just how the worst night gets even worse

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late night updates when noone is awake to get first comments. i think everyone should add jonjwalker and wish him a happy belated birthday- and also beckettwilliam is back around which makes me swoon. i missed that kid. he told me if i ever decide to actually drink to be online and drunk talking to him so he can laugh at me haha. i've been updating this since my blogspot was hacked. i'll say more later but jon and william are important enough for their own little update. i've got to try and live outside of the lines on paper- by the time the ink dries it's old news and something else is already in print. sometimes i think i'm in love with the things you tell me more than you. i know this goes both ways. she came to me when i was feeling like a zombie to remind me my grave isn't ready yet. the dirt isn't even dug and there's still time. we need another initial. ever wrote in a notebook and ripped out all the pages and started over on the next blank page and forgot about everything you tore up? i want that to be us.

xo