she spins around and darts into the manor before Dick can change his mind.

Dick and Sam head off to Arkham Asylum as they wait for Crane to be transferred. On the way, Dick clued Sam in on what was going on and what Babs told him. Dick's new plan is actually to kidnap Crane and hold him hostage. They're going to lure Jason out to the cabin where some of their Robin training took place. It's secluded, away from everyone else who could get hurt and Jason will know exactly where to go. Dick knows those woods like the back of his hand. It's an even playing field for the two of them. And Sam is thrilled.

She has yet to meet Crane face to face but she already hates him. She hates what he did to the city even if she admires the creativity of a fear gas. But, he's insane and she's got a real problem with anyone who turns other innocent people into monsters, especially by using their own pain against them. It's exactly what he's been doing to Jason. Holding Crane hostage, might be fun for her. And at the end of this, maybe it'll work and they'll get Jason back. But, she's trying not to bank on that. The plans don't always seem to go as planned.

The two of them watch as the guards bring out Crane and that's when Dick gives her the all-clear. The two of them head off towards the transport van, sneaking around pillars and other cars to remain undetected. Dick is the first to make the move and grab the guard near the driver's side of the van. Sam then goes after the one coming from the back of them. Dick and Sam both knock the two men unconscious and leave them on the ground before heading to the back of the van.

Dick takes down the last guard before he opens the back of the van to reveal Jonathan Crane looking somewhere between confused and worried. Sam's fists ball at her sides as her teeth grit and he's definitely made his way to the top of her list.

"Let's go." Dick states turning around and walking away.

Sam glares at him for a few more seconds and she debates for just a split second on shooting acid at him or throwing a knife. One swift move and it'd be over for him. It would be over for Jason. But Dick is right. If he has something planned to poison the city, they need to know. So, she rolls her eyes and turns around, following Dick to the car while Crane scurries out of the van to follow the two of them. 

Dick opens the passenger door for Crane while Sam gets in the back. Crane offers Sam a displeased smile as she grimaces at him. Dick gets back in the car, sending Sam a quick but warning glance before he starts the car again.

The drive is quiet at first, Dicka and Sam wanting to not say a word to Crane or each other with him in the car. Instead, Dick focuses on just getting them to the cabin and how he'll handle the aftermath of everything. Sam, on the other hand, thinks about how mad Jason is going to be when he finds out she's here. It's going to be another problem to sort out but he'll understand later because he has to. And she focuses all of her anger and worry on Crane. The hit was on purpose so Jason could break him out which means some part of their plan is coming together and Sam focuses her anger on that. It's a lot easier to be angry with Crane than worry about Jason and how this plan could go south.

After awhile though, apparently, Crane gets tired of the quiet.

"I'm an Alfa man myself. Those Italians, those lines, that flair...the sprezzatura. It's a term. It means the art of making something complicated look easy. Like that trail of bodies you guys left back there. You didn't even break a sweat, did you? Like old pros. See, now that is sprezzatura." Crane states with ease but he pauses for a second, looking over to Dick and spotting a gun. "Look, I don't need to worry about that piece you nicked from the B.O.P. back there, do I? I mean you wouldn't shoot a bound and defenseless man now, would you?"

"Depends." Dick keeps his eyes on the road, offering Crane no emotion.

"I would." Sam states with enthusiasm from the backseat.

Crane looks back at her with a slight scowl. "That is not very nice."

"I'm not nice." Sam quips with a chortle.

"So, just bad cop and bad cop, huh?" Crane asks but all he gets is a shrug and an eyebrow raise from Sam. "Are you his little sidekick?"

"No." Sam scoffs. "Shut the fuck up before I make you."

Dick glances in the mirror, giving Sam another warning look. Sam mocks the look right back.

"She is a feisty one, isn't she?" Crane looks at Dick.

"Shut up." Dick groans.

Jason saw Sam with Dick as they left Arkham. That little voice is the back of head that Crane has triggered gets a little bit louder. Of all people, Sam is going to work with Dick. He's told her to stay out of it but she won't. She knows Jason is going to go after Dick and yet here she is, kidnapping his new mentor who actually cares about him with Dick. With his older brother. The original Robin. That's when Jason is piecing together maybe Sam has ditched her loyalty to him and moved with the Titans. She swore she wouldn't and he is ready to explode.

Jason: teaming up with Dick now?

He doesn't know why he texts it. He doesn't know exactly why he's going to bother because she'll lie to him anyway. She always swore she wouldn't but he knows if she is working with him, she'll lie to him. But, there's something inside of him that has to ask her anyway. He wants to know why. Sam hated Hank, too. And in that moment of being high, she understood it. That can't be the only reason she'd suddenly be on Dick's side. She's never on his side.

