just a short one.

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pills to fall asleep. pills to wake up. pills to keep going through the day. and just when you've got yourself figured out they change the dose. there's a prescription always to make you likeable at least for a little while. some of your friends aren't really friends and when you try to explain it there's a pill to shut you up. there's the few that are golden and they shine enough to blind you to the ones that aren't. focus on what you have instead of what you don't cause otherwise it's missing sunrises trying to forget sunsets. everyone i used to love had a flaw i couldn't fix. everyone i love now sees that flaw in me.

right now. this is the movie you heard had a bad ending so you didn't go see it. this is the movie you heard sucks so you don't rent it on dvd. this is everything you've ever heard but never witnessed yourself. this is pretty much every first chance you never even got the chance to mess up. and that is the best way to explain it that i know of.

we're on like the last week of the black clouds and underdogs tour, we're gonna be in ohio for a few days and i'm pretty sure hawthorne heights will have plenty to say about it like how it's for lovers or whatever. oh boy. gah i dunno. the 15th we'll be back home in chicago and i'm excited for that. a week later we'll be overseas. i hope the fans overseas remember their cameras and fight tooth and nail to get to the front row and take amazing pictures cause i remember me and joe being disappointed by the low amount of fan pictures we could icon last time we went overseas. don't disappoint us please.

as for the new cd we do have everything written, we are going to use our full names again on the inside probably- tho on this cd you will see andy is going to cut off his hair, you will notice joe is going to have more tattoos than me, and patrick is gonna take another letter off of his last name just for the hell of it i guess. he's making it patrick stum or surprising everyone by wacking off that pesky s and making it patrick tump. speaking of wacking off it's late and that is what i usually do at this hour... brb.

real update later.

xo.