i put the bull in incredible

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  don't you ever think what if maybe the wish you made came true but for someone else instead? it happens. we're where your wishes go when they fall short of granted. be careful what you wish for. we're what you could have. we're your lost chances. the bet you should have made. last bet best chances, last chance bet best. lights on all eyes off. sharing the stage and hogging the spotlight. the curtain call is long distance. i hope when my arm is around them you're feeling it too, cause we're where you could be. anyone with a wallet will due. "i'm only human" means "look ma no brains." keep kisses pressed on prom night virgin ears. sometimes i can't feel anything but failure. you don't know any better.

we're how the west was one. the filthy liar. the underhanded sneak. the disaster. the huge egotist. the traitor. the crook. the never seen/scene kid. the breakdown. the voice of reason and the bearer of bad news. these are my best friends. so elegently, so consequently. you wearing my heart on your sleeve just to fashion with the change. suffered death by my own(ed) hands. tie my thoughts together cause they're all about you. my throat can't hold a note but neither can your heart. and my tongue is in (k)nots. my arms around you but am i holding you close or holding you back? i know you. you know this. we're as different as the waves of the current. drowning but i'm holding on. waving a tainted white flag. open medicine cabnets and empty prescription bottles with a few pills left hiding behind the toilet speak louder than words.  

  haha uh. swoon. but who would wanna marry me? pretty much i think i'd be a crappy husband, i mean for real i can't cook, i'm on tour all the time, i'm messy, and like, i'd leave the kids at the park and go home with their friends. gah. i dunno. i'm totally flattered though and i gotta admit i have no clue who would say that. so thank you. it made me smile and feel special. whoever it was i hope it wasn't [a deleted account] since she deleted. what a waste that'd be haha. then again if i made a proposal to me i'd wanna delete too. eep. i just really wonder who it was.

finally, our next album we start on in like june after black clouds and underdogs tour and the overseas dates are done, and we're only hoping to have like maybe my chemical romance and taking back sunday on it, but you know no guarentees. just ideas i have that are probably deadend. but it'd just be awesome because we love those bands and it'd be great to get to work with them. i know the chances of that happening are pretty slim.

xo, fancy kid

ps- awwwwz. look at the time i started this. 143. how sickeningly cute right? blah.