Sam: no.

Jason nearly groans out loud with the simple response.

Jason: why are you with him then? kidnapping crane?

Sam: involves you, Dick is pissed about Hank just making sure you don't kill each other

Jason doesn't buy it. It is never as simple as making sure people get along with Sam. That was always Gar's job. If it were about making sure they don't kill each other, they'd have Gar. That's not it. Jason is starting to wonder if she's just going after Crane. Maybe Crane is Sam's target and Jason is Dick's. Maybe they're in this together. They have to be.

Sam: maybe I want a shot Crane

Jason grins softly at his phone as he looks up the gloomy sky above Gotham. Jason isn't going to let her kill Crane and he's betting Dick won't either. Dick is smarter than that and he'll know there's a bigger plan and Crane won't give it up. But, he finds it amusing because maybe that is just her motive. It is a very Sam motive to have in order to tag along.

Jason: you won't kill him

Sam: lol that a bet?

Jason: I'm serious

Sam: So am I

Jason: be careful

Sam: you be careful

Jason: this is between us not you
Jason: if you're there for Crane leave dick to me

He says it on purpose. Fine, if she wants her shot at Crane, she can take it. Jason knows she won't do it. She didn't get to kill the Joker and she thinks Crane is bad for Jason and he's turning Jason into something he's not. Jason firmly believes she'd offer Jason the shot instead of making it herself. So, he says it on purpose just to see if she'll actually go after Crane or if she'll go against Jason and protect Dick. He says it just to see which side she's really on. If she protects Dick, he has his answer and Crane is right.

Sam: involves you so it does involve me and yeah that wasn't convincing. Don't kill him that's tragic just like I said in San Fran two Robins fighting 

Jason: stay out of it

Sam: don't fucking shoot me

Jason: how do you know I'll show up?

Sam: revenge on Dick, we have Crane, I'm here, you can't resist a good challenge

Jason: lol yeah

Sam puts her phone back in her pocket and keeps her conversation between them, just that. Crane doesn't need to know he texted her. That might be bad. But, she already has a feeling what Jason is doing. Ever since he came back, it's been about what side she's on. He's making her choose and while she's here with Dick, she's just trying to do what's in Jason's best interest. Despite her conversation with Gar, she isn't giving up. She isn't completely picking sides. If this blows up and Jason gets away, she can always keep to the story that she was just there to make sure they didn't kill each other. What Jason doesn't know, can't hurt him.

The speakers start ringing through the car as Dick glances to the screen. Dick's lets out a sigh before he tabs the answer button on the screen.

"Hello?" Dick states.

"Where are you, Dick?" Barbara asks.

"Change of plans." Dick states and Sam wants to know how he's able to remain so emotionless.

"Bring Crane back." Barbara demands.

"I will." Dick states casually.

"I'd get that in writing if I were you." Crane states.

"Shut up!" Sam groans.

"You brought Sam with you, seriously? And is that him listening?"

"I volunteered." Sam chimes.

"Yo, Babs." Crane chimes back.

"Jesus, Dick. I need Crane back here right now."

Dick looks to Crane and he's definitely not bringing Crane back. "Gotta go." Dick states before he hangs up, earning a snort from Sam.

"She's gonna kill you." Sam chuckles.

"I overheard the police talking about what happened...to that Hawk fellow." Crane states.

Dick scrunches his face, taking a harsh turn around a corner, Sam grabbing the Oh Shit handle from the back.

"Red Hood is a monster. We've both got proof of that now. But I can still help you. You know, just let me know what I can do."

"You can shut up." Dick states. "Enjoy the sprezzatura."

Sam smiles widely from the back seat. She likes this version of Dick. It's more fun.

After a while longer in the car, they finally start to pull into the woods. Sam adjusts herself to look out of the window as Dick drives. They're driving through a clearing but it is surrounded by trees and overgrown grass. Sometimes, she forgets the insanity Bruce put Jason and Dick through in order to let them be Robin but as she watches the trees grow thicker the further Dick drives, she remembers. Jason didn't talk much about the cabin. the most he said was that it was brutal. Maybe a part of Sam doesn't want to know what he went through.

Dick finally stops the car outside of a chain that's chained to two posts, blocking off the rest of the path.

"Let me go." Crane states.

"Not gonna happen." Dick says.

Dick gets out of the car, leaving Crane and Sam. Dick unlocks the chain while Crane decides he's going to try and make a run for it. He glances back to Sam before quickly unlocking the door and bolting out of the car as quickly as he can with his hands still cuffed in front of him. Sam starts laughing as she gets out of the back of the car, resting her arm on the open door.

"Oh, so he's stupid, stupid?" Sam cackles as she looks over to Dick.

