i'm always teeter tottering between the end and starting over

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because by all means i mean you don't ever get to have both.

but yeah- thanks to everyone that has kept me added and kept commenting to this journal. i'm gonna try to keep it going but i think when my paid account runs out i'll stop and just leave it open. got a few more weeks left. i dunno. i stuck around for far longer than anyone thought i would but i can't keep this going forever when there is really no point other than i'll miss hearing from some of you. i don't know. tell me what i think.