updating from the heat 

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  ew what is this? this is an actual update- nothing too fancy...so feel free to skip over it.

my last entry got over 500 comments- and there's still about a page worth of questions i didn't answer. eventually i will get to that. it's been more than a week since i updated and it's starting to bug me that i don't have more to say more than that. whenever i sit down to update i usually get distracted by either a phone call or instant message- it's almost as if i plan it that way. if neither come i suddenly need a drink. i need to piss. now that i think about it i'm kinda hungry. anything to get me out of the hot seat for a few more moments. but eventually i have to- and eventuallys now.

the worst time ever to get writers block really is now and i've had it for about a week so my updates anywhere have been few and far between. whenever i get writers block i read through my old journals- i read bukowski- palahniuk- new authors and new books. inspiration from the words i'm supposed to be writing. i say it's the worst time to have it because we are going to be recording the final versions of the songs and if i can't think of anything i want to write differently or change the song stays how it is- but overall i'd say i'm pretty happy with the way the new songs make me feel. when i say i can't sleep at night because of them i literally mean that i will lay in bed and think of the songs and smile sometimes. hopefully you will be too once you hear them. we'll have to leak one soon on the site maybe- just to give you guys a peek at what we're doing once we actually start doing it. big big plans and expectations await that i hope i can live up to.

being at warped brings back memories and makes me wish i was playing, maybe william will let me join his set a few times or something, or travis even. maybe both of them haha. being out in the sun a lot makes me kinda sleepy, and it makes me yawn more than my body wants to let me. i wish i had time to work on release the bats 2 and rainy day kids and everything that sleep takes away time from. blah. i'd like to say we've gotten a lot done as far as the new album goes so far but i can't lie to you. we're still pretty much thinking and planning at this point. i saw both pirates and devil wears prada with patrick- pirates was definitely a cool movie to see and now it's all about waiting for the third and final part to come out. excited about snakes on a plane- seriously the whole idea for that is as amazing as da vinci code. i wish i had the imagination it took to think up those kinds of unique plots for fictional novels and movies. the snakes on a plane soundtrack is on the decaydance label and i'm excited to be a part of something this huge no matter how big or small my part in it is. especially samuel l jackson being in it. i really hope all he does is scream and curse because he is so amazing pissed off in movies. i'd be pretty pissed off to find snakes on a plane too you know?

so all of that aside it's another week until jeanae can join me out here- probably why i've been sleeping so much- hoping it'll get me closer to friday. she may or may not be bringing hemingway. moon and star. i really appreciate everyone that is commenting her and and making her feel good because she gets a lot of shit she doesn't deserve. give her a fair shot or ten like i have haha. just kidding she's given me way more. i dunno i just can't wait to see her. i feel strange because i actually went to bed at a normal hour last night. weird.

i dunno. keep your hands on the keyboard pete, you might stay out of trouble. one of those fancy updates later probably tonight or tommorrow.

hearts, that fancy kid