"Guess so." Dick chuckles, jerking his head toward the woods. "Bruce has the place rigged. He has to know that." Dick says, amusement in his voice as they start walking in the direction Crane ran.

"Yeah, that's what Jason said." Sam laughs softly. "Part of your training was to avoid them." Sam mocks softly as they hear Crane yell from a few yards ahead of them. "So, Crane failed."

"Jason told you about this place?"

"Just that and that it was brutal. He told me about the other stuff, not really this." Sam sucks in a breath, watching the leaves crunch beneath her shoes. 

The two of them find Crane strung up in a net in the trees. Dick sticks his hands in his pockets looking only mildly amused while Sam is on the verge of bursting into a fit of laughter. If it were up to her, they'd just leave him there and let the birds of prey get to him. A slow and painful death sounds perfect for him.

"You're supposed to be smart but you didn't think there would be a trap?" Sam questions as she looks up to Crane who just glares down at her.

"Are you done now?" Dick asks, looking up to Crane.

Crane scowls at them. Dick goes to cut him down and offers no warning before Crane falls right to the ground. Sam starts laughing as she watches Crane groan from the ground.

"I find that funny." Sam beams down at him.

"You're not pleasant." Crane glares back at her.

"I know." Sam shrugs cheerfully. "Neither are you." Sam widens her eyes to mock him.

"Get up." Dick grabs Crane by the arm, dragging him to his feet. "Are you having fun?" Dick asks Sam.

"Yes, yes I am." Sam basically skips as they start walking.

"Ah, is this where you carve up your victims?" Crane asks after a few minutes of walking, Dick pushing him from the back.

"Just keep walking." Dick states.

"Dick wouldn't make a good Leatherface. He's too nice." Sam grins wildly back at Crane before she gains a pep in her step. She doesn't see it but Dick almost grins.

The three of them get to the cabin and Dick plops Crane in a chair at the table before he chains him to the table. Sam takes a seat at a chair to the left of Crane, mostly so he's in hitting distance in case he tries something again.

"It's not what you think it is." Crane warns. "Look, I had nothing to with what happened to your friend. What's his name, Hawk?"

"You don't get to talk about him." Dick threatens.

"It was Red Hood who did it. The kid's a monster."

Sam grits her teeth as Crane speaks. Jason isn't a fucking monster. He was never a monster. He was never a poison. He was never bad. He was always just a victim of everything around him and she's sick of people making him out to be this horrible, no good, and irredeemable person because that is not Jason Todd. And it shouldn't ever be.

"Bullshit! You were the one that made Jason into a monster." Dick yells back and a part of Sam almost lets out a breath of relief because finally, someone else sees it. "The attack at Arkham was a phony. It wasn't a hit. It was just an excuse to get your ass out of Blackgate. Red Hood's your protege. And I know he's coming here to save you."

"You may be overestimating him."

"He'll come. He knows this place." Dick states. "Bruce took him here, too. It's where he trained us." Dick says before he opens one of the cabinets, revealing monitors with feeds to cameras around the property. "We'll see him coming a mile away."

It's as if every time Sam finds something more about Bruce, the more she thinks he's insane. She's pretty sure he didn't really need that many monitors or need to throw kids into the woods to train them.

"So, why would he walk into a trap?" Crane asks.

"Because he can't help himself. Because you made him feel invincible. Because I brought Sam." Dick glances to Sam and she almost scoffs. She is only here because she has information and the ability to continue to get information.

"You think I changed him? Oh, buddy, no. I got news for you. That kid came to me broken, okay? All I did was rebuild him. And it was easy, too after what you did to him in SF. And that Titans business, what a twisted mind-fuck. I kind of wish I'd actually thought of that myself." Crane looks to Sam. "And you're using another kid. How did that work out last time?"

"He's not using me you fucking prick. He didn't want me to come." Sam grits her teeth at him. "Jason was never fucking broken."

That's the thing that even Jason never got. He was never broken. he wasn't damaged goods and he wasn't a poison. He was just Jason Todd and he had his problems but he wasn't broken. He was hurt and there is a very big difference between being broken and damaged and just being hurt. He never needed to be fixed.

"You didn't fucking fix him. He never needed to be fucking fixed. You just made him worse and then convinced him he was fixed." Sam bites back.

"Oh, is that right? Tell me, why didn't he come to you? He's better now, isn't he? He told me all about you." Crane taunts in a way that is almost effortless.

"No, he's not better and I'm willing to bet he didn't." Sam sucks in a breath, trying desperately not to let Crane win. But, she really was never good about maintaining her temper when it comes to people she loves.

"Acid generation, held captive, tortured. Dick found you. All that SF stuff, you were there. Right with him. You couldn't save him then."

