weirdest movie i saw ever was rose red. someone give me back those 4 hours of my life

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 my head hurts and i'm sorry if that's not allowed. i just tried to get out how i feel.

i miss hemmy.
i miss home.
i miss my mom.
i miss l.a.
i miss those quiet nights in.
i miss noone understanding who things i write are about.

but i've missed doing live shows too. i can't ever have everything i miss all at once.

this is my new life whether i like it or not. you can be a part of it if you don't expect too much from me.

ps- someone's sn here: i dont know why people like fallout boy..you guys completely took the spectacle out of rock...you shouldn't be able to say that your music is rock..real rock bands are bands like LED ZEPPELIN, AEROSMITH, THE BEATLES, THE DOORS, GRATEFUL DEAD, GUNSN ROSES, JIMI HENDRIX, LYNYRD SKYRYRD, CREAM, PINK FLOYD, THE RAMONES, ROLLING STONES, RUSH, THE WHO, ZZ TOP....just to name a few.....and now here's some modern bands you should be more like....WOLFMOTHER, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, JET, ARCTIC MONKEYS, AND DAVE MATTHEWS...i want you to know that there are more people who think you are ruining music than people that like you.

why are people like that even reading my journal?