everyone everywhere has a truth and a lie about you, but they'll always mix them up

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Mood: old

  it's not even but like 9 minutes into my birthday on the east coast and already the happy birthdays are pouring in. stop guys i am in la and i'm still 26 for a few more hours here. haha. no i am kidding, i'm very much grateful and thankful for each wish it's just kinda weird turning 27 when most days i don't even feel 17.

the past few days have been kinda tough as is every day when you are pete wentz but i am sticking in it for who matters... mcfly, beckett, scimeca, dirty, shaant, my band, j... all the new friends i have made in having this journal since january and every single person that has ever made me smile without smacking it off my face moments later with broken promises and a knife to my back. its tough but it's it's always tru(st in anything but)luv. you don't get healed before you get hurt.

anyways as of now my plans are pretty simple. for now i am probably going to spend the night watching payperview porn on the tv moaning out nick's name and wishing i was back home. what an xxxciting birthday. get it? er... that was lame. don't knock on my door chances are i will answer it with my pants down cause it's that kind of night.

the great nickplannn might fly out here for my birthday and i hope he does, i told him i'd pay for it. i'd love to have all my friends from back home out here. and j and i just recently started speaking again after weeks of not and after talking it all out it's really refreshing, no one makes me laugh the way she does. she's got this personality salubri only wish they could nab. we'll just have to see what comes of anything. i hope she sticks around.

oh yeah- speaking of friends the hush sound release party is tomorrow after my b-day so that is something to look forward to. all false and weirdbeard advertising aside... i really hope that cd does well. 6-6-06. i can't lie i'm a little bit worried about what all is gonna happen since i am a superstitious dude but i think we'll all be okay.

here is the thing, if you haven't posted in a few weeks and you want to go for it just to wish me a happy birthday. it's like a birthday present to you too cause you won't have to post for another month. haha.

god. 27. wow so real update later probably in one of my other journals you can find or . jeez, pete. way to take over the internets.

haters keep hatin' cause if you weren't hatin' who would i have to prove wrong? for realz. and lovers keep lovin' just make sure you get it on tape cause i need porn to waste my money on like i am doing now.

xo pete