Dick almost expects Sam to finally snap. Jason told Crane about her and that should have been his line to never cross. Sam has done everything in her power not to cross the line to loop Dick in and Dick actually wants to help. But then Sam just starts grinning because if that's all Crane knows then he doesn't know everything. Which means, Jason was always just trying to keep her at a distance from him. A part of him didn't trust Crane enough and Sam's hoping she cpeck at that like Crane's been doing to every other part of Jason.

"Yeah, all true." Sam nods her head. "But, you're wrong about him. And you're wrong about Dick, too." Sam deflects, trying not to give away Jason hiding something from him.

Dick takes his chance to get the conversation away from Sam. She shouldn't be bullied by Crane and she might snap if Crane continues. "It's not true. All that Titans business, it's not."

"Isn't it? Isn't that what you do to all the young people that you fail? Abandon them. Or kill them. How is that little witch girl, by the way?" Crane questions. "Or the mute boy. Oh." Crane scoffs. "You must be so sorry about all of that now."

Dick isn't going to play into Crane's hand, it's what he wants. "Time to eat." Dick tosses him an unopened can of food "Watch him. I'm gonna get some wood." Dick states as he puts on his coat and heads out.

Sam watches as Crane looks at the label and rolls his eyes. As far as she's concerned, he should be thankful Dick tossed him any type of food to begin with. She wouldn't be feeding him. But she admires Dick's ability to stay calm and not feed into Crane's bullshit.

On the way to Arkham to grab him, Dick gave her an entire run down of dos and don'ts. Her research into him is just what Bruce had but it's nothing compared to actually meeting him as he tries to get inside of everyone's heads. Dick made it clear that Crane would try to say anything to convince her to side with him. He warned her about him being charismatic and a master manipulator, even though that part was in Bruce's file. And while she is listening to him, she does wonder why Dick is so good at it or at least pretending to be good at it.

"So, whose side are you really on?" Crane asks. "I find it hard to believe you're really working with Dick here."

"I guess you'll find out, won't you? Or does it matter? I'm guessing you told Jason I wasn't on his side anyway." Sam leans back in her chair as she crosses her arms.

"Aren't you?" Crane asks. "You're here with him. Trying to use me to capture him. That does not sound like you're on his side." Crane raises his brows as if he's trying to seem innocent in his reasoning.

"I'm always on his side. You just like to manipulate people. Saving him from you is on his side. Me and Dick just have a mutual interest in the situation." Sam keeps her voice level, trying to mimic Dick.

"Do you think he'll believe you? He hasn't taken your side yet. Like I said, he's a monster." Crane offers a delicate shrug of his shoulder and it almost sets Sam off. And Crane knows it because calling Jason broken already did.

"He's not a monster. You are. People who are manipulated and drugged into doing monstrous things are not monsters. But good try." Sam quips back.

"Drugged?" Crane questions, acting confused and Sam knows she slipped.

How does Dick deal with him without giving anything away? But Sam is also good on her feet. She's always been good at thinking of lies and believable ones.

"Don't play dumb. That's how you got to him, right? Has to be. There's no other reason he'd be doing all of this. Jason gets tortured and ends up with PTSD. He dies, comes back, and works with you and now he's suddenly not having any PTSD symptoms. It's a drug, right? You said you fixed him." Sam shrugs her shoulders as Crane gains a cornered grin.

"You are confident, aren't you? Tell me, what do you think he'll do when he sees you here? Do you think he will really just walk away from it all? I have news for you, you're not that important to him." Crane sneers back as Sam is starting to get under his skin.

"I know." Sam states, letting herself hurt. If she doesn't sound hurt, he can go back and tell Jason she doesn't care. "But it's worth a shot anyway. And I want you to know, you are only alive right now because Dick is here. You're on my list."

"That's right. Bluejay, the hero turns killer. Sound familiar? You birds think you're above people like me but three of the four of you are killers now. Look how similar we are."

"Bruce killed a homicidal psychopathic sadist. I kill people who kill and hurt kids. You turned Jason into a killer. We are not the same."

"Are you making the rules for killing now? Oh, that's good. How's that working out for you? Do you think after this is over, Dick will let it slide? All the Titans? I think you'll be in a cell right next to mine."

"Nope. Nice try though. You can't manipulate me as much as you try." Sam offers him a sarcastic grin.

"How's this: your boyfriend came to me instead of you. He trusts me with his secrets more than you. He hasn't even looped you in or tried to get you on our side. He told me all about how you got together, too. He told me about your little friend Gar. The green fella. How you picked him over Jason. That's a cruel thing you did." Crane explains as Sam can feel her blood start to boil. "Honestly, he does deserve so much better than you just for that alone. You know, he hasn't mentioned you since. Looks like he means more to you than you do to him. Maybe he was the one using you." Crane shrugs his shoulders easily. 

