So once again this is an authors note and I'm very sorry.

I'm very grateful for all of you who read my stories.

I might take a break from everything for a while. Guys depression doesn't just go away. When people rally around you and love and support you, then you can start to get over it. If your family fights, you have no one, and nobody understands you it gets worse. That's what it's been like for me.

I don't feel love from anyone. I'm crying while writing this because it's very hard for me to be at peace with all this.

And I am still going to be updating, but it may take a few days. Sorry.

So I'm really asking for help and encouragement. I don't know what to do.