when the income is better than the outcome..

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you're a bitter waging war and i'm neutral country.
couldn't give a fuck or a fuck less anymore.
just wanting to EXIsT.
the phone ringing lulls me to sleep.
letters with the ink still wet slap me in the face and leave numbers that don't add up.
your back isn't turned but the page has.
we're behind on living.
should take the comfort i can in the fact you can't replace me,
but that doesn't keep my bed warm at night.
your boring smile became necessary.
taking back everything i said to her just to have a part still with me.
staplegunned to my side not like a romantic but more like a parasite.
she's putting the over in lover.
and "un" back in loveable.
the purples blues and reds are all black with the sheets pulled over your head.
gonna pick up a habit to replace you.
one after another.
still need a fix.