It shouldn't bother her because Crane is just doing what he does. He's trying to get under her skin to get her to snap or side with him. He's trying to get her to reveal her weaknesses so he can use them against her. She knows. But, it's really difficult because even Crane saying it is confirmation to her. Sam knows Jason deserves better. It was always a thought she had the entire time. But, it was the fact Jason chose her anyway and she chose him. Now, they're here though where it feels more like Crane might have a point. Sam isn't going to give that away though.

Sam leans forward towards Crane. "Look, I need you to understand this: I am coming for you. You can say whatever you want about Jason and why he came to you and whatever you wanna think. But one thing is certain, you are not going to make it out of this alive, Crane. I made a promise the day he died. I was going to come for every single person that made Jason Todd feel like he was not good enough, that he had something to prove, that made him believe he were a monster. I'm coming for you. You're alive now because of Dick, that is it. But once Dick gets what he wants, I'm going to kill you. Your days are numbered." Sam huffs as she leans back in her seat.

"You won't do it." Crane taunts. "I matter to that boy of yours. You won't want him to leave you based on you not being able to control your killer instincts. I helped him with a cure. Do you think he'll forget that?"

"Then I'll live with the consequences. He'll understand one day and if I lose him, fine. But at least you can't fucking hurt him anymore."

"Like you have? It seems you've hurt him the most by not trusting him. I bet he's just devasted by you being here with Dick."

"Fuck you." Sam scoffs.

"Yeah, that's right. You pretend to talk a big game but I know who you really are. You only look out for yourself. I get it. I really do. You had no choice out there on the streets and with your abusive foster father. It's your defense mechanism. Killing me isn't for Jason, it's for you. You can claim you saved him from me, a way to get to him and control him, use him the way you always have. Whenever something goes wrong, you go to him, don't you? You used him for the manor and the money. The weapons."

Sam sucks in a breath and she thinks maybe Dick is just a better person than she is. He is, at the very least, more patient.

Sam gets up and takes a right hook right to Crane's face as Crane yells out. Sam leans down, putting her hands on her knees. "You don't know who the fuck I am. Stop pretending like you do. Everything I do is not for me."

Crane spits blood onto the floor. "Really? Because this whole conversation you haven't said a word on how you feel about our boy. It's been about what you're going to do."

"Do you think I'm stupid enough to tell you how I feel about Jason? Or any details about us? You'll use it against me and him and I'm not desperate. I'm not falling for it. You don't get to know a damn thing about us from me."

"I already do." Crane grins wildly. "And I know how to get him to turn on you. I really hoped maybe you would come around to our side but...Jason will figure it out. I'll make sure of that."

She shouldn't do it and she knows she shouldn't but Sam straightens her stance, pulls her fist back, and punches him in the face again.

"You are so annoying." Sam groans as she takes a step back just as the door opens.

Dick spots Crane hunched over in pain, spitting more blood onto the floor and Sam looking significantly more annoyed than when he left.

"Really?" Dick questions as he walks back in carrying firewood.

"If you didn't see that coming, that's on you, Dickolas." Sam sighs as she sits back down. "It was two punches, he's fine."

"I'm in pain!" Crane yells, gesturing with his cuffed hands.

"Oh, boo-hoo." Sam scrunches her face. "You're fine." Sam rolls her eyes as she leans back in her chair, crossing her arms.

Dick ignores the bickering as he gets the fire going. The room starts to fall silent but with Jonathan Crane around, the room can't remain quiet for very long. Apparently, Crane wants to try and work Dick again.

"So, what's your plan here?" Crane asks.

"I told you. Wait for Red Hood and take him out."

"No, I mean, I mean in Gotham. You stepping into Daddy's shoes? Now don't get me wrong, I mean, you know, we all want to please our parents. That's why I became a doctor. You see how well that worked out, right?" Crane chuckles softly.

"You actually think we're the same?" Dick asks as he takes off his coat.

"No, no, no. What I'm saying is that we all get stuck on this hamster wheel," Crane sighs. "Trying to live up to the expectations of others. We always think that it's gonna turn out...different but the outcome is somehow always the same."

"And is that what you told Jason?" Dick asks.

"No, I'm talking about you. You come back here and you wanna bathe Gotham in blood as if that's somehow a better outcome than anything that Batman ever did. Bruce was a psychopath. He was using fear to control everyone, including his sons. I mean, he did it to Jason and he did it to you. And you and Jason, you both use that fear. You wield it like a weapon, but it hurts people, right? It hurts people that you care about. Like Hawk. It's still Bruce's game. Isn't it? It always has been." Crane pauses as the room goes silent. "Is there something on your mind?"

