oh you've really made a mess this time

~

  she says not to worry so much about the internet as she's checking to see if she has any new voicemails.
this is one of her cute quirks and if you'll lucky you'll see them all.
didn't start living til 4pm in her hallway.
no more worry about sirens or parents with mouths like one.
she answers the door even though she's got better things to do.
even though she was expecting you 20 hours ago.
and she answers the door in just a towel.
your jaw drops and you hope the towel follows it to the floor.
kinda want to see what i've been missing every day away.
times where she leaves her phone on but lets the ring be a background noise.
but only sometimes.
from outside her window i can see through all the doubt.
from inside it i can see what i can't live without.
the space in the closet she decorates with shoes she's only wore once.
the dresses hung above them that i could be jealous of.
yeah cause they get to be on her whenever she wants them to.
my heart won't be/beat the same without her if i keep this up.
the way she carries on with what she was doing before your rude arrival as if you're not even in the room can make your heart swell.
and then ultimately burst.
when you're used to people throwing themselves at you you kinda like the way she puts herself first.
but only kinda.
corner (of) your eyes or sparkle in them.
gotta improve my record so it stops repeating in your heart.
pull back the sheets stuck to nerve beginnings.
not mistakes.
not regrets.
just love.

to wrap your s around.

123...

xo.

edit: hey patrick someone is stealing your entries, haha, and made them into a . that myspace is fake, the pete it has added is fake- i wonder if it's stolen from me haha. actually patrick does have a real myspace and as always, i do not. i never usually point these things out but i found it kinda funny they stole from . so again, just as a reminder, don't be fooled.

edit 2: no one ever asked why my hand was in a bandage. let me answer anyway... my dick got tired of being beat all the time and fought back