I arrived Kwangju as soon as possible when I received a call from a friend of mine, "Yeah, I've arrived. Can you send me the location right now?" I asked my friend through the phone. He hummed as we ended the call, I got into a cab and showed the driver the location I wanted to arrive at. It took about 30 minutes from the terminal bus station until the destination. I paid for the ride and got down with my hand carried luggage.

          I entered the building and went to the receptionist, "Can I know where this guy at?" I asked, she girl looked at me blankly, "Visitor?" I nodded. She moved to her computer and start typing his name then print out a document for me to sign, "Please do sign here, it's a record for visitor." She handed me a pen as I did what I was told. I was soon given a visitor pass then she guided me all the way to the room.

          "This is the first time he had someone visiting. Please be patient with him and also try to make him happy." She slightly smiled and entered the password for verification so that the door could be unlock. She pushes the door and let me in, "Hoseok." I bit my lip while calling his name. He was sitting on his bed, facing at the window beside his bed as the wind blows in, hitting his face if I'm not mistaken.

          "I'll leave you here with him, I'll go take some drinks over for you." said the receptionist before she closed the door. I got closer to the bed and put my luggage down, "Hoseok-ah... How have you been?" I asked. He lie down so that he could face me even he's on the bed, "I'm good! It's just that I would still be sleepy sometimes that they had to adjust my medication higher a bit." He smiled brightly like he always did.

          "I'm so sorry Hoseok – I should have be there for you so that you wouldn't have to go through all of these." I sat down beside him, feeling sorry that I was not by his side right on time when he found out he had this illness. "Come on, it's not your fault. Tell me, how was everyone! I'm here with no Wi-Fi, no phones, no laptop and even television. All I had are those ASMR CD playing in the radio and the scenery in front of me." He sat up and look at me with all the joy behind his eyes.

          How do I tell him what had happen after he was gone? How can I tell him that Namjoon and Jimin were dead now? How do I tell?

          "Is Namjoon now one of the government? I remembered he likes to read and the smart brain he had is a good use for politics. Jimin as well, I remember that before I left, he was busy doing some computer projects that he wanted to introduce to the world soon! Is he success right now? How dare these two forget me when they reach their goals – best buddy for life huh?" he chuckled happily then continue to blabber about the other 3.

          I couldn't bring myself to tell him that both of them are dead – I just couldn't do it. "Jin, if I'm fully recover, can we go to the beach that we always went to together? The seven of us. I missed us, the OG 7." He looked at me with that eyes filled with hope. I suppressed all the sadness that had in my eyes and smiled to prevent tears from falling, 

"Sure. I'll wait you."