Dick chuckles softly. "Fear is your friend."

"What's that?"

"Bruce used to say it." Dick states. "He said, 'Fear reveals your weakness...and it gives you the chance to make it your strength."

"Hmm." Crane hums. "And him being the man that is, he...needed to make sure that you were afraid, didn't he?"

"I was out here all alone once. Bruce made me go out into the forest by myself for the first time. I had no idea what was out there." Dick starts as he tells the story about being chased by a wolf and being terrified he was going to be eaten alive, Bruce nowhere to help him.

"You were just a boy and those were the lessons that he taught you." Crane lets out a sigh as he shakes his head. "It's not your fault. But you need to make sure that this doesn't happen to someone else. That it stops with you. Now you let Gotham take care of Gotham. The water will find its level. Stop trying to prove something here."

Before Dick can respond, the alarm starts going off about a perimeter break. Sam's heart sinks with the alarm. Jason really just can't help himself. He has to come and prove something. Maybe, just maybe, Crane might have a point about that, actually. Sam hates to even think that but...Jason just showed up to prove something. He went to Crane to prove to Bruce he was good enough. Crane might be an asshole but he is making a little bit of a point, actually.

"But, the thing about that is, I've already proved myself." Dick states. "That night when I was a kid...without Bruce." Dick finishes the story, saying he was the one that killed the wolf with all the gory details. "I shouldn't have been afraid of the wolf. The wolf should have been afraid of me. Now, let's get you all fixed up. Company's coming." Dick starts undoing Crane's chains as Sam sits with wide eyes.

Maybe everyone is a monster. Or capable of being one. Maybe everyone has a monster inside of them but it's about what they use the monster for that actually makes them monstrous or not. Dick had no choice, do or die.

Sam knows the wolf probably just wanted him out of its territory. Wolves have only attacked twice in North America since the early 1900s. Wolves aren't animals to typically fear. He didn't know any better but he was a monster that night to the the wolf. And Sam knows Dick isn't a monster. Not at his core. And she isn't either. And she knows Jason isn't. But they've done monstrous things out of self-preservation. Out of fear.

Maybe how people use that fear and those ideas is what makes them a monster. And if that's true, maybe most people can be saved. Maybe the monster just needs to know other ways to deal with the fear that fuels it.

Sam and Dick suit up once Crane is ready and they head out to the woods. The plan is to subdue Jason, not kill him and then bring him back. That's it. They'll have him detox from the drug at the manor where it's safe. It'll be a two-on-one fight. And Dick is still a better fighter than Jason. They should be able to do this. So, they head to the woods and they spot Jason down looking through the scope of a gun. 

Dick and Sam tread lightly, Sam staying further off to the side and behind Dick. She doesn't particularly want to fight Jason again if she doesn't have to, especially since she's sober. She knows she actually might be here more to make sure they don't kill each other and just in case. Which is fine with her. But, as the two of them start to close in on Jason, Crane cuts the lights and Dick steps on a twig making Jason spin around immediately, blocking Dick's first hit. 

Dick tackles Jason, sending the two of them down a small hill. Sam follows the two of them just in time to see them both get back to their feet. Dick gets his enigma sticks in hand while Jason pulls out two pistols. The two of them start throwing hits using their weapons but the second Jason starts actually firing his gun, Sam steps in.

She comes in from the side, taking a kick to Jason's arm which gives Dick the opportunity to hit Jason in the knee. The hit sends Jason to the ground as he kneels, looking up to Dick as Sam walks beside him.

"Wow, classic moves. You even fight like Bats, huh?" Jason quips.

"Let it rest, Jay." Sam states and she can't see it, but he's surprised she's here fighting him. With Dick. And he's pissed. He really hoped she would take her shot at Crane even though he knew she wouldn't. She's just on Dick's side, lying to him.

"Not a chance, babe." Jason states. "Thought you wanted your shot at Crane, huh?"

"Yeah, I do but you're the one shooting the gun so." Sam shrugs. "Not worth it." Sam shakes her head softly as Jason grits his teeth under his helmet.

"We'll see." Jason says before quickly taking another shot at Dick, just as Dick moves out of the way.

Sam kicks Jason just as Dick spins around and electrocutes Jason with his enigma stick. Jason falls back to the ground but only for a few seconds before he's back on his feet. He starts firing, trying to follow where Dick is going while Sam throws a knife, blade towards her at Jason's arm. It knocks his aim off just enough and Dick takes a shot with one of the enigma sticks. He uses it like a boomerang as it flies past Jason and hits his arm on the way back. 

