Hello, my friends. I tried something with this chapter, making the first and last line match. I hope you like it! And sorry, it's kinda sad.

Trigger Warning for suicide. Know you always can talk to someone, and if you don't know to who, you can come to me.

The way Peter looks at him, his eyes, full of love. Peter admired his boyfriend Tyler, who was cooking dinner. 

"Take a picture, it lasts longer." Tyler said with a wink. This made Peter blush. "You are so adorable when you blush!" This made Peter even blush more.

Tyler chuckled and kissed Peter on the cheek. 

"Dinner is ready, my love."

"Thank god, I am sooooo hungry!" Peter said. Tyler placed a plate in front of Peter and sat down next to him with his own plate. They started eating dinner with some music in the background. 

"This is delicious Ty!"

"Thanks, baby, I made it especially for you."

Peter did the dishes while Tyler picked out a movie to watch. This was their routine, Tyler would cook (they don't want to repeat what happened when Peter tried to cook), Peter would do the dishes and Tyler would pick out a movie to watch. 

Peter jumped on the couch, right next to Tyler.

"So, what are we watching?" Peter snuggled into Tyler. 

"How about we watch Star Wars again? I know you love those movies." Tyler kissed Peter on his head. 

"You sure Ty? We have watched them a lot already. We can also watch something else if you don't want to watch them. I really don't mind. Yeah, I love the movies but I get if you get tired of them. I really don-" Tyler kissed Peter to shut him up. 

"Babe, I really don't mind watching them. As long as you are happy, I'm happy."

Peter really didn't know how he got so a loving and caring boyfriend. He smiled and hugged Tyler extra tight. 

"Thank you, Ty."

"Always, my love."

They turned on the first Star Wars movie, cuddled extra close and watched the movie in silence. 

After the first movie, Peter got up and walked to the kitchen. 

"Babe, what are you going to do?" Tyler asked.

"I'm going to make some popcorn, or do you want something else?"

"Are you sure you wanna do that alone?" Tyler raised his eyebrows playfully. "We don't want to repeat what happened last time you were alone in the kitchen."

"Oh shut up! I'm not going to burn water again!"

"How did you even do that?"

"I don't know. Haha. But can you come with me?" They were both laughing as Tyler stood up to go to the kitchen with Peter. They put the popcorn in the microwave and grabbed some drinks from the fridge. When the popcorn was done they started the next movie. 

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When aunt May arrived home at 1 a.m. she saw the two boys, cuddled up on the couch with each other. She smiled, grabbed a blanket and tucked them in. 

Tyler woke up at 4 a.m., yet again, he couldn't sleep. He had trouble sleeping for a while now, but he couldn't tell anyone. He didn't want to bother anyone with it. And he certainly didn't want to bother Peter with it. He knew Peter had trouble sleeping himself, being haunted by nightmares and sleep paralysis. It already is hard enough for Peter, so Tyler doesn't want to bother him with yet another problem. 

An hour goes by and Peter started to shake, a lot. He was having a nightmare. 

The nightmare

The building collapsed on Peter, trapping him under it. He heard the Vultures laugh fade away. 

Peter tried, he really tried to lift the building, but he couldn't. It was far too heavy. 

"HELP! I'M DOWN HERE!" He yelled, but no one came.

"PLEASE, I- I CAN'T BREATHE!"

His body is being crushed by the weight of the collapsed building. He could barely breathe. His breaths became shorter and shorter and shorter and-

Tyler gently tries to wake Peter up. He was worried, he knew Peter his nightmares were bad but he had never witnessed Peter having a panic attack during one. 

Tyler shook Peter a little more and Peter shot up, wild awake. 

"Hey Pete, calm down please."

Peter was breathing fast and short, looking around him fast, trying to find out where he was. Suddenly someone was in front of him. 

"Hey, follow my breathing." Tyler grabbed Peters hand and placed it on his own chest. Peter felt a calm heartbeat and heard the calm breathing, he tried to match his breathing and he succeeded. 

