whoa an update

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so excited for the new record and doing some shows- not so much anything else. every circuit in my body feels drained or too crowded. ever feel like your brain is bleeding? totally sick d00dz. yeah just like that. i feel like all of my thoughts have been extracted from my head and acid was poured in instead. heavy acid. usually my shoulders feel weighed down but this time its my head. all of my friends aorund here have hit six weeks or like me have just forgotten to sign on. oops. i guess one day i will- be ready for it.

xo

ps- thanks to everyone that has left this added. sucks to see some people whose journals ive been reading from january are removing me but thats life i guess- its just that this isn't what id call living it.