The three of them continue to fight, Jason mostly trying to target Dick and only defending himself against Sam. But, it's two to one and Jason is growing more annoyed at the entire situation. Sam knows when he's going to fight back and Dick is flipping around. But, he's trying until Dick gets a good hit to his arm, knocking it useless for a few minutes.

Jason is hunched over, holding his arm against his torso while Sam and Dick stand in front of him. She never wanted him to get hurt here. None of them should be getting hurt, especially at the hands of each other.

"You told Crane everything?" Dick questions. "Everything!?" Dick yells. "This ends here."

"What did you think was gonna happen?" Jason straightens his stance. "After what you did to me. After what you let happen!"

"This isn't on me! You made your own choices."

Sam takes a step back and this is definitely their fight. Sam was always on Jason's side with what happened. But, it's been hashed out. It was talked through months ago. Whatever mind game Crane played for all of this to resurface is insane. But, Sam sucks in a breath because while the stuff that happened in San Francisco is Dicks' fault, the stuff that's happened here isn't. Not really. It's more Bruce's fault but Bruce is nowhere to be found so Sam figures Dick is just an easy target. Jason, clearly, doesn't see the irony in that one.

"Like you made yours? Come on, dude, you're just like the old man. A copy. Everything you do. Everything is because of him." Jason says as he throws something at Dick and shoots it sending off a flash bang.

Dick and Sam get blinded which gives Jason the oppurtunity to take several swings at Dick before he has him in a choke hold, Dick on his knees. Jason holds a gun to his head and for a second, he thinks he's finally won.

"But not for long."

After all of this torturous hell, he's won. This can be the endgame. He gets Dick and he gets to snuff out the person he thinks is responsible for all of his pain. That's what this was about. But, Sam comes back into view with the flashbang wearing off and she stands directly in front of Jason just a few feet away from him.

"Put the gun down, Jason." Sam grits her teeth.

"You on his side now?" Jason asks.

"Fuck." Sam groans. "No, but I fucking told you, you're not killing him." Sam seethes as she pulls out a knife. "Let him fucking go, Jason."

"You know what he did!" Jason yells.

"No, I know what he did then and you squashed that shit. The shit that happened here isn't on him. You wanna blame someone then blame me." Sam shrugs as she holds the knife steady and ready to be thrown in a split second.

The words catch Jason off guard. Crane has been telling him this whole time that she's the reason he suffered here. She's one of the reasons. If it weren't for her, it would have just been him getting to be Robin. She was good at it. Maybe Bruce saw her as a way to replace Jason. He never had any problems overcoming anything but Sam gets in the picture and he can't even sleep at night. It all came back to her and now she's standing in front of him taking the blame.

"So, you are with him then, right?" Jason asks and Dick can feel Jason's grip starting to loosen. "You're just like him. You got a suit and now you think you're another bat. Dick's right, this ends here."

"I am always with you." Sam urges. "But, if you wanna blame someone for the shit here, then it should be me and Bruce, not Dick. So, let him go. You know I won't miss."

"So, try it." Jason threatens, he knows she won't. Sam would never throw a knife directly at him in case she does miss or he moves or she hits Dick. She wouldn't take the risk with them involved.

"Gotham PD! Drop your weapons!" They hear from a helicopter above them.

The three of them look up to a spotlight on them. Dick takes the opportunity to grab Jason's arm, the gun firing as Dick grabs him. The gun fires directly at Sam but luckily, it misses as Sam dodges just in time thanks to throbbing in the front of her head. The boys don't notice as they continue their fight and at this point, Sam is fed up with the two of them. 

"You almost shot me!" Sam yells and for a second, the two of them freeze, looking at her. "I've had it with you two idiots." Sam lunges forward and joins the fight with the two of them.

The three of them end up fighting each other, Sam unsure of whose side she's on now. Dick pulled his arm so the gun would aim at her and Jason managed to pull the trigger in the struggle. It's ridiculous but as they fight each other, a shot goes off from above them and it comes down right in the middle of the chaos, sending Dick off to the left and Sam and Jason off to the right.

Jason is the first to his feet and he sees Sam struggling to breathe after having the wind knocked out of her. Despite it all, that voice that tells him to side with her, is louder than usual. Something about seeing her possibly hurt sends his head into a static panic. So, grabs her and starts pulling her into the woods and away from Dick. Sam groans and she can see Dick still on the ground. If he's not on his feet now but Jason is, Sam is starting to think he was the one shot in this mess. This whole thing went to shit real fucking quick.

"Let go of me!" Sam yells, wiggling out of his grasp.

Jason takes a step back, putting his hands up and away from her. "Are you okay?" Jason asks as he takes his helmet off.