Peter pulled Tyler in a hug.

"Thank you." He whispered. 

"Your welcome baby." Tyler melted in the hug and smiled. He felt happy for a moment. 

"Why don't we try and get a couple more hours of sleep?" Tyler suggested. But Peter hesitated. 

"I- I uhh, I'm not really sure if I wanna sleep anymore. I uhh."

"I get it. How does a walk to the Starbuck sound?"

"That sounds lovely."

"I do need to take my stuff with me, I promised my mom I would be home early."

"Oh, okay, sure." Peter wanted to spend more time with him.

"I want to spend more time with you too, baby, I just promised my mom."

"I get it, Ty. How about we get ready for the walk?" 

"Good idea!" Tyler kissed Peter on the forehead before disappearing into the bathroom. When Tyler was done, Peter went into the bathroom and Tyler packed all his stuff. Peter wrote a note for Aunt May and after that, they left. 

The sun started to rise as Peter and Tyler were walking hand in hand. It was actually kinda romantic. They spend their walk in silence but enjoyed each others company. They arrived at the Starbucks and ordered their coffee. Peter wanted to pay but Tyler insisted. They drank their coffee on a bench in a nearby park. And then Peter walked with Tyler to his home. 

"Thank you, Ty!"

"For what?"

"Everything."

"Thank you too, Pete"

"I will text you when I'm home okay?"

"Yes, I will talk to you soon!"

They kissed and hugged goodbye. Tyler went inside and Peter went on his way to his apartment.

After a 20-minute walk, Peter arrived home. He texted Tyler he was home and got almost immediately a response. Peter smiled as he walked in. 

"What are you smiling about?" May asked with a smile. 

"Oh uhh, hehe, just Tyler." Peter blushed.

"You two are cute together!"

"Yeah, I really like him."

"Do you love him?" Peter looked at May, surprised by the question. He and Tyler were only dating for 5 weeks. But Peter does, he does love Tyler. 

"Yeah, I do."

"Good, I like him, you can keep him." May laughed. 

"May!" Peter laughed too. 

They ate some breakfast together and actually spend the whole day together. It was nice, that doesn't really happen that much, so they both enjoyed it. 

At 10 p.m. Peter was getting tired. 

"I think I'm heading to bed, good night May."

"Good night Pete."

Peter texted Tyler good night and went to sleep. 

At 2 a.m. Peter woke up to his phone ringing a lot. He grabbed his phone and saw seven messages from Tyler.

Peter?

Are you awake?

Sorry to bother you with this

Please be awake

I can't handle this anymore

Please help

Please

Peter was shocked. He immediately called Tyler. 

"Pick up, pick up, pick up!" But Tyler didn't answer, so Peter called again. This time he did pick up.

"Ty, babe, what is going on?"

"I'm sorry Pete, but I- I can't" Peter could hear that Tyler was crying.

"Can't what anymore?"

"I don't wanna do this to you, I'm really sorry. But I just can't anymore. It's all just too much."

"Tyler please, talk to me."

"Please Tyler."

"I love you, Peter Parker." And Tyler hung up.

"No, no, no, no, no, Tyler, don't do this to me." Tears were forming in Peter's eyes. He tried calling Tyler again but it went straight to voicemail. 

Peter ran, he ran as fast as he could, he ran in 5 minutes to Tyler's house. When he jumped through Tyler's window, he saw light coming from the bathroom. But the door was locked. 

Peter broke the lock, and what he saw horrified him. His boyfriend, the one he loved, laying in a pool of his own blood with an empty bottle of pills next to him. 

He tried to find a heartbeat, but he couldn't find one. 

"Please Tyler. You can't do this to me! Please!" Tears were streaming down his face. 

The way Peter looks at him, his eyes, full of tears. He was too late, too late to save his boyfriend, too late to save the one he really loves. Too late to say he loves him too.

I cried while writing this. I hope you liked it and I will post again when I have time. School is kinda busy now cause we near the end of the year. So sorry if I don't post. 

Have a lovely night/day.