Sam spins around on her butt, eyes wide in disbelief. "Seriously!?" Sam gets to her feet and rips off her mask. "No! I'm not okay! You two almost shot me. You killed Hank. This shit sucks! You're trying to kill Dick and you're thinking I'm turning on you, for fucks sake. What do I have to do to prove to you that I'm not everyone else!?"

It's wearing off, he can feel it off. The guilt is washing over him slowly and he hates this feeling. The withdrawal is starting to kick in and he wants to start ripping his hair out. Everything starts to hurt, slowly and steadily.

"Get out of here then." Jason turns around to walk away.

Sam runs up behind him and grabs him. He doesn't get to off so easily this time. "Get the fuck off of that drug for one fucking day and tell me Crane is on your damn side. I'm sick of this shit, Jason."

"So, stop following me." Jason turns to face her. 

"Come home." Sam grits her teeth and she knows it's a waste of breath but she tries anyway. After talking with Crane and seeing how easy it is to manipulate people, she is more afraid for him than she was before.

"I can't!" Panic seeps into his voice and he hates the way it sounds.

"Bullshit! Yes, you can!" Sam's voice starts to tremble as her nose scrunches.

He can't. He doesn't belong there. It was never home. They don't want him there. They don't get it. No one believes in him and they don't care about him. Crane has shown that he does. Crane has to be right about them. Jason can't afford for Crane to be wrong. He can't just go home. It doesn't work like that.

"No! Get out of here befor Crane finds us! Go!"

The wording catches Sam off guard. He is worried what Crane will think if they're together. Crane said Jason hasn't mentioned her once and Sam didn't think too much of it, assuming it was because Jason just had his sight set on whatever the hell Crane wanted him to do. But, maybe Jason just left her name out of it the same way Sam just did. To protect each other. She needs to find a way to work with that. Jason knows, deep down, something is off and she has to get through to that part of him but she doesn't know how. For the first time since meeting him, she doesn't know what will work with him.

"Jay," Sam pleads with him. "He's not on your side. He is using you! Just like Bruce did. Please, come with me." Sam reaches for his hand but Jason pulls it away. "Please."

He shakes his head. It's not worn off nearly enough for that to work. It has worn enough though for him to feel for her. "I'm sorry." Jason puts his free hand on her shoulder, searching her face but all he sees is the water brimming in her eyes. "I'm sorry I almost shot you. But, go. Get out of here." His voice is stern but there's a slight quiver to his words.

Sam shakes her head softly as her heart breaks and she wonders how much more her heart can take before it finally just gives up. "Watch your back, Jay." Sam states softly, lacking any and all venom that should come with those words. "With Crane. I got the Titans, okay? If you have ever trusted me at all, watch your back, please."

"What do you mean you have the Titans?" Jason asks, his brows furrowing as he drops his hand.

"I got them covered, don't worry about them. Worry about Crane." Sam nods her head softly as she places her hand on his cheek. "Seriously, Jay, be careful." Sam nods once before she slides her hand from his face and turns around, making her way through the trees and back to where Dick was.

Jason watches her leave and he can't help but wonder what the hell she means by watching himself with Crane. Of course, he knows she doesn't trust him. Sam wouldn't trust anyone like Crane, it's one of the reasons Jason never looped her in before he died. But, this feels different and he doesn't know why. Crane wouldn't tell her anything but she seems genuinely worried and maybe Jason should be questioning Crane a little more. He hasn't told Jason the entire plan yet anyway.

Sam gets back to the clearing but Dick is nowhere to be found. She lets out a sigh of relief figuring Dick must be okay if he's not here. So, she starts her walk back to the cabin. When she gets back, she finds Dick standing in the doorway, holding his shoulder.

"You okay?" Sam asks from behind him.

Dick turns around quickly and for a second, he was worried they took her. Sam is the one who says she has a habit of being kidnapped. It was that or maybe she did side with them in the end. But, here she is looking absolutely defeated.

"Yeah, you?"

"You're bleeding." Sam states as she points to the blood leaking around his hand holding his shoulder.

"It's nothing. Are you okay?" Dick questions again.

"Yeah, I'm fine. You two morons missed me." Sam quips back as she rolls her eyes. "You got shot though so that's a problem."

"It's fine." Dick states and suddenly Sam knows where Jason gets it from. They aren't even blood related and it's always 'it's fine' and 'I'm fine'. "Crane is gone so we need to get back."

"Good luck explaining that to Babs." Sam sucks in a breath, pushing past Dick to grab her things from the cabin. "Sorry." Sam offers a yikes look based on the scowl she's receiving from Dick.

"Come on, let's go." Dick nods his head towards the door before the two of them head back to the car to get back to the manor.

As they head back to the manor, Sam is stuck hoping against everything in her that tonight was enough for Jason. It has to be enough to convince him. It has to.